Both Numan's music and his transgressive public image are known for his sense of alien coldness and embrace of avant-garde influences. Becoming of the founding fathers of electronic-based pop music, Numan's reach extends far beyond his lone American hit, “Cars,” which still stands as one of the defining new wave singles. That seminal track helped usher in the synthpop era on both sides of the Atlantic, especially his native England, where he was a genuine pop star and consistent hit-maker during the early 80s. Even after new wave had mostly petered out, Numan’s influence continued to make itself felt. His dark, paranoid vision, theatrically icy persona, and clinical, robotic sound were echoed strongly in the work of many goth rock and (especially) industrial artists during the past several decades. For his part, Numan just kept on recording, and, by the late 90s, he’d become a hip name to drop. Prominent alternative rock bands have covered his hits, with Numan himself playing live with Nine Inch Nails briefly to much acclaim, and a goth-flavored brand of industrial-type music christened darkwave looks to him as its mentor.
Numan was born Gary Anthony James Webb on March 8, 1958, in Hammersmith, West London, U.K. A shy child, music brought him out of his shell; he began playing guitar in his early teens and played in several short-lived bands. Inspired by the amateurism of the punk movement, he joined a punk rock group called "The Lasers" in 1976. The following year, he and bassist Paul Gardiner split off to form a new group, dubbed "Tubeway Army", with drummer Bob Simmonds. They recorded a couple of singles under futuristic pseudonyms (Valerium [or Valerian], Scarlett, and Rael, respectively) that attempted to match their new interest in synthesizers. Scrapping that idea, Webb rechristened himself Gary Numan and replaced Simmonds with his uncle Jess Lidyard. Thus constituted, "Tubeway Army" cut a set of "punk-meets-Kraftwerk" demos for Beggars Banquet in early 1978. That work ended up being released several years later as 'The Plan'.
That summer, Numan sang a TV commercial jingle for jeans, and toward the end of the year the group’s debut album, 'Tubeway Army', appeared. Chiefly influenced by Kraftwerk and David Bowie’s Berlin-era collaborations with Brian Eno, the album also displayed Numan’s fascination with the electronic, experimental side of glam rock (such as in some works by Roxy Music and Ultravox) and Krautrock (such as in some works by Can). He also drew much influence from transgressive science fiction writers such as Philip K. Dick, people who challenged conventional thinking through exploring the affects of new technology.
The group’s second album, 'Replicas', was released in early 1979. Its accompanying single, “Are ‘Friends’ Electric?", was a left-field smash, topping the UK charts and sending 'Replicas' to number one on the album listings as well. The record also included “Down in the Park", an oft-covered song that stands as one of Numan’s most 'gothic' outings.
Numan had become a star overnight, despite critical distaste for any music so heavily reliant on synthesizers, and he formed a larger backing band that replaced "Tubeway Army", keeping Gardiner on bass. "The Pleasure Principle" was released in the fall of 1979 and spawned Numan’s international hit “Cars”, which reached the American Top Ten and hit number one in the UK; the album also became Numan’s second straight British number one. He put together a hugely elaborate, futuristic stage show and went on a money-losing tour, and also began to indulge his hobby as an amateur pilot with his newfound wealth.
Numan returned in the fall of 1980 with "Telekon", his third straight chart-topping album in Britain, and scored two Top Ten hits with “We Are Glass” and “I Die: You Die”; “This Wreckage” later reached the Top 20.
In 1981, Numan announced his retirement from live performance, playing several farewell concerts just prior to the release of "Dance". While "Dance" and its lead single, “She’s Got Claws”, were both climbing into the British Top Ten, Numan attempted to fly around the world, but in a bizarre twist was arrested in India on suspicion of spying and smuggling. The charges were dropped, although authorities confiscated his plane. His retirement proved short-lived, but when he returned in 1982 with "I, Assassin", some of his popularity had dissipated - perhaps because of the retirement announcement, perhaps because the charts were overflowing with synthpop, much of which was already expanding on Numan’s early innovations (which were starting to sound repetitive). "I, Assassin" was another Top Ten album, and “We Take Mystery (To Bed)” another major hit, but in general Numan’s singles were starting to slip on the charts; the title track of 1983’s "Warriors" became his last British Top Twenty hit (excluding reissues and collaborations).
Numan and Beggars Banquet subsequently parted ways, and Numan formed his own Numa label, kicking things off with "Berserker" in late 1984. Sadly, longtime collaborator "Paul Gardiner" died earlier that year from a drug overdose. 1985’s "The Fury" became the final Numan album to reach the British Top 30. Over the next few years, Numan collaborated occasionally with "Shakatak’s" Bill Sharpe, releasing four singles and one album from 1985-1989.
