Going Home
L.A. Four Lyrics

You can cry, I'll hold it
You can express your emotions, and I will be there to provide comfort and support.

I'm ashamed I really want to try
I feel embarrassed by my desire to attempt new experiences, but I’m willing to overcome this feeling to grow and learn.

You can always quit, and I'll stand by
Even if you decide to give up, I will still be there to offer my loyalty and support.

Oh I'll stay, I'll stay for you
I’m committed to being there for you and will remain present in your life.

Said I'm leaving (walking in the park, I know when I'm alone)
I’m considering leaving, and I know that I am alone in my thoughts as I take a walk in the park.

Said I'm staying (nothing lights a spark, quite like the unknown)
I’ve decided to stay because the unknown and new experiences hold the potential for excitement and inspiration.

Oh I need you (walking in the park, I know, don't wanna know)
I require your presence, but I’m aware that there are things I may not want to know or confront.

Said I'm leaving (the thrill of taking off, when I, know I'm going home)
I’m leaving because I’m excited by the prospect of embarking on new experiences and the comfort of home awaits me.

You can cry, solace
You can express your emotions, and I will console and comfort you.

Our home where we will spend our lives
Our home is where we will reside for the rest of our days.

Oh I can bend the truth
I have the capacity to twist the truth to suit my needs and desires.

Up to the sky
To a great extent or with vast capability.

But I'll try, oh I'll try for you
Despite the potential for dishonesty, I will make an effort to remain truthful for your sake.

Is it true?
Is the information I’ve received accurate?

That you've been calling on him
Have you really reached out to him for advice or assurance?

To speak of what I cannot hide
Have you been discussing secrets or issues that I cannot reveal to others?

All your doubt
All of the skepticism and uncertainty you possess.

Has been wearing me down
The doubt and uncertainty you exhibit has taken its toll on me.

Deep in my soul
The wear and tear from your doubt and unfaithfulness is affecting me to the core of my being.

My soul
The deepest and most private aspects of my individuality.

Listen to the leaves
Take a moment to observe and appreciate the beauty of nature around us.

(Walking in the park, I know when I'm alone) mmm
I’m reflecting on my thoughts while walking in the park by myself.

Said I'm staying (steadying my heart, has mostly worked 'til now)
I’ve chosen to remain because I’ve convinced myself that keeping my emotions in check has worked in my favor thus far.

Oh I need you (walking in the park, I know, don't wanna know)
I depend on your presence, but I’m hesitant to address any potential issues.

Oh I'll leave you (closing up the shop, when I, know I'm going home)
I’m planning on departing as I take care of unfinished business, preparing to return home.

Yes I'm going home (steadying my heart) I'm leaving now (has mostly worked 'til now)
I’ve convinced myself that maintaining my composure has been a successful strategy in the past but am now preparing to depart and return home.

Yes I'm going home (walking in the park) going, going (I know, don't wanna know)
I’m finally going back to my comfort zone and choosing to disregard any potential conflicts or issues that may arise.

I'm going home (closing up the shop, when I, know I'm going home)
I’m preparing to leave and returning to the security of my home.