After a few months beginning her career as Haru Nemuri, she performed at a Japanese summer music festival "BAYCAMP2016" as an opening act in September of 2016 even though she didn't release her official works. She released her debut mini album "Sayonara Youthphobia" in October of 2016.
She composed for a movie ";the eternal/spring" and a month later Haru Nemuri released a single CD "Hello@New World / Torikobosareta Machikara Ai Wo Komete" which was made by Haru Nemuri and Mariko Goto.
From December of 2017 to February of 2018 she did a concert which she planned every months, she named this three concerts "Fuyu No Daisankaku". In January of 2018 she did her third solo concert. In addition, she began her career as a composer from 2018. She composed a song "Last Romance" for Tokyo Joshiryu which was an idol group belonging to Avex Management. Haru Nemuri's music is Japanese pop songs for the new generation, and the heart of her music is rock'n'roll.
yumewomiyou
Haru Nemuri Lyrics
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きみを殺してかたちもなく消えた 陽炎みたいに
暑くて溶けたアイスに見向きもしないで
140字のためらい傷を見せびらかすのに必死だったんだ
なまくらなこころが鈍器になってきみを殴り倒して
透明な血液が染み出した 朝焼けみたいに
泣きだした声がきこえもしなくて
大震災の夜でさえぼくは孤独を知らなかった
守られたサマー 照りつけた朝陽がぼくのエゴを焼き尽くすんだ
なんでもない日の夜明け前きみはひとりぼっちで死んでいった
黄昏たころに思い知った きみのさみしい瞳のこと
セブンスヘブンを抜け出してあの角を曲がっても消えないでいるよ
甘ったれたぼくの青春やこの部屋やきみに背負わせた天国のこと ずっと忘れない
きみみたいな誰かが死んじゃわないようにうたをうたっているんだよ
ただれたせかいの真ん中でずっとゆめをみよう
瞬間でもない まぼろしでもない このばかみたいなせかいの真ん中で
ぼくの孤独もきみのさみしさもわかりあわなくていいからおなじゆめをみよう
ずっとゆめをみよう
大震災の夜でさえぼくは孤独を知らなかった
守られたサマー 照りつけた朝陽がぼくのエゴを焼き尽くすんだ
なんでもない日の夜明け前きみはひとりぼっちで死んでいった
黄昏たころに思い知った きみのさみしい瞳のこと
大震災の夜でさえぼくは孤独を知らなかった
守られたサマー 照りつけた朝陽がぼくのエゴを焼き尽くすんだ
なんにも知らずに毛布にくるまって笑いあっていた 背中に羽が生えてるって信じていた
ばかなせかいに見えないだけだって ふたりぼっちでいいと思っていた 天国が壊れてしまうまで
神さまにさようなら いつかぼくのほんとうの名前を忘れてしまっても
金木犀のにおいだけは忘れないでいて
The lyrics of Haru Nemuri's song "yumewomiyou" explore themes of loneliness, regret, and the longing for connection. The first verse begins with a sense of vulnerability and apology, as the singer expresses remorse for their weakness and cries while throwing a cutter knife. The line "kimi wo koroshite katachi mo naku kieta kagerou mitai ni" ("I killed you and disappeared without a trace, like a heat haze") suggests that they have caused harm to someone, leading to their own disappearance.
The next line speaks of indifference towards a melted ice cream, emphasizing the singer's apathy and lack of interest in the world around them. However, they are desperate to show off their hesitant scars, possibly using social media platforms (referenced by the mention of 140 characters) to seek attention and validation. This highlights the singer's desperate attempt to be seen and acknowledged, even as they feel weak and disconnected.
The second verse portrays the singer's numbness and emotional detachment, as they describe their dull heart becoming a blunt instrument to relentlessly attack the person they claim to care about ("kimi wo naguritaoshite, toumei na ketsueki ga shimidashita, asayake mitai ni" - "I struck you down, and transparent blood seeped out like a morning glow"). The line about not hearing the voice that cried out represents their lack of empathy towards the pain they have caused.
The lyrics then depict the singer observing their deteriorated world from a cold, deranged room, within the eternity of a summer holiday. These lines suggest a deep sense of isolation and disconnection, even in the midst of a natural disaster. The repetition of "daishinsai no yoru de sae boku wa kodoku wo shiranakatta" ("Even on the night of a major earthquake, I didn't know loneliness") indicates that their loneliness is a constant, existing outside of any external events or circumstances.
The chorus reflects on the impact of this loneliness, with the singer realizing the loneliness in the eyes of the person they cared about ("kimi no samishii hitomi no koto" - "the loneliness in your eyes that I understood around twilight"). This further emphasizes their regret for not recognizing the pain and isolation of someone close to them.
The following lines express a desire to break free from the confines of their current state through the imagery of leaving "Seventh Heaven" and turning a corner that the memories do not disappear. The singer proclaims that they will never forget their juvenile ego, their room, and the heaven they burdened onto the person they cared about. There is a strong determination to sing songs to ensure that no one like the person they care about will die, expressing a longing for connection and shared dreams.
