The Girls of Nihilism
Screaming Mechanical Brain Lyrics


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I'm just an idiot, who doesn't give a shit
You only worship me because you know I'll never love you back
My black heart on the screen becomes pornography
Arousing blind obsession climaxing with full blown delusion

The girls of nihilism love watching me drown (watch me drown)
They're waiting for the day I'll drag them along
The girls of nihilism love watching me drown (watch me drown)
They're waiting for the day I'll drag them along

They can dig their own graves

My descent into hell, enchanting spectacle
We've never even met yet in your head we'll never be apart
Is this your fantasy? The perfect tragedy?
Or just another way out of an endless mediocrity?

The girls of nihilism love watching me drown (watch me drown)
They're waiting for the day I'll drag them along
The girls of nihilism love watching me drown (watch me drown)
They're waiting for the day I'll drag them along

They can dig their own graves
They can dig their own graves

Just keep on dreaming, searching for meaning
Waiting for love from me
I'm an illusion, amalgamation
Of all the things you want to see

But this black hole
Isn't big enough




For both of us
Fall into your own

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "The Girls of Nihilism" by Screaming Mechanical Brain depict a dark and provocative message about obsession, delusion, and the human desire for sensation. The singer portrays himself as an apathetic and heartless figure who attracts adoration solely because he will not reciprocate the love of his followers. He likens his persona to pornography, suggesting that his and his fans' fixation on him is a twisted, self-destructive form of desire. The chorus draws upon the concept of nihilism, suggesting that the women who idolize him are prepared to succumb to the same self-destructive tendencies that he embodies.


The irony of the song is that despite the singer's rejection of his fans' love, he still yearns for the attention that they lavish upon him. He describes his descent into hell as an "enchanting spectacle" and acknowledges that he and his fans will never be truly separated, as they exist within the same tortured consciousness. Ultimately, the lyrics speak to the complex interplay between admiration, desire, and self-destruction, suggesting that the line between them is thin and easily crossed.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm just an idiot, who doesn't give a shit
I am ignorant and careless about the consequences of my actions.


You only worship me because you know I'll never love you back
You are attracted to me because you know I will never reciprocate your emotions.


My black heart on the screen becomes pornography
My dark and negative persona onscreen is sensationalized and sexualized.


Arousing blind obsession climaxing with full blown delusion
Stimulating an unthinking and irrational fixation that reaches a point of complete and exaggerated disillusionment.


The girls of nihilism love watching me drown (watch me drown)
Those who embrace a philosophy of nihilism derive pleasure from witnessing my downfall.


They're waiting for the day I'll drag them along
They are eager to follow me into despair.


They can dig their own graves
They are responsible for their own destructive actions.


My descent into hell, enchanting spectacle
My spiral into self-destruction is captivating and appealing.


We've never even met yet in your head we'll never be apart
We have not even met in person, yet you have a strong attachment to me in your mind.


Is this your fantasy? The perfect tragedy?
Is this a desire of yours, an idealized tragedy that meets your unrealistically high expectations?


Or just another way out of an endless mediocrity?
Perhaps this is simply another escape from the monotonous drudgery of life.


Just keep on dreaming, searching for meaning
Continue to remain in your dream world, continually searching for significance.


Waiting for love from me
Holding out for affection from someone who will never give it.


I'm an illusion, amalgamation
I am a fabricated persona made up of various attributes that appeal to you.


Of all the things you want to see
I represent all of the traits and qualities that you desire.


But this black hole
This void of despair and self-destruction.


Isn't big enough
There is no room for anyone else in this darkness.


For both of us
Neither you nor I can survive in this environment together.


Fall into your own
Fulfill your own demise in this abyss of self-destruction.




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Comments from YouTube:

grave robber

To be honest, this is by far my favorite song on TPoUH.

The Pickle Of Destiny

I love this but I'd love a song cover

lord of the Jesse's

When can we just get the simps of nihilism

Werewolfman25

Awesome

Roo

Vocoded chorus is brutal.

SMBislove

My Chemical Bromance.

lord of the Jesse's

Look here look listen

5pr1ggan

i enjoyed this more without the singing :S

SMBislove

You people enjoy the first version of everything you hear better before it's done. I could release a song that's only drums with fart sounds over it and when the finished version had guitars on it: "I like the drum n fart version better, jus sayin :/".

ICBPenguin

lol thats a fair point

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