Every Day I Die
Gary Numan Lyrics


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The problems of need
I need you
Obscene dreams in
Rusty beds
No-one came here
Tonight
I pulled on me
I needed to

I unstick pages and read
I look at pictures of you
I smell the lust in my hand
Everyday I die

Her favourite trick was to suck me inside
Oh so very art nouveau
Completely false feelings of love.




I don't know.
No-one knows but that died years ago

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Gary Numan's "Everyday I Die" describe a deeply personal struggle with loneliness, obsession, and desire. The singer is tormented by his need for someone, perhaps a lover or a close friend, and finds solace in their memory. He turns to "obscene dreams" and pictures of this person to fill the void they've left in his life. The singer acknowledges the twisted nature of his obsession, calling his feelings "completely false" and implying that they've been dead for years. Nevertheless, he continues to cling to these memories, describing his longing as a form of slow death.


The lines "Her favourite trick was to suck me inside/ Oh so very art nouveau" suggest that the singer's obsession is with a woman who had a seductive, even manipulative personality. The allusion to Art Nouveau, a style of art known for its flower-like curves and erotic themes, underscores the sensuality of their relationship. The final lines "No-one knows but that died years ago" further emphasize the isolation and despair of the singer. He is trapped in memories that no one else can share or understand, and he seems to have resigned himself to this fate.


One interpretation of the song is that it is autobiographical, reflecting Numan's own struggles with fame and the pressures of success. Numan has spoken publicly about his battles with depression and anxiety, and this song could be seen as an expression of those feelings. Another interpretation is that the song is a critique of the music industry, which can often be isolating and alienating for artists. Regardless of the specific meaning, however, "Everyday I Die" is a powerful expression of pain and longing that resonates with many listeners.


Line by Line Meaning

The problems of need
The difficulties of wanting something


I need you
I crave your presence


Obscene dreams in
Erotic fantasies about


Rusty beds
Old, uncomfortable sleeping arrangements


No-one came here
Nobody has come to this place


Tonight
This evening


I pulled on me
I got dressed


I needed to
I felt compelled to


I unstick pages and read
I separate stuck pages of a book and read


I look at pictures of you
I gaze at images of you


I smell the lust in my hand
I sense the sexual desire in my hand


Everyday I die
Every day I am slowly dying inside


Her favourite trick was to suck me inside
Her preferred method was to manipulate me emotionally


Oh so very art nouveau
Highly stylised and ornate


Completely false feelings of love.
Emotions of love that have no basis in reality


I don't know.
I am uncertain


No-one knows but that died years ago
No one else knows, but those feelings ended long ago




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: GARY ANTHONY JAMES WEBB

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

ANGEL snow

Well my Numanoid friends it's fastly becoming 39 yrs to the date that I was at the last 2 nights of Wembley.
I still cry to this day I was 17 I can't help it
Iv never heard sound or seen a concert as good since the whole place shook and Somthing happend that still sticks with me and many of you durring the performance of please push no more.
It was emotionally charged anybody else the same..
I have a recording of that final night's performance
That place was truely electric.
I will be watching my dvd on my 8 foot projector sound up
What is everybody else doing
I hope Gary does Somthing for 40th annivery what would you like him to do
I know there was differant camera angles that I saw on the monitor I saw it as I looked down on the mixing desk
And he said they was found lost recordings meant to have done it for the 30th annivery dvd he didn't
It would be great to see it for the 40th we need to push him xxxx



ANGEL snow

+Island Music Girl it Truely was electrically charged ..
the sound from Base speakers which were under the floor in old swimming pool ripped the place apart nearly ..
the lights the sound the emotions was out of control.

I did a cassette of that night still have it to this day
Its stuck with me all these yrs 17 I was I cried buckets after and Durring please push no more.

the whole place we all cried I have never heard sound like it since never not just saying that ..

its stuck with with and if there's 1 place I want to go as I die ginger to the light is back to that last night at Wembley. .
I was up in the balcony
I had a great view .
memory's they say fade as does the emotions well it asnt and never will ..

sad you wasn't proberly old enough or born I don't know ..
I like to tell new numan fans about that great night not Bragg
but to share that moment
so hope that helps biggest light show of its time and sound
it Truely was like somthing out of close encounters of the third kind



All comments from YouTube:

Thomas Baxter

I was at this gig and it was one of the great nights of my life ....Numan at the absolute height of his powers in the classic machine period - the look, the sound. It was so emotional. I had been a big fan for a couple of years and now this was goodbye. Am still a fan today, but man that 79 - 81 period culminating in this was something else.

Nick Murray

It was, for sure. Still great to see him going strong, but this was THE time to be a Numan fan. What a night...

Glen Arnold

The emotions still run high watching this...

Jess Couch

I was very young the first time I heard Gary in 1980. I found his movements, his features , his voice and music so mesmerizing!!!
It was almost like a spiritual revival for me. I was in a trance💫

Zach Barnhart

That must have been utterly amazing and even life-changing. I can’t imagine being there.

tel whit

This is over 40 years ago now and its still so much better than the crap we hear nowdays.what a legend

echo444

Gary Numan was only 23 years old whilst performing his 1981 Farewell Tour....incomprehensible...
"Oh so...
Very...
Art Nouveau" Gary Numan

Betonwolke

I love this song. This live version in particular. Brings back memories of the early 80's... Thanks for uploading.

Clare Bayliss

Was there on the last night still a fantastic concert and still a great watch after all these years

Edward White

Hi me too the hole arena was electric still have the spine chilling feeling of the intro x

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