Following 1986’s "Strange Charm", Numan signed with IRS, but the relationship was fraught with discord from the start. IRS forced Numan to change the title of 1988’s "Metal Rhythm" to "New Anger" for his first North American release since 1981 (and also remixed several tracks), refused to release his soundtrack for the film "The Unborn", and would not fund any supporting tours for "New Anger" or 1991’s "Outland". When his contract expired, Numan returned to Numa for 1992’s "Machine + Soul".
1994 brought the release of the industrial-tinged "Sacrifice", the first glimmering of Numan’s return to critical favor and underground hipness. Over the next few years, bands like "Hole", "The Foo Fighters", and "Smashing Pumpkins" covered Numan songs in concert, and Marilyn Manson recorded “Down in the Park” for the B-side of the “Lunchbox” single; moreover, "Nine Inch Nails" cited Numan as an important influence. With his fan base refreshed and expectations raised, Numan delved deeper into gothic, metal-tinged industrial dance on 1997’s "Exile". However, he didn’t truly hit his stride in this newly adopted style until 2000’s "Pure", which was acclaimed as his best work in years and expanded his cult following into new territory.
In 2003, Numan enjoyed fleeting chart success once again with the "Gary Numan vs Rico" single “Crazier”, reaching No.13 in the U.K. chart. Rico, who is an up and coming artist from Glasgow, also worked on the remix album "Hybrid" which featured reworkings of older songs in a more contemporary industrial style. In 2004 Numan took control of his own business affairs again, launching the label Mortal Records and releasing a series of live DVDs as a precursor to his highly anticipated new studio album, "Jagged" which was released on 13 March 2006. An album launch gig took place at "The Forum, London" on 18 March 2006. Numan announced a UK tour commencing in April 2006 and plans to tour other countries, including the USA, during the year in support of the release. Numan also to launched a "Jagged" website to showcase the new album.
Numan contributed vocals to four tracks on the April 2007 release of Ade Fenton’s debut solo album "Artificial Perfect" on his new industrial/electronic label Submission, including songs “The Leather Sea”, “Slide Away”, “Recall” and the first single to be taken from the album, “Healing”. The second single to be released in the UK was “The Leather Sea” on July 30, 2007.
In 2008, he released a double CD remix album "Jagged Edge", based around 2006’s critically acclaimed "Jagged", co-produced with Ade Fenton. The pair are currently in the studio working on Numan’s 18th studio album "Splinter", due for release in 2009.
While Numan is known for his electronic music innovations, he prefers real instruments. He explained in an interview with Songfacts: "I didn't go the technology route wholeheartedly, the way Kraftwerk had done. I considered it to be a layer. I added to what we already had, and I wanted to merge that. There's plenty of things about guitar players, and bass players, and songs I really love that I didn't particularly want to get rid of. The only time I did get rid of guitars was on Pleasure Principle, and that was in fact a reaction to the press. I got a huge amount of hostility from the British press, particularly, when I first became successful. And Pleasure Principle was the first album I made after that success happened. I became successful in the early part of '79 and Pleasure Principle came out in the end of '79, in the UK, anyway. And there was a lot of talk about electronic music being cold and weak and all that sort of stuff. So I made Pleasure Principle to try to prove a point, that you could make a contemporary album that didn't have guitar in it, but still had enough power and would stand up well. That's the only reason that album didn't have guitar in it. But apart from that one album they've all had guitars - that was the blueprint."
The official website can be found here: www.garynuman.co.uk
Every Day I Die
Gary Numan Lyrics
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I need you
Obscene dreams in
Rusty beds
No-one came here
Tonight
I pulled on me
I needed to
I unstick pages and read
I look at pictures of you
I smell the lust in my hand
Everyday I die
Her favourite trick was to suck me inside
Oh so very art nouveau
Completely false feelings of love.
I don't know.
No-one knows but that died years ago
The lyrics of Gary Numan's "Everyday I Die" describe a deeply personal struggle with loneliness, obsession, and desire. The singer is tormented by his need for someone, perhaps a lover or a close friend, and finds solace in their memory. He turns to "obscene dreams" and pictures of this person to fill the void they've left in his life. The singer acknowledges the twisted nature of his obsession, calling his feelings "completely false" and implying that they've been dead for years. Nevertheless, he continues to cling to these memories, describing his longing as a form of slow death.
