baptism
exist†trace Lyrics

It was born to sexual intercourse.
This body was conceived through sex.

This body was made by mistake.
My existence feels like an accident.

When I was a failure, feels cold in the air of impression feeling.
When I failed, the atmosphere around me turned cold with disappointment and disapproval.

Barely warmed heart is change into a hunk of flesh and blood.
My once warm and beating heart has turned into a mere physical organ.

There´s absolutely no hope.
I feel completely hopeless.

消えゆく意識と鼓動は ほら今でも夢を見続ける
Even as my consciousness and heart rate fade, I still continue to dream.

安らかな眠りも許されない存在 選ばれなかった命 に…
As an existence that was not chosen, I am not allowed to find peaceful sleep.

A song tragic of happiness to you
This song is a tragic expression of happiness for someone else's benefit.

My lifted body in your arms detailed… I heard a kind lullaby… were there dreams?
As you held me, I felt comforted and heard a soothing lullaby, but were those just dreams?

The limbs cutted off was picked out from you. But I can´t separate the knife of got wet blood.
My severed limbs were taken from you, but I cannot forget the knife that caused my blood to spill.

悲しい夢から目覚めればそこには 新しい夢が広がっているはず 安らかな眠りも許されない存在 選ばれなかった命 に…
If I were to wake up from my sad dreams, there should be new dreams waiting for me. But as an existence that was not chosen, I am not allowed to find peaceful sleep.