He was awarded the Rap/Hip Hop Recorded Song of the Year for "Never Look Away" and Rap/Hip Hop Album of the Year at the GMA Dove Awards of 2007. KJ-52 also has four Dove awards to add to his 'collection.'
KJ-52's song "You're Gonna Make it" was played at the end of Cold Case Season 5 Episode 8 "It Takes a village." He rapped in the Newsboys version of Jesus Freak alongside, and had a part in TobyMac's remix of One World.
He has been rapping since 1993 (age 18), and his current label is BEC.
Cry No More
KJ-52 Lyrics
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Looked down the street on his block and then he just stopped
And tied the shoes on his feet and then he just walked
It was the middle of the week outside was real hot
He told his dad where he would be now and what not
Said he would go down by trees near the bus stop
The clock read quarter to three and he just thought I'll sneak around and play hide and seek in the back lot
And on his way to the spot a man from upstairs
At this little boy of seven years with brown hair
And as he came near the man whispered in his ear
What he said left him numb frozen with fear
He wanted to run but his feet wouldn't go anywhere
He wanted to scream but he couldn't he was glued there
He wanted to leave but he wouldn't he was too scared
Cry no more
You don't have to cry no more
Don't cry no more
You don't have to cry no more
What happened that day left him changed forever
A day he wished he could erase and never remember
He tried to block out the pain as he got older
But he was consumed with hate now for this neighbor
And everyday he was ashamed when he saw himself
So ashamed that he proclaimed that he would never tell
Blocked out the memory of the pain so he'd never feel
He'd pretend to be okay and hide in his shell
He'd try to put a smile on his face like all was well
But this child couldn't change what he really felt
He blamed God for the cards that he was dealt
His heart grew hard by the time he was twelve
Began to fall apart and his grades start to fail
Until the day he cried to God asking for His help
He wanted to find and start a new life for himself
He closed his eyes and into the arms of Christ he fell
Cry no more
You don't have to cry no more
Don't cry no more
You don't have to cry no more
Everything you heard the boy would never speak
He held it all inside until he turned fifteen
I know that might be hard for you to believe
But he couldn't talk about it until God set me free
See way back when he was seven years old
He was sexually abused but no one was ever told
With nowhere to turn and no place to go
See he thought he could get through and maintain control
But little did he know he couldn't make it on his own
But that was just the time when you came through to show
How much You loved him and You wanted him to know
That You would never leave and You would never go
And You taught him to forgive and gave peace to his soul
And now he truly lives cause You made him whole
From that day ever since he ain't never been alone
That's why he'd convinced he don't have to cry no more
Cry no more
You don't have to cry no more
Don't cry no more
You don't have to cry no more
The lyrics of KJ-52's "Cry No More" tell the story of a young boy who was sexually abused at the age of seven by a neighbor. The trauma left him numb, frozen with fear, and unable to speak about the abuse for years. He tried to block out the pain as he got older, but it consumed him with hate for his abuser. He blamed God for the cards he was dealt and his grades started to fail, his heart grew hard, and he fell apart until he cried out to God to help him find and start a new life for himself. It was then he fell into the arms of Christ, and everything changed, and he finally found the courage to speak out about the abuse, forgive his abuser and move forward.
The lyrics of the song are emotionally heavy and delve into themes of abuse, trauma, healing, and forgiveness. The song aims to spread awareness about sexual abuse and its long term impact on the individual while also maintaining a message of hope and healing through faith.
Line by Line Meaning
The boy stepped out his house on to the sidewalk
The boy went out of his house and onto the pavement
Looked down the street on his block and then he just stopped
He stopped and looked down the street
And tied the shoes on his feet and then he just walked
He tied his shoes and walked
It was the middle of the week outside was real hot
The weather was hot in the middle of the week
He told his dad where he would be now and what not
He let his dad know where he would be
Said he would go down by trees near the bus stop
He said he would go near the bus stop where there were some trees
The clock read quarter to three and he just thought I'll sneak around and play hide and seek in the back lot
He decided to play hide and seek in the back lot and saw that it was almost 3PM
And on his way to the spot a man from upstairs
While he was walking to the spot, a man from upstairs called out to him
Told him to stop and come here and he just stared
The man asked him to stop and the boy just looked
At this little boy of seven years with brown hair
The man stared at the little boy who was seven and had brown hair
And as he came near the man whispered in his ear
The man came closer and whispered something to him
What he said left him numb frozen with fear
The man's words left him scared and frozen
He wanted to run but his feet wouldn't go anywhere
He wanted to run away but he was too scared to move
He wanted to scream but he couldn't he was glued there
He wanted to scream but he was too scared to make any noise
He wanted to leave but he wouldn't he was too scared
He wanted to leave but he was too scared to move
Cry no more
Stop crying
You don't have to cry no more
You have no reason to cry anymore
Don't cry no more
Stop crying
You don't have to cry no more
You have no reason to cry anymore
What happened that day left him changed forever
Whatever happened that day had a lasting impact on him
A day he wished he could erase and never remember
He wished that he could forget that day
He tried to block out the pain as he got older
As he got older, he tried to forget the pain
But he was consumed with hate now for this neighbor
He now hated his neighbor for what he had done
And everyday he was ashamed when he saw himself
He was ashamed of himself every day when he saw himself
So ashamed that he proclaimed that he would never tell
He was so ashamed that he promised he would never tell anyone what happened
Blocked out the memory of the pain so he'd never feel
He tried to forget the pain so he wouldn't feel it again
He'd pretend to be okay and hide in his shell
He would pretend that everything was alright and keep to himself
He'd try to put a smile on his face like all was well
He would try to smile and act like everything was fine
But this child couldn't change what he really felt
However, he couldn't change the way he really felt
He blamed God for the cards that he was dealt
He felt that God was responsible for what had happened to him
His heart grew hard by the time he was twelve
His heart became hardened by the time he turned twelve
Began to fall apart and his grades start to fail
He started to break down and his grades began to decline
Until the day he cried to God asking for His help
One day he cried out to God for help
He wanted to find and start a new life for himself
He wanted to begin a new life for himself
He closed his eyes and into the arms of Christ he fell
He closed his eyes and found peace in the love of God
Everything you heard the boy would never speak
The boy had never spoken about what he had been through
He held it all inside until he turned fifteen
He kept everything inside until he was fifteen
I know that might be hard for you to believe
This might be hard for you to believe
But he couldn't talk about it until God set me free
He couldn't talk about it until he found freedom in God
See way back when he was seven years old
When he was seven years old
He was sexually abused but no one was ever told
He was sexually abused but he never told anyone
With nowhere to turn and no place to go
He had nowhere to turn and no one to talk to
See he thought he could get through and maintain control
He thought he could handle it on his own and keep control
But little did he know he couldn't make it on his own
He didn't realize that he couldn't do it on his own
But that was just the time when you came through to show
That was when God came to help him
How much You loved him and You wanted him to know
God wanted him to know how much He loved him
That You would never leave and You would never go
God promised that He would never leave or abandon him
And You taught him to forgive and gave peace to his soul
God helped him find forgiveness and peace
And now he truly lives cause You made him whole
He now lives a fulfilling life because God made him complete
From that day ever since he ain't never been alone
From that day, he has never been alone
That's why he'd convinced he don't have to cry no more
That's why he is sure he has no reason to cry anymore
Contributed by Asher C. Suggest a correction in the comments below.