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S.O.B.階段 Lyrics

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
You asked for distance, so I gave you everything I had to offer

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
You wanted time to yourself, so I sacrificed everything for you

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I didn't want to ruin our relationship because I believed you were the perfect match

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, my assumption was incorrect

Cause you never called
You never reached out or made any contact

All I wanted was somebody to love
My sole desire was to find someone to share affection with

I gave what you wanted girl, I didn't think you would run
I provided exactly what you requested, but I never anticipated you would leave

Why did you run
What was the reason behind your sudden departure?

Don't know why you're gone
I have no understanding of your absence from my life

Don't know how I lost to him
I am unsure why I was defeated in the competition for your affections

You moved on, I couldn't do that so fast
You found someone else, but I struggled to move on as swiftly

You said hold up and that you'd call me right back
You requested a momentary pause and assured me of a prompt return call

What does forever mean
What is the true significance and duration of eternity?

Maybe she meant the memories
Perhaps 'forever' only refers to the memories we created together

Clearly it didn't mean you and me
Evidently, 'forever' did not encompass our relationship

Cause now you're just my history
Now you exist only as a part of my past

Now you're a stranger I once knew
You have become a distant and unfamiliar individual I was once acquainted with

I hate myself 'cause I lost you
I despise my own actions for leading to the loss of you

Know I said I no longer loved you but me and you both know that shit is not true
I may have claimed to not love you anymore, but both you and I understand that it is not the truth

That shit is not true
My previous statement is entirely false

I been living my best life
I have been experiencing a fulfilling and enjoyable existence

But it feels like the worst at the same time
Simultaneously, it also feels like the most miserable period of my life

I shouldn't have come over late night
I regret engaging in late-night encounters with you

Lies is all you know how to tell
Your inclination is to consistently deceive and fabricate

I know this shit
I am aware of your dishonesty

You're still the one I miss
Despite everything, I still long for your presence

You're toxic, I hate it
Your influence and presence have a detrimental effect on me, and I despise it

But you won't change
However, you show no inclination or willingness to alter your behavior

I need someone or something to heal my pain
I require the presence of another person or some form of solace to alleviate my emotional distress

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
You expressed a desire for distance, so I provided an immense amount of freedom

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
You professed a need for time, so I wholeheartedly dedicated myself to you

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was cautious not to ruin our connection because I believed you were my perfect match

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, my assumption proved to be incorrect

Cause you never called
Because you never made any attempt to reach out or communicate