Living Backwards
Saint Vitus Lyrics
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Lost in my own zone
Wandering a wasteland
Trapped here all alone
No one here to help me
No one even cares
So I became the ruler
Of the land of despair
Tried to catch the fast lane
But I was left behind
Now I'm only chasing
The colors in my mind
Dreams were made for mortals
None were left for me
So I'm living backwards
The past is all I see
The past is all I see
The lyrics of Saint Vitus's song Living Backwards describe a sense of hopelessness and despair. The singer of the song feels lost and alone, wandering through a wasteland without any help or support. In this state of loneliness, he becomes the ruler of his own imagined world - a land full of despair. He describes how he tried to catch up with others, but he was left behind, and now he's only chasing the colors in his mind.
As the song progresses, we learn that the singer feels as though dreams were made for mortals and not for him. The only thing he can see is the past - his present and future seem bleak. He is living his life in reverse, with the past looming larger than anything he can see in the present or the future. The lyrics convey a sense of melancholy and sadness, but also hint at the singer's resilience and determination to keep going, even in the face of overwhelming odds.
Line by Line Meaning
I've been gone forever
I've been absent from reality for what seems like an eternity
Lost in my own zone
Trapped in my own thoughts, unable to break free
Wandering a wasteland
Roaming aimlessly through life's barren landscape
Trapped here all alone
Confined to this place, with nobody to keep me company
No one here to help me
No assistance or guidance from anyone else
No one even cares
No one possesses any concern or desire to assist
So I became the ruler
In absence of anyone to lead me, I decided to lead myself
Of the land of despair
The realm of hopelessness and misery
Tried to catch the fast lane
Attempted to succeed quickly and with great efficiency
But I was left behind
I was unable to keep up and missed out
Now I'm only chasing
I'm pursuing with vigor
The colors in my mind
I'm striving to make my thoughts and visions come alive
Dreams were made for mortals
As a non-mortal entity, I am unable to have aspirations
None were left for me
I am without any hopes, goals or yearnings
So I'm living backwards
I'm experiencing life in reverse order, recalling past events rather than looking to the future.
The past is all I see
My memories and reminiscences hold back my vision towards the future
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