What She Left Behind
Jedi Mind Tricks Lyrics

Tonight on Channel 5 News at 11
Attention, something significant is happening and will be broadcasted on the news later.

A coincident story of a step-father gone mad
A disturbing narrative about a stepfather who has lost his sanity strangely emerges.

The violent details have left the local neighborhood in shock
The disturbing nature of the violent events has caused great distress among the people living in the nearby area.

I still hear your voice in my mind
Your voice continues to resonate in my thoughts.

Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Your voice is delightful and captivating, bringing joy to my ears.

I barely want you here
I have little desire for your presence or company.

You think I want them here?
Do you honestly believe I want these individuals around?

This is my fucking house, you think that I'ma pretend here?
This happens to be my own damn residence, why do you assume I'm putting on an act?

They ain't my fucking blood, this ain't my kin here
These people are not my blood relatives, they do not belong to my family.

Don't make me slap you up again and break the limit
Refuse to provoke me to the point where I resort to physical violence and exceed my level of control.

And this little one, he always starin' at the wall
The young child constantly gazes fixedly at the wall without apparent reason.

Is he retarded or somethin'? Or he don't care at all?
Does he possess a cognitive disability or is he simply indifferent?

You bring that autism shit up again, I swear to God
If you mention autism again, I promise you, I will become enraged.

I told you it's all in your head, you couldn't bear a thought
I insisted that it's all a product of your imagination because you cannot handle the truth.

I told you it's not a disorder, it's bad mothering
I stated clearly that it is not a disorder, but rather your incompetence at being a mother.

And you don't make it any better, you just choose to smother him
Instead of improving the situation, you continually suffocate him with your actions.

And this other one, she dresses like a harlet
The second individual dresses promiscuously, resembling a seductive woman.

So don't come runnin' to me when she claims she gets assaulted
Therefore, do not seek my assistance when she alleges being attacked.

And boys is gonna be boys, so they ain't to be faulted
Boys will inevitably exhibit certain behaviors, therefore, they cannot be held responsible.

With bitches dressed like that it's cause they wanna be exalted
When women dress provocatively, it is because they desire attention and praise.

So don't give me no fucking excuses, or she could get it too
Do not present me with any justifications, or she might face the consequences as well.

I pay the bills in here, we both know that it's never you
I am the one who financially supports this household, and we are both aware that it is not your contribution.

It's my way or the highway, so make a fucking choice
You have two options: comply with my demands entirely or leave immediately.

Cause I don't like the way you make me raise my fucking voice
Your actions provoke me to speak loudly with anger, and I despise the way you cause this reaction.

Matter fact, I'm outta here, I need a fucking bag
Actually, I am leaving this place, and I require a bag to pack my belongings.

The choice is yours, get it together or disappear
The decision lies in your hands: either improve your behavior immediately or vanish from my life.

Why the fuck ya'll still awake?
Why in the world are all of you still awake?

I need some time alone
I require solitude right now.

The little one is crying, the other always down the phone
The youngest child is weeping while the other individual is consistently on the phone.

You think I'm being rough on you? Well, I don't think I am
Do you believe I am treating you harshly? From my perspective, I do not consider my actions as such.

Watch me when I put you in this yoke and show you who I am
Observe as I restrain you with a yoke and demonstrate my true identity.

You're paying attention to me now? Now that I got violent?
Are you finally giving me your full attention? It seems that you only acknowledge me now that I have become aggressive.

When none of ya'll would move a fucking finger I was silent
None of you bothered to lift a finger while I remained quiet.

I thought I had this B, and I thought that I was past it
I believed I had overcome this struggle, and I thought it was behind me.

Cause every woman that have come before you got they ass kicked
Because every woman who preceded you has suffered physical harm.

One of them was hospitalized, the other one was murdered
One of them was admitted to the hospital, while the other lost her life.

I made it look like accidents, cause both of them deserved it
I deliberately crafted the situations to appear as accidents because both of them deserved the unfortunate outcomes.

But here we are, and I thought I have put this shit behind me
Yet, we find ourselves in this situation, and I believed I had moved past these issues.

But what I'm feeling now has overcome me and has blind me
However, the emotions I am currently experiencing have overwhelmed and consumed me, clouding my judgment.

So why the fuck you're trying me?
So why the hell are you testing my patience?

I had to break the stroll
I had to interrupt the relaxed atmosphere.

And since this little one is crying I have to break his jaw
And since the youngest child is weeping, I believe it is necessary to physically harm him by fracturing his jaw.

And since your daughter dressing up and trying be a whore
Furthermore, because your daughter dresses provocatively and attempts to appear promiscuous.

I have to teach her a lesson and slide up in her raw
I must educate her through a brutal experience and engage in sexual activity with her without any protection.

But that can wait for now, I'm gonna finish what I've started
However, that action can be postponed for the time being as I am determined to complete my current objectives.

I told your boy to shut his fucking mouth, is he retarded?
To silence your son, I instructed him to keep his vulgar mouth closed. Is he mentally impaired?

I'm the fucking victim here, the one who's brokenhearted
I am the individual suffering as the victim in this situation, the one left with a shattered heart.

The one who no one loved, who was mistreated and discarded
I am the person that nobody cared for, someone who was abused and then thrown away.

The one who got abused and who was beaten all his life
I am the person who endured abuse and relentless beatings throughout my entire existence.

The one who got confused and who was bleeding from the knife
I am the individual who experienced confusion and suffered from knife wounds, resulting in bloodshed.

I was drugged to the mud, I was condescended
I was forcefully dragged down into despair, constantly belittled and patronized.

So I'ma take the three ya'll with me and I'ma end it
Therefore, I intend to take all three of you along with me and bring this situation to its ultimate conclusion.

The cops is on their way now? Well, I ain't goin' to federal
The police are en route? Well, I will not allow myself to be apprehended by the law enforcement.

But ain't dyin' alone so now the three of ya'll is dead too
However, I refuse to perish alone, so all three of you will meet the same fate.

I still hear your voice in my mind
Your voice continues to echo within my thoughts.

Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Indeed, your voice possesses a captivating beauty and enchantment (na na na na na na na).

Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Undoubtedly, your voice is delightful and alluring (na na na na na na na).