The repetition of "zutto yumewomiyou" ("let's dream forever") emphasizes this yearning for shared dreams and serves as a plea to escape their individual loneliness. The final lines mention being wrapped in a blanket, believing there are wings on their back and being content with being alone together in a foolish world until heaven breaks. The lyrics conclude with a farewell to God, acknowledging the possibility of forgetting their own true name but expressing a desire for them to always remember the scent of the kinmokusei (fragrant olive).
Overall, the lyrics of "yumewomiyou" delve into the experiences of loneliness, regret, and the longing for connection. It portrays the singer's struggles of not recognizing the loneliness of those close to them, their desperation for attention and understanding, and their longing to share dreams and escape their individual isolation.
Line by Line Meaning
弱くてごめんねって泣きじゃくって投げたカッターナイフ
Apologizing for being weak, I cried and threw the cutter knife
きみを殺してかたちもなく消えた 陽炎みたいに
I killed you and disappeared without a trace, like a mirage
暑くて溶けたアイスに見向きもしないで
Without even looking at the melted ice cream due to the heat
140字のためらい傷を見せびらかすのに必死だったんだ
I was desperate to show off my 140-character hesitant wounds
なまくらなこころが鈍器になってきみを殴り倒して
My lethargic heart became a blunt weapon and struck you down
透明な血液が染み出した 朝焼けみたいに
Transparent blood seeped out, like a morning glow
泣きだした声がきこえもしなくて
I couldn't even hear my sobbing voice
冷え切った部屋からただれたせかいを眺めた 永遠の夏休みのなかで
From the freezing room, I looked at the corrupted world within the eternal summer vacation
大震災の夜でさえぼくは孤独を知らなかった
Even on the night of a major earthquake, I didn't know loneliness
守られたサマー 照りつけた朝陽がぼくのエゴを焼き尽くすんだ
A protected summer, the blazing morning sun burns away my ego
なんでもない日の夜明け前きみはひとりぼっちで死んでいった
Before the dawn of an ordinary day, you died alone
黄昏たころに思い知った きみのさみしい瞳のこと
At twilight, I realized the loneliness in your eyes
セブンスヘブンを抜け出してあの角を曲がっても消えないでいるよ
Even if I escape from Seventh Heaven and turn that corner, I won't disappear
甘ったれたぼくの青春やこの部屋やきみに背負わせた天国のこと ずっと忘れない
I will never forget about my spoiled youth, this room, and the heaven I burdened you with
きみみたいな誰かが死んじゃわないようにうたをうたっているんだよ
I'm singing a song to make sure someone like you doesn't die
ただれたせかいの真ん中でずっとゆめをみよう
Let's keep dreaming in the middle of this corrupted world
瞬間でもない まぼろしでもない このばかみたいなせかいの真ん中で
Not a moment, not an illusion, in the middle of this foolish world
ぼくの孤独もきみのさみしさもわかりあわなくていいからおなじゆめをみよう
It's okay if I can't understand my loneliness and your sadness; let's dream the same dream
ずっとゆめをみよう
Let's keep dreaming
なんにも知らずに毛布にくるまって笑いあっていた 背中に羽が生えてるって信じていた
Wrapped in a blanket, laughing without knowing anything, I believed I had wings on my back
ばかなせかいに見えないだけだって ふたりぼっちでいいと思っていた 天国が壊れてしまうまで
Thinking that it's just a silly world I can't see, I thought it was fine to be alone until heaven broke
神さまにさようなら いつかぼくのほんとうの名前を忘れてしまっても
Even if I say goodbye to God and eventually forget my true name
金木犀のにおいだけは忘れないでいて
Please remember only the scent of osmanthus
Contributed by Charlotte S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@anademnstreaming6776
Crying "sorry for being weak" as I threw away the boxcutter
I killed you, and formless you disappeared as though into a heat haze
without a glance at the ice melting in the heat
through 140 characters of hesitation, desperate to show off my scars
my blunt heart became a bludgeoning weapon to knock you out
soaked in transparent blood as though the glow of sunrise
I couldn't even hear your voice as you cried out
glaring at the crumbling world from my frigid room in a neverending summer vacation
Even on the night of the great earthquake I did not know loneliness
a summer protected, the glaring morning sun burns away my ego
before the dawnbreak of an insignificant day you died all by yourself
by twilight I knew of your lonely pupil
If I sneak out of seventh heaven and turn that corner it still hasn't disappeared
my spoilt childhood, this room, and the heaven I made you bear
I never forgot
I sing so that another someone like you won't have to die
let's dream at the centre of the crumbling world
not a moment, nor an illusion, the centre of this stupid world
my isolation and your loneliness
we don't have to understand each other so let's dream the same dream
let's dream always
Even on the night of the great earthquake I did not know loneliness
a summer protected, the glaring morning sun burns away my ego
before the dawnbreak of an insignificant day you died all by yourself
by twilight I knew of your lonely pupil
@makia252
何故だか分からないけど、涙が出てきた。
そして思った。
「俺も俺を生きなきゃ!」って。
言語は関係なく想いは伝わるって事を
物凄く感じる。素敵な楽曲です。
出会えたことに感謝。
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