Mirage
Lee Lyrics

Where do we go?
I'm unsure of the direction our relationship is heading.

I'm still hungry for your love
I still crave your love and affection.

But where do we go?
I'm desperate to find out what our future holds.

I'm dying to know
I'm filled with curiosity and longing to understand.

I'm so lonely
I feel a deep sense of isolation and emptiness.

With all these thoughts in my head
My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions.

It's like I see a mirage
It feels like an illusion because you're no longer present.

Cause you're not there anymore
You have disappeared from my life.

Summer time is over
The period of happiness and warmth has come to an end.

And you're still over there
You are still distant and unreachable.

I wonder how things could had been
I contemplate how different our situation could have been.

If you would had still been there
If you had remained by my side.

I'm not trying to rub it in at all
I'm not attempting to boast or make you feel bad.

I'm just stating the facts
I am simply expressing the truth.

Like when we drive on the freeway going 65 just to get away for the day, yeah yeah
Recalling the times we would escape together and enjoy freedom.

How can you say it was me, when it wasn't even you?
How can you accuse me when you're not innocent either?

I'm getting suicide thoughts in my head without even killing myself, yeah
I'm experiencing deep despair and dark thoughts, despite not acting upon them.

This is NTKY
This is the end of our relationship.

Nice to know you and goodbye
It was pleasant to have known you, but now it's time to say farewell.

So see you around
Perhaps our paths will cross again in the future.

Just throw me a text if you want to have some causal sex
If you're interested in engaging in casual sexual encounters, feel free to reach out.

So where have you gone now
Where have you disappeared to this time?

Lost and no can not be found
You are lost and cannot be located.

When you are close
When we were together and connected.

Feeling my heart melt
Experiencing intense emotional warmth and affection.

When you're away
When you are distant or absent.

Feeling as cold as steel
Experiencing emotional detachment and lack of warmth.

How does it feel
How does it feel now?

The emptiness
The profound sense of emptiness and loneliness.

Opportunity risen is missed
The chance for a brighter future was overlooked and lost.

Gone in a flash
Disappeared suddenly and unexpectedly.

So now just left to reminisce
Now I am left with only memories and nostalgia.

Wanted to start up a family with you
I had a desire to build a family and a future together.

Afraid of love and what did I do
Fearful of love, which led to my own mistakes.

Took you for granted you gave me the shoot
I underestimated your value and you ended our relationship.

Better off lost gave me the boot
It's better for you to be without me, as you rejected me.

Plugging away on the wrongs I did
Continuing to reflect on and regret my past mistakes.

Started with two but now that I'm dead
Our relationship began with both of us, but now it feels lifeless.

Doesn't really matter if it was something said
The specific words spoken don't hold much significance now.