Chad Petree and Jeremy Dawson grew up in Oklahoma and were involved in previous music projects together, including the soundtrack for the videogame Grand Theft Auto III in 2000 and Cloud2Ground. After relocating to Los Angeles, California in 2004, the two recruited vocalist Carah Faye Charnow and drummer Mikey Martin.
Their debut album, We Are Pilots was originally released in January 2005, though versions of the album featuring different cover art and tracklisting would be released later the following year. Three singles were issued: "Le Disko", "You Are the One" and "Rainy Monday". We Are Pilots received a Grammy Award nomination on 6 December 2007 in the category of Best Electronic/Dance Album, but lost to The Chemical Brothers.
The band's second studio album, Season of Poison, was released on 4th November 2008, with Sisely Treasure as vocalist. They have released two singles from their second album: "Ghost Town" and "Ricochet!".
In 2009, Shiny Toy Guns released "Major Tom", a Peter Schilling cover.
In 2011, Carah Faye Charnow returned to Shiny Toy Guns. In addition, Daniel Johansson also joined the band on guitar, synth and bass. In March 2011, the band released a new single "The Sun", available to download for free.
In May 2012 the band announced that Daniel Johansson left the band.
Band Members:
Current members
Carah Faye Charnow – vocals, synth (2004–2008, 2011–present)
Gregori Chad Petree – vocals, guitar (2002–present)
Jeremy Dawson – synths, bass (2002–present)
Mikey Martin – drums (2004–present)
Former members
Daniel Johansson – guitar, synth, bass (2011–2012)
Sisely Treasure – vocals (2008–2010)
Ursula Vari – vocals (2004)
Official site: http://www.shinytoyguns.com
Take Me Back to Where I Was
Shiny Toy Guns Lyrics
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Far away from your wing
Holding onto what?
Replace the better side of me
Always second guessing
Steering clear of your cross
Makes it easier for me
I don't need your secret place
I've found a better one
Thinking of no one else
Led me to this
Help me through this
Just take me back to where I was
Just take me back to where I was
Erase this state of mind
Help me get back what's mine
Face down with hands against the wall
Please take what I've had to hide
Start me over from the start
Reshape my heart tonight
I was thinking of someone else
When you noticed
And I'm sorry for this
Just take me back to where I was
Just take me back to where I was
When I was thinking of no one else in our moments
That I'll never forget
The lyrics to Shiny Toy Guns's song, "Take Me Back to Where I Was," follow the story of someone who is struggling to move on from a painful past. The singer is moving forward, but feels distant from the person they were before. They hold onto something, though it's not clear what, and feel conflicted about their actions in the past. The singer was always second-guessing, making it easier for them to accept what they've lost. They don't want to return to a secret place they used to go to, but rather a better one. The song ends with the singer asking to be taken back to where they were, when they were thinking of no one else.
Overall, the song seems to be about the pain and difficulty of moving on from a traumatic event. It acknowledges the reality of the past, and the mistakes that were made, but also seeks to find a better path forward. The lyrics are emotive and powerful, and the melody amplifies the sense of longing and desperation.
Line by Line Meaning
Moving forward
I am progressing, not dwelling on the past
Far away from your wing
I have distanced myself from your influence
Holding onto what?
I am unsure of what I am trying to keep
Replace the better side of me
My behavior has changed for the worse since being with you
Always second guessing
I can't trust my own judgment anymore
Steering clear of your cross
I am avoiding any additional burdens from you
Makes it easier for me
It relieves me to not have to deal with your problems
To accept what I have lost
I have come to terms with the fact that I can't get back what I've given up
I don't need your secret place
I don't require your hidden, private spaces
I've found a better one
I have discovered a superior alternative
Thinking of no one else
I am completely focused on myself, not considering anyone else
Led me to this Help me through this
My selfishness has resulted in undesirable circumstances and I need assistance to get past them
Just take me back to where I was
I want to return to a happier, more carefree time in my life
Erase this state of mind
I want to eliminate my current mindset
Help me get back what's mine
I need help in reclaiming what I've lost
Face down with hands against the wall
I am feeling immobilized and trapped
Please take what I've had to hide
I am asking for someone to help me reveal my hidden vulnerabilities
Start me over from the start
I want to begin again without any baggage
Reshape my heart tonight
I need help mending my emotional wounds
I was thinking of someone else
I was not fully invested in our relationship or interactions
When you noticed And I'm sorry for this
I regret being distant and inconsiderate towards you
When I was thinking of no one else in our moments
During our past shared experiences, I was not paying attention or being present with you
That I'll never forget
Despite my lack of engagement, I still cherish the memories we made together
Lyrics © Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: CHAD PETREE, UNKNOWN COMPOSER, GREGORY CHAD PETREE, JEREMY DAWSON
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Jonathan White
When my wife told me she wanted a divorce because she wanted to find herself, this song became who I was. I'm doing better now, it's been 9 months. I still dream about her, sometimes I see her face in others. I'm saddened by the loss of my best friend.
crazzy88ss
Same here. Also 9 months ago...
helen johnson
God mafe thr perfect soul mate you. Keep looking god will lrad you to them or god wii lead that perdon to you. Believe. Me. Dont give. Get out and go to some placed youve never been. You may just run in to her.
Jonathan White
@Arch Yeomans ya know, I do hold out hope. I'm still alive. I'm just walking through the steps. Bored.
Arch Yeomans
Divorce is painful, like death. There is always something better out there and someone who is right for you. Trust me, that time will come if it hasn't already and your painful past becomes a faded memory.
Paul Banx
And this is why I love Shiny Toy Guns!!! They make me cry like a baby no matter what they do... -_-
Whispie
GryndStone I know I'm quite late on my reply. But I believe there is a reason for the abrupt and chilling ending. For me, it perfectly represents that sinking feeling you get at the beginning of heartbreak. More specifically, when you made the mistake that caused the heartbreak. Looking at the lyrics, the ending makes perfect sense to me.
Andy Kummer
I'm even later on reply but to me it's his battle with God. He fought and fought with him.."steering clear of your cross" "I dont need your secret place" then in the 2nd verse hes asking for his help. "Take me back to where I was" "reshape my heart tonight" "erase this state of mind" "facedown hands against the wall" (hes praying to God. Submitting to him, allowing him to take control)
wellercoins
I'm falling through the window of peace, Seeking the memory of unity, I'm looking through the mirror of release, Trying to find my love , you see. Reaching the heaven in the cloud, Searching for the soul that deserted me. Holding out for the chance , To be together once again will be........
Matthew Meek
This song gives me chilly feelings because it only reminds me of so much pain she can cause.