Killing Me
Reveille Lyrics


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One by one by one- one at a time
Out of time, can't even afford to breath
Decimate my own mind
One intent,
Because it's now and forever
Better hold your peace
Increase, decrease, decease, release your mind
I'm staring right back at the face I hate
But not for long, forget the words, they're wrong
You can talk your shit just get your fucking story straight

Killing me
Does the temptation turn you on?
Killing me
My only hope, salvation- gone
Killing me
Internal confrontations spawn
Killing me
Fucked up again, some friend

You'd better be ready for the worst
Expect the worst
Modify me misery, I've grown soft inside
Retrogressing thought with time
Enemy of god designed to piggy back
Pig, piggy, piggy back ride
All the way down, all the way down, all the way home
All the way back to where their father fell
I'd hesitate to talk cause I can feel it in me
I'm just too pussy
I'd rather rot in heaven than in hell

Killing me- suck it, suck it back further
This must be my penalty,
A sneak attack murdering all my integrity
It's self destruction,
Now I'm my own worst enemy
Identity is killing me

Killing me, why can't I see ahead of me
Recently I'm thinking I don't need you anymore
Killing me, I'll never be what I want to be
No release 'cause I know I'm my own worst enemy

Now it seems to be me
And it seems to me,
I am my own worst enemy





Killing me, my own lonely pretentious philosophy

Overall Meaning

The song "Killing Me" by Reveille is a heavy and emotional track that delves into themes of self-destruction, internal conflict, and the struggle to overcome one's own demons. The song depicts a narrator who is battling with their own mind and is succumbing to the temptation of self-destruction. The lyrics "One by one by one, one at a time, out of time, can't even afford to breathe, decimate my own mind, one intent" speak to the idea that the singer is unraveling and losing control of their own thoughts and impulses.


The chorus "Killing Me, does the temptation turn you on? Killing Me, my only hope, salvation - gone. Killing Me, internal confrontations spawn. Killing Me, fucked up again some friend" further highlights the internal struggle of the singer as they grapple with their own self-destructive tendencies. The lyrics "Enemy of god designed to piggyback, pig, piggy, piggyback ride, all the way down, all the way down, all the way home, all the way back to where their father fell" speak to the idea that the singer has inherited their destructive tendencies and is struggling to break free from them.


Overall, "Killing Me" is a powerful and introspective track that explores the complex nature of internal conflict and the struggle to overcome one's own demons.


Line by Line Meaning

One by one by one
I am struggling with my problems one at a time.


Out of time, can't even afford to breath
I feel like I am running out of time and cannot even take a moment to relax.


Decimate my own mind
I am slowly destroying my own mental health and well-being.


One intent
I am focused on one goal or purpose.


Because it's now and forever
This situation is completely ingrained and unchangeable.


Better hold your peace
You should stay quiet and not interfere with my problems.


Increase, decrease, decease, release your mind
You need to let go of your worries and let your mind relax.


I'm staring right back at the face I hate
I am confronting my problems head-on.


But not for long, forget the words, they're wrong
I will not let these negative thoughts consume me and will move past them.


You can talk your shit just get your fucking story straight
You can say whatever you want, but make sure you have the facts straight before speaking.


Killing me
My current situation is slowly destroying me.


Does the temptation turn you on?
Do you enjoy seeing me struggle with temptation and negative thoughts?


My only hope, salvation- gone
I feel like I have lost my only chance at happiness and relief from my problems.


Internal confrontations spawn
My internal struggles and battles are causing me more and more problems.


Fucked up again, some friend
I have made yet another mistake and am disappointed in myself for it.


You'd better be ready for the worst
You should prepare for the worst-case scenario.


Modify my misery, I've grown soft inside
My problems have caused me to become more vulnerable and weak.


Retrogressing thought with time
I find myself growing more negative and pessimistic over time.


Enemy of god designed to piggy back
I feel like I am a burden or a nuisance to those around me and to God himself.


Pig, piggy, piggy back ride
I am being carried along by others and am not making progress on my own.


All the way down, all the way down, all the way home
My problems are taking me deeper and deeper into negativity.


All the way back to where their father fell
I feel like I am repeating the mistakes of those who came before me.


I'd hesitate to talk cause I can feel it in me
I am hesitant to speak up about my problems because I know they will not be received well.


I'm just too pussy
I feel weak and powerless to solve my problems.


I'd rather rot in heaven than in hell
I would rather stay in a state of mental torment than abandon my morals and principles.


This must be my penalty,
I feel like my problems are a punishment for past mistakes or errors in judgement.


A sneak attack murdering all my integrity
My problems are slowly eroding away at my character and morals.


It's self destruction,
My actions and mindset are causing my own downfall.


Now I'm my own worst enemy
I am causing myself more harm and damage than anyone or anything else could.


Killing me, why can't I see ahead of me
My problems are causing me to lose hope for the future and to feel lost or directionless.


Recently I'm thinking I don't need you anymore
I am becoming more independent and self-reliant in solving my problems.


Killing me, I'll never be what I want to be
I feel like my problems are preventing me from becoming the person I want to be.


No release 'cause I know I'm my own worst enemy
I feel trapped in my problems and know that I am responsible for causing them.


Now it seems to be me
I realize that I am the only one who can solve my problems and fix my situation.


And it seems to me,
I am coming to the conclusion that I am the only one who can help myself.


I am my own worst enemy
I am causing my own downfall and need to take responsibility to fix my problems.




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Comments from YouTube:

DConstructiveCritic

Recommended Reveille Playlist: Killing Me, Permanent, Butterfly, Splitt, Feel, Inside Out, Unborn, Modified Lie, Plastic and Aftertaste (just wait til 1:21 in Aftertaste... you'll see)

Fart Slave

One of my favorite tracks on this cd... love the break at 3:00 that gets the moshpit movin'!

Dakota Brown

@MarioMetroidFan This is my first time ever listening to them and im addicted to them they are way better than Limp Bizkit to me

Dropkick Nation

@Affliction1012 Im glad you like them. There my personal favorite group and a very underrated Nu Metal band. You might check out Genuflect as well, its their new project (same singer and guitarist).

Dakota Brown

Where are these guys from?

Luca Wilson

Dakota Brown Chicago

joe hill

i actually agree

Dropkick Nation

@Affliction1012 Havard, Massachusetts