Ben Gideyim
Hayko Cepkin Lyrics

In Hayko Cepkin's song "Ben Gideyim," the lyrics convey a sense of pain and sadness, as the singer expresses that their heart aches and they have seen difficult times. The line "ah çeker bu yürek ah canım, sen bilmezsen kim bilir" suggests that the singer is unable to express their emotions to their loved one or others, leading to a sense of isolation and loneliness. The metaphor of the heart being "su gibidir berakktır" (clear water) suggests that the singer wishes to cleanse themselves of the pain and find peace, but the "kor alevler" (fiery flames) have caused too much damage.

The chorus of the song repeats the lines "ateşini gördüm yandım yanında kor ettim, yalanını bildim bak en sonunda öğrendim" which can be translated to, "I saw your fire and burned beside it, I knew your lies and finally learned." The fire and lies mentioned in these lines could be interpreted as pointing to a toxic or harmful relationship that the singer has endured, leading them to feel hurt, betrayed, and ultimately desiring to leave. The final lines of the song "çok sevmeyi isterdim ah canım, yol vermedin ben neyleyim, tuz basmadan yarama ah canım, görünmeden ben gideyim" suggest that the singer had wished to love their partner deeply but their partner did not give them the chance, causing wounds that cannot heal without salt being sprinkled on them - essentially, the pain is too deep and the only solution is for the singer to leave without being seen.