Their first single release was on the Outpunk Records compilation Outpunk Dance Party, to which they contributed the song "I Can't Sleep". They have released many singles and LPs, mainly on the independent record label Lookout! Records and on Alternative Tentacles.
Their discography is as follows:
That's So Gay
Alternative Tentacles 3/09
The Essential Pansy Division
Alternative Tentacles 1/06
Total Entertainment!
Alternative Tentacles 8/03
Absurd Pop Song Romance
Lookout 9/98
More Lovin' From Our Oven
Lookout 8/97
Wish I'd Taken Pictures
Lookout 2/96
Pileup
Lookout 2/95
Deflowered
Lookout 6/94
Undressed
Lookout 3/93
You can read more about them on their official website: www.pansydivision.com/Biography/pd_biography.html
I Really Wanted You
Pansy Division Lyrics
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It seemed inevitable to me
Cause I was with you the night you met her
She had you hooked instantly
At the very first I thought it wouldn't last too long
Pretty soon I realized my estimate was wrong
Well I guess it's kinda late now
To say what you already knew
I know it´s jealous reaction
But after all that time we spent
She just picked you up and carried you off
I couldn´t follow where you went
I'm well aware that certain things just cannot be
But don´t deny that there were other possibilities
On the hottest night of the summer
On a sticky, steamy street
I was glowing like the sunset
I knew how happy we could really be
Your suntanned body stretched out on the carpet
In front of me
I know as long as live I'll never lose that memory
Well I guess I shouldn't say no more
You can do what you want to do
I just had to say, I really wanted you
The song "I Really Wanted You" by Pansy Division tells the story of a person who is reflecting on a relationship that seems to have slipped away. The lyrics reveal that the singer had been with the person who is getting married on the night they met their spouse, and the singer had hoped that the two of them would be together. The singer expresses a feeling of jealousy and frustration that they weren't the one to end up with this person. The chorus repeats the phrase "I really wanted you," emphasizing the intensity of the singer's desire.
The song also touches on the idea that there were other possibilities and that certain things just can't be. The singer seems to be grappling with the fact that they may have missed their chance with this person, and now it's too late. The second verse describes a vivid memory of being with the person on a hot summer night, and the singer remembers feeling happy and content in that moment.
Overall, the song is about the pain of unrequited love and the regret that can come with missed opportunities. The lyrics are poignant and honest, capturing the raw emotions of someone who has been left behind.
Line by Line Meaning
I heard you're getting married
I was informed that you are about to become someone's spouse
It seemed inevitable to me
I believed it was bound to happen based on what I know about you and your partner
Cause I was with you the night you met her
I happened to be with you when you encountered the person you are going to wed
She had you hooked instantly
You seemed to be enamored with her right away
At the very first I thought it wouldn't last too long
Initially, I assumed the two of you wouldn't remain together for a significant period of time
Pretty soon I realized my estimate was wrong
Eventually, I came to the conclusion that my prediction was incorrect
Well I guess it's kinda late now
It appears that it is now too late to intervene or share my thoughts about your decision
To say what you already knew
To express what you were already aware of
I really wanted you
I had romantic feelings for you
I know it´s jealous reaction
I realize that my response is rooted in jealousy
But after all that time we spent
Considering the considerable amount of time we've spent together
She just picked you up and carried you off
She easily won you over and whisked you away
I couldn´t follow where you went
I was unable to pursue the direction you chose to take because of my unrequited love for you
I'm well aware that certain things just cannot be
I recognize that some situations are not meant to be due to circumstances beyond our control
But don´t deny that there were other possibilities
However, it would be unwise to disregard the fact that other options existed
On the hottest night of the summer
During the steamiest night of the season
On a sticky, steamy street
On a humid and damp road
I was glowing like the sunset
I was radiating with warmth and exuding beauty like the setting sun
I knew how happy we could really be
I was confident that we could experience true happiness together
Your suntanned body stretched out on the carpet
Your tanned and relaxed body was laid out on the floor
In front of me
Before my eyes
I know as long as live I'll never lose that memory
I am confident that I will always hold on to that recollection for as long as I live
Well I guess I shouldn't say no more
I suppose it's best that I refrain from saying anything further on this matter
You can do what you want to do
You have the freedom to make your own decisions and act as you see fit
I just had to say, I really wanted you
I needed to express and admit my unwavering feelings for you
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@NoName-tw6ux
I was gay teenager in Russia and I found you guys on the internet in like late 00's. Loved this song, lyrics were very close to home lol
@richardarthurmusic
I remember walking through TAANG Records back when it was on the boardwalk and seeing a vinyl of this band....cut to 20 years later and the name popped into my head today....here I am~!
@squelch84
Awesome. I've never seen this! My friends and I used to come see y'all at the Fireside Bowl whenever you were in Chicago. Pansy Division shows were some of our favorites back then. I miss the Fireside and I miss Pansy Division shows!
@zs5946
Really gives the impression of classic MTV
@MoonTrent
We all looked hot!!!
@MoonTrent
@@tpteee thanks
@squwooshk
Unfortunately relatable song.
@rachelcluney1014
Love this song, as sad as it is.
@soaplol1
I remember when they played in Christchurch with Human, that was a fun gig.
@immortalmachine6619
Been straight for 21 years and even this makes me question some things about myself now