Sonya
Ghetts Lyrics


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This girl here got a sponsor
Sixty year old monster
She don't care 'bout no age though
Just whose money's longer
We both went John Loughborough
I got kicked out for conduct
Jail by fifteen
Who'd you think writ me?
First letter from Mum, second from Sonya
"Dear Justin, I ain't gonna judge you, you already been sentenced
Send me a VO, I'll come through, I got plenty of questions"
I wrote back immediately
Wished her good luck with her GCSEs
She looked up to me previously, I knows I'm good company, seriously
Years go by, contact's lost
You don't know what that was
I know ballers who could've been ballers
Who got caught up and the contracts off
I know Sonya could've been a model
Word on the road is Sonya's washed
But that's my girl, my friend, my bredrin
She showed me what a real friend is

Before you judge me
Try and walk a day in my shoes
See what you don't see
Is all the shit I been going through
It's been a long, long day
Of battling these blues
So before you judge me
Try and walk a day
Try and walk a day in my shoes
Try and walk a day
Try and walk a day in my blues

All these years, no sight of her
I even been to the last address
When I was locked up sixteen, writing her
Knock, knock who's home?
Must be the wrong door
Nobody I know
Awkward moment
I've lost all composure
Why didn't you tell me you left?
Why didn't you say where you went?
Last I heard you was overqualified but can't find work
Had a friend in Dubai who invited you over
And now you're like her
Last I heard
You don't even check for your parents
You just wake and check your appearance
I don't know if me checking for you is checking to you
Or just interference, but dear Sonya, I ain't gonna judge you
Won't see me in no jury, so any verdict I come to
Still gunna end with yours truly
I just wish the world didn't corrupt you
It's been so long I don't know if you know me or knew me

Before you judge me
Try and walk a day in my shoes
See what you don't see
Is all the shit I been going through
It's been a long, long day
Of battling these blues
So before you judge me
Try and walk a day
Try and walk a day in my shoes

(This is where you just wanna disappear)
(Never told your nigga where)
(Now I think you didn't care)
(This is where you just wanna disappear)
(Never told your nigga where)
(Now I think you didn't care)

So great to hear from you
I see you've been doing good
Always knew way back from school
You were destined for greatness
I held a flame for you
Now you're setting fire to booths
Swear I've watched them all a hundred times
That shit was amazing
Tell me how kiss and chase
And show and tell
Turns into me addressing your letters to a prison cell?
Life has its hazards
Way more snakes than ladders
I miss our innocence
I miss when life made way more sense
I'm sure you've heard some things

(I'm sure you've heard some things)

Before you judge me
Try and walk a day in my shoes
See what you don't see
Is all the shit I been going through
It's been a long, long day
Of battling these blues
So before you judge me




Try and walk a day
Try and walk a day in my shoes

Overall Meaning

In Ghetts's song "Sonya," he tells the story of a girl named Sonya who becomes involved with a much older man for financial support. Despite the age difference, Sonya is focused on the man's money rather than his age. They both attended John Loughborough, a school where Ghetts got kicked out for his behavior. When Ghetts is imprisoned at the age of fifteen, he receives letters from his mother and Sonya, showing their support and concern. Ghetts appreciates Sonya's friendship and her ability to be a true friend in his life.


Over the years, Ghetts loses contact with Sonya, not knowing her whereabouts. He even visits her last-known address but finds no trace of her. Ghetts expresses his frustration that Sonya left without informing him, questioning why she didn't let him know where she went. He learns that she had opportunities in Dubai but has become distant from her family and focused on her appearance. Ghetts admits that he is unsure if his attempts to reach out to her are appreciated or seen as interference. Nevertheless, he vows not to judge her and hopes that the world hasn't corrupted her.


The song explores themes of friendship, loyalty, and the challenges of life. Ghetts reflects on the struggles he has faced and invites listeners to empathize with his experiences before judging his actions. He also longs for the innocence and simplicity of their past friendship, expressing his admiration for Sonya's talent and success.


Line by Line Meaning

This girl here got a sponsor
This girl has found someone who financially supports her


Sixty year old monster
An older person, possibly with malicious intentions


She don't care 'bout no age though
She is not concerned about the age difference


Just whose money's longer
She is only interested in whose wealth is greater


We both went John Loughborough
We both attended the same school


I got kicked out for conduct
I was expelled for my behavior


Jail by fifteen
I was incarcerated by the age of fifteen


Who'd you think writ me?
Guess who wrote to me?


