When Instant Star wrapped after four seasons (2005-2008), Alexz endured her share of off-camera drama in her music career, when both Capitol and Epic, respectively, ended up shelving her records due to internal conflicts . "Itβs been tough,β she says, βbut something always keeps me going. Even with no money in my pocket, things land where they land and you keep moving.β Johnson had completed a full length record entitled Weight in 2008, and was set to release it in September the next year.
Alexz independently released her debut album, Voodoo in 2010 and remixed it in 2011 as Reloaded. She released a compilation of unheard demos in the form of The Basement Recordings (2011), while prepping to release her first EP, Skipping Stone in January 2012. She has also released one live album, Live from the Skipping Stone Tour in December 2012. Johnson later continued to release two more demo compilations, The Basement Recordings 2 and The Basement Recordings 3 in 2012 and 2013, respectively.
Finding success and a loyal fanbase through her independent releases, Johnson's 2014 EP, Heart and sophomore album Let 'Em Eat Cake were both funded through the crowdfunding service Pledgemusic. Heart and Let 'Em Eat Cake both showcase a different side of Johnson, tackling subjects such as heartbreak and loss. The two releases include tracks produced by David Kahne, who has worked with Lana Del Rey, Kelly Clarkson, Regina Spektor, and other artists.
Live Like Music
Alexz Johnson Lyrics
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Lost - surrounded by a storm of doubt
I - I make it so hard
Hard enough to keep it up
And I can't give in
to what they want
And I'm not gonna
I wanna live like music
Songs about justice
Songs about love
Songs about freedom
And never giving up
I wanna live like music
I- I'm outta tune with who I am
Now - it's gotten way outta hand
I spread too thin
And it's hard enough to zero in
On the heart of it
The soul of it
And now I know that
I wanna live like music
I wanna live like music
Songs about justice
Songs about love
Songs about freedom
And never giving up
I wanna live like music
Like music
Like music
I'm gonna take it back
To the cafe bars
Show you what I got
With my guitar
And I'm not gonna hold anything back
Gonna strip it right down
Put it on the floor trash
Oh yea, yea yea
Hey
I wanna live like music
I wanna live like music
Pouring out the windows
Rolling down the street
Punching every station
Singing dirty and sweet
I wanna live like music
Like music
Like music
(Merci Γ Abel pour cettes paroles)
The lyrics of Alexz Johnson's song "Live Like Music" speak of a person who has lost their sense of purpose and direction in life amidst the chaos of doubt and confusion. The singer is struggling to keep up with the demands of society, to fit into a mold that doesn't feel right for them. However, they find solace in music, in the power of its message, and the freedom it represents. The lyrics express a desire to live life fully, like music, spreading messages of justice, love, and freedom, and never giving up on what this person believes in.
The song conveys a sense of hope and renewal, with the singer realizing that they have to take control of their life and pursue their passion, represented by music. The lines "I'm gonna take it back to the cafe bars, show you what I got with my guitar" emphasize that this person wants to take charge of their life, setting aside societal expectations, and live their life according to their terms. The song reflects the artist's passion for music as a form of self-expression and a powerful tool to communicate her message.
Line by Line Meaning
I forgot what this is all about
Losing sight of the purpose and feeling lost in a storm of doubt.
Lost - surrounded by a storm of doubt
Feeling lost and overwhelmed by negativity and uncertainty.
I - I make it so hard
The struggle to overcome personal challenges and obstacles that make it difficult to persevere.
Hard enough to keep it up
The difficulty in maintaining momentum and staying strong in the face of adversity.
And I can't give in to what they want
The refusal to compromise personal values and creativity for the sake of others' expectations.
And I'm not gonna
Emphasizes the determination to stay true to oneself and personal vision.
I- I'm outta tune with who I am
The feeling of being disconnected from one's true self and identity.
Now - it's gotten way outta hand
The situation has escalated and become unmanageable.
I spread too thin
Feeling pulled in too many directions and unable to fully commit to any one thing.
And it's hard enough to zero in
The struggle to focus and concentrate amidst distraction and chaos.
On the heart of it
Focusing on the core message and meaning behind one's passion and creativity.
The soul of it
The essence and spirit behind one's music and creative expression.
And now I know that
After struggle and reflection, the singer has gained clarity on their purpose and vision.
I wanna live like music
Desire to embody the spirit and passion of music and creative expression in life.
Songs about justice
Music that reflects a desire for fairness and equality in the world.
Songs about love
Music that celebrates the power of love and connection between people and the world around them.
Songs about freedom
Music that represents a desire for liberation and breaking free from constraints.
And never giving up
The commitment to persevere and remain resilient in the face of obstacles and adversity.
I'm gonna take it back
Taking ownership and control of one's creativity and music.
To the cafe bars
Returning to the origins and roots of one's music and inspiration.
Show you what I got with my guitar
Sharing one's creativity and talent through a musical platform.
And I'm not gonna hold anything back
Refusing to censor or limit one's creativity and expression for the sake of others' opinions.
Gonna strip it right down
Simplifying and distilling one's music to its core essence and message.
Put it on the floor trash
Emphasizing the raw and gritty nature of the artist's music and creative expression.
Pouring out the windows
The passion and intensity of the singer's music spills out into the world.
Rolling down the street
The infectious and catchy nature of the singer's music is felt and heard everywhere.
Punching every station
The singer's music asserts its presence and demands attention in the face of other commercialized, corporate music.
Singing dirty and sweet
Blending opposites and contradictions in a way that represents the complexity and richness of human experience and emotion.
Like music
Reiterating the desire to live life with the same intensity, passion, and creative spirit as music itself.
Contributed by Evan F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
NIKONGUY1960
It's April 2021 and she's still a rockstar. This show is still amazing and the music transcends time. There's Cory Lee and Tatiana Maslany doing their thing and all the cast and crew. Sigh.
Stephanie
Yeahππ
Jaachi Aaron-Chunkwunyere
The era of Music from Instant Star has just begun and Iβm not scared of Jude Harrison anymore without losing focus. πΈβ€οΈπ€π₯΄β₯οΈ
Amanda Lingle
I just got done watching the show. I am so happy there are some of these little clips out there. I read that some of the actors have said they would love a reunion. Letβs make it happen !
Amanda J
Still listening in 2020 β€οΈ
Len-Len Alegre
LOVE THIS SONG AND CLIP
kocdori95
omg! i love that there's videos like this. i miss that show too!β₯
Polish issues
hey to someone who upload this song , thanks for upload! i never seen it before i dont know how it happend but i heard this song first time in live few days ago i discovered it here on YT:))) Love THIS~! i love her voice the way she sings its real talent wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first two albums from instant star are best pieces of music i have ever heard , i never seen this show just love alexz and her music since first time i heard her!!!
Polish issues
i was supriced that on the other albums from instant star there is no more alexz songs that other people are singing, for me music without alexz is rubbish songs with her were The besT!
Dave Cook
I miss the show </3 And everyone always hates me for this, but I always hated Jamie... I'm in love with Tommy though. End of story.