The lines "Her favourite trick was to suck me inside/ Oh so very art nouveau" suggest that the singer's obsession is with a woman who had a seductive, even manipulative personality. The allusion to Art Nouveau, a style of art known for its flower-like curves and erotic themes, underscores the sensuality of their relationship. The final lines "No-one knows but that died years ago" further emphasize the isolation and despair of the singer. He is trapped in memories that no one else can share or understand, and he seems to have resigned himself to this fate.
One interpretation of the song is that it is autobiographical, reflecting Numan's own struggles with fame and the pressures of success. Numan has spoken publicly about his battles with depression and anxiety, and this song could be seen as an expression of those feelings. Another interpretation is that the song is a critique of the music industry, which can often be isolating and alienating for artists. Regardless of the specific meaning, however, "Everyday I Die" is a powerful expression of pain and longing that resonates with many listeners.
Line by Line Meaning
The problems of need
The difficulties of wanting something
I need you
I crave your presence
Obscene dreams in
Erotic fantasies about
Rusty beds
Old, uncomfortable sleeping arrangements
No-one came here
Nobody has come to this place
Tonight
This evening
I pulled on me
I got dressed
I needed to
I felt compelled to
I unstick pages and read
I separate stuck pages of a book and read
I look at pictures of you
I gaze at images of you
I smell the lust in my hand
I sense the sexual desire in my hand
Everyday I die
Every day I am slowly dying inside
Her favourite trick was to suck me inside
Her preferred method was to manipulate me emotionally
Oh so very art nouveau
Highly stylised and ornate
Completely false feelings of love.
Emotions of love that have no basis in reality
I don't know.
I am uncertain
No-one knows but that died years ago
No one else knows, but those feelings ended long ago
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: GARY ANTHONY JAMES WEBB
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ANGEL snow
Well my Numanoid friends it's fastly becoming 39 yrs to the date that I was at the last 2 nights of Wembley.
I still cry to this day I was 17 I can't help it
Iv never heard sound or seen a concert as good since the whole place shook and Somthing happend that still sticks with me and many of you durring the performance of please push no more.
It was emotionally charged anybody else the same..
I have a recording of that final night's performance
That place was truely electric.
I will be watching my dvd on my 8 foot projector sound up
What is everybody else doing
I hope Gary does Somthing for 40th annivery what would you like him to do
I know there was differant camera angles that I saw on the monitor I saw it as I looked down on the mixing desk
And he said they was found lost recordings meant to have done it for the 30th annivery dvd he didn't
It would be great to see it for the 40th we need to push him xxxx
ANGEL snow
+Island Music Girl it Truely was electrically charged ..
the sound from Base speakers which were under the floor in old swimming pool ripped the place apart nearly ..
the lights the sound the emotions was out of control.
I did a cassette of that night still have it to this day
Its stuck with me all these yrs 17 I was I cried buckets after and Durring please push no more.
the whole place we all cried I have never heard sound like it since never not just saying that ..
its stuck with with and if there's 1 place I want to go as I die ginger to the light is back to that last night at Wembley. .
I was up in the balcony
I had a great view .
memory's they say fade as does the emotions well it asnt and never will ..
sad you wasn't proberly old enough or born I don't know ..
I like to tell new numan fans about that great night not Bragg
but to share that moment
so hope that helps biggest light show of its time and sound
it Truely was like somthing out of close encounters of the third kind
Thomas Baxter
I was at this gig and it was one of the great nights of my life ....Numan at the absolute height of his powers in the classic machine period - the look, the sound. It was so emotional. I had been a big fan for a couple of years and now this was goodbye. Am still a fan today, but man that 79 - 81 period culminating in this was something else.
Nick Murray
It was, for sure. Still great to see him going strong, but this was THE time to be a Numan fan. What a night...
Glen Arnold
The emotions still run high watching this...
Jess Couch
I was very young the first time I heard Gary in 1980. I found his movements, his features , his voice and music so mesmerizing!!!
It was almost like a spiritual revival for me. I was in a trance💫
Zach Barnhart
That must have been utterly amazing and even life-changing. I can’t imagine being there.
tel whit
This is over 40 years ago now and its still so much better than the crap we hear nowdays.what a legend
echo444
Gary Numan was only 23 years old whilst performing his 1981 Farewell Tour....incomprehensible...
"Oh so...
Very...
Art Nouveau" Gary Numan
Betonwolke
I love this song. This live version in particular. Brings back memories of the early 80's... Thanks for uploading.
Clare Bayliss
Was there on the last night still a fantastic concert and still a great watch after all these years
Edward White
Hi me too the hole arena was electric still have the spine chilling feeling of the intro x