Sociopath
Jeremy Zucker Lyrics

You are a grade-A Sociopath in my mind
In my perception, you embody the characteristics and behaviors of a highly manipulative and deceitful individual

And you are a landslide Or a landmine in my life
Your presence in my life is like a destructive force capable of causing immense damage, either gradually or suddenly

I'm so sick of every question You've been buggin' from the start
I am tired and frustrated by the constant inquiries and probing that you have subjected me to since the beginning

Am I what you were dreamin' of? Is this what you were dreamin' up?
I wonder if I meet your expectations and live up to the idealized version of me that you had envisioned

I can read your mind already Oh-so full of new ideas
I can already anticipate your thoughts and intentions as you are constantly brimming with novel concepts and plans

Is this what we were meant to be? Just exactly what you need
Are we destined to be together in this way, fulfilling only your desires and requirements without consideration for my own needs?

So, if you ask me how I've been I'm ready to lie
If you inquire about my well-being, I am prepared to deceive you by providing an untruthful response

If you ask me how I am I'm doin' alright
If you inquire about my current state, I will claim to be managing well, despite potential struggles

You can tell yourself your reasons California dreamin' every night
You can justify your actions to yourself, indulging in illusions and fantasies of a perfect life, akin to 'California dreamin'

(Cut when your heart start bleeding) (Come back when your heart stop beating)
Leave when your emotions become overwhelming and painful, and return only when you have regained emotional stability

I don't know which one I'm leaving Never felt so good to say goodbye
I am uncertain which aspect of you I am distancing myself from, but I have never experienced such relief and satisfaction in parting ways

Can you hear me now? Your favorite sound Are you on a cloud, blackin' out? (Yeah)
Are you finally paying attention to me? Is it gratifying for you to hear my voice? Or are you in a state of blissful oblivion, detached from reality?

But you played your part, made it hard If I walked away (yeah), you'd fall apart
You fulfilled your role in our dynamic, making it difficult for me to leave. If I were to depart, you would crumble and struggle to cope

And I talk you down every time you call And we chalk it up to the alcohol
Whenever you reach out to me in distress, I try to calm you down and rationalize your behavior by attributing it to the effects of alcohol

But you weren't the best and I fear the worst Now I don't think I'd know what to say (yeah)
You didn't fulfill my expectations or meet the standards of being the best partner. Now, I am unsure if I would even know how to express my feelings towards you

Alright, alright (Cut when your heart start bleeding) (Come back when your heart stop beating)
I am attempting to reassure myself that everything is fine, even though it may not be. Leave when the pain becomes unbearable, and return only when you have recovered