Strange Relief
Beyond Dawn Lyrics


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Here I can smell the rain
And the city underneath 4 a.m.
It makes no difference to me
It's all below my feet
If desire was a reasonable friend
I would be imaging this
But Saturday has left a vacuum up here
I'm just glad I left

I tried to adjust to it
The violence had me erected but none the less cold
Walking up the stairway eleven floors into the apartment
And well inside another world

However deep your empathy goes
It's hard to get carried away
By drunken confessions




I feel a strange relief knowing
I have ruined everything

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Beyond Dawn's song "Strange Relief" are filled with a sense of detachment and distance from the world below. The singer describes the rain and the city sounds but makes it clear that they are not affected by them. They are above it all, isolated and removed. The sentiment is continued in the next stanza as the singer describes their cold heart and difficulty connecting with others. The violence they refer to may be either physical violence or emotional violence in their relationships.


The third and final stanza reveals the true source of the singer's relief: they have ruined everything. This could be interpreted in a few ways. Perhaps the singer has caused destruction in friendships, romantic relationships, or family bonds. Or, it could be a commentary on societal norms and expectations. The singer is relieved to have rejected or failed to meet the expectations placed upon them by society. They are free to be disconnected and detached from the world without fear of judgement.


Overall, the lyrics of "Strange Relief" portray a feeling of disconnection and isolation from the world below, which leads to a sense of relief in relinquishing societal expectations and turning away from relationships that have proven violent or unfulfilling.


Line by Line Meaning

Here I can smell the rain
The singer can smell the rain at their present location


And the city underneath 4 a.m.
The singer can hear the sounds of the city at 4 a.m.


It makes no difference to me
The time of day does not affect the singer


It's all below my feet
The artist is elevated above the rest of the city


If desire was a reasonable friend
If the artist's desires were practical and attainable


I would be imagining this
The singer is enjoying their current experience


But Saturday has left a vacuum up here
The singer feels vacant or empty after their experience on Saturday


I'm just glad I left
The artist is glad that they left their situation on Saturday


I tried to adjust to it
The artist attempted to adapt to their situation


The violence had me erected but none the less cold
The artist was alert and tense in the midst of violence, but still felt detached


Walking up the stairway eleven floors into the apartment
The singer recounts their ascent up a tall building


And well inside another world
Upon entering their destination, the artist felt a significant change


However deep your empathy goes
Despite how much one may empathize with the singer's situation


It's hard to get carried away
It's difficult for the listener to truly understand the singer's experience


By drunken confessions
Despite the singer being intoxicated when they express themselves


I feel a strange relief knowing
The artist experiences a unique feeling of comfort


I have ruined everything
The artist acknowledges that their actions have led to negative consequences




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: EINAR SJURSO, ESPEN INGIERD, PETTER HAAVIK, TORE GJEDREM

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