風に流離い
amazarashi Lyrics

「彼女に振られたんですよ」 と心療内科の先生に 相談したら 自業自得だと説教されて帰された
The singer went to a mental health clinic to see a psychiatrist and told them that their girlfriend left them. However, instead of support or encouraging words, the psychiatrist told them that it was their own fault and sent them away.

二度と来るかこのヤブ医者 悪いのは百も承知だ って開き直れる程強くない さながら自己嫌悪の吹きだまり
The singer realizes that they do not have the strength to just brush off the psychiatrist's harsh words, as much as they may know that they are not at full fault for their girlfriend leaving. They are drowning in feelings of self-hatred and are not mentally strong enough to continue seeing that psychiatrist.

夢とか希望とか未来は 今の僕にとっては脅しだ その類いの漫画 小説 映画 音楽は資源ゴミ 昔は夢もあるにはあった その夢が枕元でほざく 「おまえじゃ駄目だこの役立たず 特別と思うなゴミ屑」
The singer sees hope, dreams, and the future as almost like threats because they feel as if they can't achieve anything valuable. They consider things like books, movies, music, and any other forms of escape as useless garbage. The singer is haunted by their failures and is constantly reminded of their inadequacy towards achieving their dreams.

夢なんて無い 期待してない 無気力のまるで生きてる死体 だけどわずかに 忸怩たる思い 生きてるプライドは捨てきれない
The artist has given up on their dreams to the point where they feel like a walking corpse, someone who is not driven by anything meaningful. However, somewhere in them, there is a small flicker of pride that refuses to be extinguished.

遅い夜中に 不意に泣いたり 行ったり来たりのギリギリのサイン 月が夜空に 余裕で浮かび 早く朝よ来いと願うばかり
The artist is constantly dealing with unstable emotions, crying at random times or constantly feeling as if they are on the verge of a breakdown. They look up at the sky and see the moon, wishing for the day to break as soon as possible, as they do not want to face the seemingly endless cycle of pain they're in.

やるしかない所にまで 気付けば追いつめられてたんだ 方法や手段は選べない 凡庸な僕 才能不在
The singer has reached a point where they realise they have no other choice but to face their struggle head-on. They have no idea how to approach it, feeling that they are without any clear talent or ability, and are backed into a corner with nowhere else to go.

挑んではヘマして悩んで いつからかそれが楽しくて 笑われたのは数限りなく その度ムキになる天の邪鬼
The singer has made countless mistakes in trying to overcome their struggles, but, somehow, they have started enjoying the process of picking themselves up in the face of their failures, becoming a bit of a rebel who is determined to succeed despite being laughed at.

時給幾ら余命切り売り 残された時間に苛立ち 時に裏切られたりしたよ でもそれが糧になりゃ儲け物 失うものなんて何も無い 手にする方が多いくらい 死んだ魚の眼の少年
The artist is working a job that they hate, realising that their time is slipping away bit by bit with each hour spent at work. Sometimes they feel betrayed by people around them, but they keep going, knowing that every setback is something that can help them learn and grow. The artist feels like a lifeless being with nothing to lose, contemplating the value of what they have attained thus far.

必死な奴に 後ろ指差し 嘲笑った奴を見返したい ってのは建前 認められたい が目的のしがない唄うたい
The artist wants to show up those people who made fun of them by proving them wrong through hard work and dedication, but deep down, they realise that there is no real purpose to their efforts and that in doing so, they are merely reinforcing a false persona they hold themselves to to find some validation.

勝ちなんてない 負けなんてない 死ぬまで続く無様な戦い (戦い)
The artist goes on to understand that there's truly no victory or defeat, and that our existence in life is indeed a perpetual, almost aimless battle that continues until the end of life.

手を差し伸べてくれた人に ホントに感謝してるんだよ もう少し取って置くべきだろう 鞄一杯のありがとう
The singer is grateful to those who helped them through difficult times and acknowledges that they should cherish their memories a bit more. They are holding a lot of precious memories in their hands, and that memory is something they will always be thankful for.

やるべき事伝えるべき事 怠けりゃそこで途絶える航路 他人ではなく 面目じゃなく 自分の為に今は歌いたい
The artist has come to see the importance of sharing what needs to be shared, communicating what needs to be communicated, and carrying themselves with a sense of responsibility; otherwise, they will end up on a dead-end. They don't want to sing to impress others or to uphold others' view of propriety, but to genuinely express themselves and find value in being honest with themselves.

だけど確かに 抗う歌に わずかながら空の光は射し 生きる力に 自ずと変わり 死に切れぬ僕の弁明と成り 風に流離い 理解し難い と言われても他に道など無い
Although the singer understands the difficulties faced on their journey, they have come to see that there is value in resistance and to sing about what they have fought past. As they construct a stronger will to live life honestly and find meaning in the journey, the singer finds themselves becoming emboldened and transparent with their true feelings despite being a mystery to others. Even as others fail to understand the singer's feelings, they press on, indivisible.

Ah 風に流離い 理解し難い と言われても他に道など無い
Even if others fail to comprehend the path they have taken, the singer knows that they have no other options and will continue to face their struggles and journey along their own path.

Ah 風に流離い 理解し難い と言われても他に道など無い
Even if others fail to comprehend the path they have taken, the singer knows that they have no other options and will continue to face their struggles and journey along their own path.