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Two Small Deaths
Wye Oak Lyrics


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Two small deaths happened today
While I was at work
While I was at play

A vast light darkens my door
So I cannot cry
Now what is that for?

Is this the way my mind works
Forwards, always onwards
Is this the way my brain waits
Backwards, sideways

I've no heart strong and that's why
Sting to miss and to mourn
Love, wild at its path
Sing

I'm saving up all of my strength
For when I finally fail
At keeping you safe

When my last friend should leave me
It's all right, easy

Overall Meaning

"Two Small Deaths" is a highly introspective piece by Wye Oak. The lyrics imply that the singer has experienced two insignificant yet profound losses while they were busy either working or enjoying their time. The use of the phrase "small deaths" is interesting, as it suggests that something essential has died within them. Later on, the narrative shifts to a more poignant reflection regarding the singer's emotional state. The lines "I've no heart strong, and that's why/Sting to miss and to mourn", implies that the singer is struggling with the idea of loss because their emotions are overpowering. They may feel adrift and weighed down by the world's constant changes, with no solid foundation to ground them. The song's melancholic tone heavily alludes to the fact that the singer is unable to move forward from their grief and that they are still coming to terms with these losses.


The repetition of the phrase "forwards, always onwards/ backwards, sideways" suggests that the singer is conflicted and perhaps questioning whether the effort to forge ahead is counterproductive in their present state of mind. There is a definite sense of being lost, confused, and overwhelmed present here, and it is evident that the singer is in a place of emotional turmoil. As the song reaches its conclusion, it feels as though the singer is coming to terms with loss on a fundamental level. They are ready to accept that there will come a time when they will no longer be able to keep their loved ones safe or have anyone by their side. The final lines suggest an acceptance of solitude, indicating a surrender to the inevitability of emotional pain.


- "Two Small Deaths" is the second single from Wye Oak's 2011 album, "Civilian."
- The album was universally acclaimed and was named one of the best albums of the year by multiple publications.
- Regarding the album, guitarist/vocalist Jenn Wasner stated that every song on the album was about confronting something difficult, and shedding light on it.
- The song was written after the death of the grandmother of the band's drummer, Andy Stack.
- In an interview with Stereogum, Jenn Wasner mentioned that the vocal harmonies in the chorus were inspired by Fleetwood Mac's "Dreams."
- The acoustic guitar melody was the first idea that Jenn Wasner had for the song, and the rest of the parts developed around it.
- The vinyl version of the single featured a hidden instrumental track titled, "Two Small Deaths (Dub)."
- The song also features on the soundtrack of the Netflix series "The OA."
- "Two Small Deaths" has been covered by multiple artists, including Elia and The Low Tears.
- The song was written by both Jenn Wasner and Andy Stack.


Chords (Capo 2)


Intro: Em
Verse: Em – Am – C – Am (Em – Am – C)
Chorus: G – D – Am – C – G – D – Am – C – Em


Line by Line Meaning

Two small deaths happened today
I experienced two minor setbacks today


While I was at work
During my daily tasks


While I was at play
While I was engaging in leisure activities


A vast light darkens my door
A big problem is affecting me


So I cannot cry
It is so overwhelming that I cannot express my emotions


Now what is that for?
I cannot comprehend why this is happening


Is this the way my mind works
I wonder if my thoughts are always moving forward


Forwards, always onwards
My mind is constantly looking to the future


Is this the way my brain waits
I question if my brain is capable of waiting patiently


Backwards, sideways
Maybe my brain needs to learn to look back and around more


I've no heart strong and that's why
My emotional strength is unsteady


Sting to miss and to mourn
It hurts to lose or miss something/someone


Love, wild at its path
Love can be unpredictable and uncontrollable


Sing
Despite these struggles, I will sing


I'm saving up all of my strength
I am trying to build up my emotional resilience


For when I finally fail
In case things do not work out as planned


At keeping you safe
In my attempts to protect someone I care about


When my last friend should leave me
If I am left without any support system


It's all right, easy
I will tell myself that everything is okay, even if it is not




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JENNIFER LYNN WASNER

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