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Lucy Dacus Lyrics
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And fed it every word I wrote
I watched my journals turn to smoke
Now all there is is what I spoke
And I decided long ago
To make the most of what I know
And worry not of what I don′t
'Cause if I trust in something else
Then I don′t need to trust myself
I've learned a lot since I began
But I think I was wiser then
I've done too much and not enough
In trying to put you above
I cannot tell if I′m in love
Or whose regard I′m thinking of
If beauty is the only way
To make the nightmares go away
I'll plant a garden in your brain
And let the roots absorb the pain
I set a fire to my soul
I hope it ate ′til it was full
I set a fire to my soul
It burned me and it made me whole
In Lucy Dacus's song "Trust," the lyrics explore themes of self-doubt, personal growth, and the paradox between trusting in oneself and trusting in something greater. The opening lines "I set a fire on the stove / And fed it every word I wrote / I watched my journals turn to smoke / Now all there is is what I spoke" suggest a metaphorical act of letting go and releasing the past. It could be interpreted as a symbolic act of burning old thoughts and emotions, allowing space for new ideas and perspectives.
The following lines "And I decided long ago / To make the most of what I know / And worry not of what I don′t / Perfect the art of letting go" speak to the importance of embracing one's own knowledge and experiences and not dwelling on what is unknown. This highlights the notion of trusting in oneself and accepting the present moment instead of constantly seeking external validation or answers.
The chorus " 'Cause if I trust in something else / Then I don′t need to trust myself / I've learned a lot since I began / But I think I was wiser then" delves deeper into the conflict between relying on one's own judgment and seeking guidance from external sources. It suggests that placing trust in something or someone else can alleviate the pressure of solely relying on oneself. The lyrics also hint at a nostalgia for past innocence and wisdom, acknowledging that growth and learning come with their own complexities and challenges.
The verse "If beauty is the only way / To make the nightmares go away / I'll plant a garden in your brain / And let the roots absorb the pain" presents a contrasting idea. It reflects an exploration of finding solace and healing in the beauty around us, using a garden as a metaphor for nurturing personal growth and finding respite from emotional turmoil.
The final lines "I set a fire to my soul / I hope it ate 'til it was full / I set a fire to my soul / It burned me and it made me whole" can be interpreted as a transformative experience. The act of setting fire to one's soul can be seen as a metaphorical reawakening or self-destruction, leading to a renewal of self. It acknowledges the pain and challenges that come with personal growth but also emphasizes the strength and wholeness that can result from these experiences.
Overall, Lucy Dacus's "Trust" reflects on the complexities of trust, self-doubt, and personal growth, offering introspective lyrics that encourage embracing one's own knowledge and experiences while also acknowledging the benefits of seeking external guidance and finding solace in beauty.
Line by Line Meaning
I set a fire on the stove
I created a situation that would cause disruption and chaos
And fed it every word I wrote
I allowed my thoughts and emotions to fuel the fire
I watched my journals turn to smoke
I witnessed my innermost thoughts and experiences disappearing
Now all there is is what I spoke
All that remains is what I have communicated externally
And I decided long ago
I made a firm decision in the past
To make the most of what I know
I chose to utilize my knowledge and understanding to the fullest extent
And worry not of what I don′t
I stopped concerning myself with what I lack
Perfect the art of letting go
I have mastered the skill of releasing attachments
'Cause if I trust in something else
Because if I place my trust in external factors
Then I don′t need to trust myself
Then I no longer have to rely solely on my own judgment
I've learned a lot since I began
I have gained significant knowledge and wisdom since I started
But I think I was wiser then
However, I believe I possessed greater wisdom in the past
I've done too much and not enough
I have engaged in excessive actions yet neglected important ones
In trying to put you above
In my attempt to prioritize someone else over myself
I cannot tell if I′m in love
I am unsure if I am truly experiencing love
Or whose regard I′m thinking of
Or whose opinion and approval I am constantly seeking
If beauty is the only way
If aesthetics and attractiveness are the sole solution
To make the nightmares go away
To escape from the torment and fears in my mind
I'll plant a garden in your brain
I will cultivate a peaceful and harmonious environment within your thoughts
And let the roots absorb the pain
Allowing the core of your being to absorb and overcome the suffering
I set a fire to my soul
I ignited a passionate transformation within myself
I hope it ate ′til it was full
I desired for this fire to consume and satisfy my innermost desires
It burned me and it made me whole
It caused both pain and completion within my being
Writer(s): Lucy Dacus
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