First letter from Mum, second from Sonya
I received a letter from my mother, followed by one from Sonya


"Dear Justin, I ain't gonna judge you, you already been sentenced
"Dear Justin, I won't pass judgment on you since you've already been punished


Send me a VO, I'll come through, I got plenty of questions"
Send me a voice recording, I'll visit you, I have many inquiries


I wrote back immediately
I responded without delay


Wished her good luck with her GCSEs
I expressed my well wishes for her upcoming exams


She looked up to me previously, I knows I'm good company, seriously
She admired me in the past, knowing that I'm good company


Years go by, contact's lost
Years pass by and we lose touch


You don't know what that was
You have no idea what happened


I know ballers who could've been ballers
I know talented individuals who could have succeeded


Who got caught up and the contracts off
Who got tangled up and lost their opportunities


I know Sonya could've been a model
I know Sonya had the potential to become a model


Word on the road is Sonya's washed
Rumors say that Sonya's life has gone downhill


But that's my girl, my friend, my bredrin
But Sonya is still my girl, my friend


She showed me what a real friend is
She taught me the meaning of true friendship


Before you judge me
Before you form an opinion about me


Try and walk a day in my shoes
Attempt to experience what I go through in a day


See what you don't see
Understand the things that are hidden from your view


Is all the shit I been going through
Is all the difficult experiences I have been facing


It's been a long, long day
The day has felt neverending


Of battling these blues
Of struggling with sadness


So before you judge me
Therefore, before making any judgments about me


All these years, no sight of her
Throughout these years, I haven't seen her


I even been to the last address
I have even visited her last known address


When I was locked up sixteen, writing her
When I was incarcerated at sixteen, I wrote to her


Knock, knock who's home?
Knock, knock, who is there?


Must be the wrong door
It seems like I'm at the wrong house


Nobody I know
Nobody I am familiar with


Awkward moment
Uncomfortable situation


I've lost all composure
I have completely lost my composure


Why didn't you tell me you left?
Why didn't you inform me that you had left?


Why didn't you say where you went?
Why didn't you disclose your new location?


Last I heard you was overqualified but can't find work
The last I heard, you were highly skilled but unable to find employment


Had a friend in Dubai who invited you over
You had a friend in Dubai who extended an invitation to visit


And now you're like her
And now you resemble her


You don't even check for your parents
You don't even inquire about your parents' well-being


You just wake and check your appearance
You only wake up and focus on your physical appearance


I don't know if me checking for you is checking to you
I am unsure if my concern for you matters to you


Or just interference, but dear Sonya, I ain't gonna judge you
Or if it is simply unwanted involvement, but dear Sonya, I won't judge you


Won't see me in no jury, so any verdict I come to
I won't be part of a jury, so any decision I make


Still gunna end with yours truly
I will still end with my true self


I just wish the world didn't corrupt you
I simply wish that the world hadn't influenced you negatively


It's been so long I don't know if you know me or knew me
It has been such a long time that I don't know if you still recognize or remember me


(This is where you just wanna disappear)
(This is the moment when you simply want to vanish)


(Never told your nigga where)
(You never informed your partner where)


(Now I think you didn't care)
(Now I believe you didn't care)


So great to hear from you
It's wonderful to hear from you


I see you've been doing good
I can tell you've been doing well


Always knew way back from school
I always knew even from our school days


You were destined for greatness
You were meant to achieve great things


I held a flame for you
I had strong feelings for you


Now you're setting fire to booths
Now you're gaining success in your music career


Swear I've watched them all a hundred times
I swear I have watched all your performances countless times


That shit was amazing
Those performances were incredible


Tell me how kiss and chase
Explain to me how innocent childhood games


And show and tell
And sharing stories and possessions


Turns into me addressing your letters to a prison cell?
Transforms into me writing letters to you while you are in prison


Life has its hazards
Life has its risks and dangers


Way more snakes than ladders
There are more deceitful people than supportive people


I miss our innocence
I long for our lost innocence


I miss when life made way more sense
I miss when life was much more comprehensible


I'm sure you've heard some things
I'm certain you have been informed about certain matters




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, RESERVOIR MEDIA MANAGEMENT INC
Written by: Justin Clarke Samuel, Kadeem Clarke Samuel, Emeli Sande, Tj Amadi, Reiss Nicholas

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Starkz1Up (DJ)

I'm a huge ghetts fan, honestly I'm a sucker for his old school clashes and radio sets. But this.. this is beautiful. Highly rate this song had it on repeat for days! ART

Real music artist right there, well done G!

Kendrick Fordjour

The greatest honestly. Artistically he is levels above

Raj Singh

Facts my broski

Thenumber1kidd

What a gift this album is 💝

sam jones

The only one that is holding it down is Dave Santana of course he is heavily influenced by him lool

IFEGRIZZLY

Fact

Talitha

You've really smashed it with this album. It was worth the wait 🙏🏽🐐🏆

Michael

"You don't even check for your parents, you just wake and check your appearance"

Wunn Sen

Gave me goosebumps when he said that bar

Scotxh Bonnick

This is one of da tracks of da album...Emeli Sande blessing it...what an artist Ghetts has become to come with tracks like this #Levels

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