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Billie Eilish Lyrics

Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down

Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, deja vu (mm)

If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leavin' soon

Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down

Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas Baird O'Connell

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lazy duck

7w↑1.3K

me staring at my mom:

does she know that i cry myself to sleep?

does she know that i fake my smile?

does she know that im drowning?

does she know that im not okay?

does she know that the child she gave life to doesn’t want it anymore

mariam

39w↑11.2K

100 reasons why you shouldn’t commit suicide.

1. We would miss you.

2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.

3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.

4. There’s so much you would miss doing.

5. There is always a reason to live it just might not be clear right now.

6. So many people care and you would hurt them if you hurt yourself.

7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone especially yourself, tell you otherwise.

8. You are amazing the way you are.

9. A time will come where you’ll be thankful for being alive.

10. What about the things you always wanted to do?

11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you it’s still a reason to stay alive.

12. You won’t be able to listen to music when you die.

13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and the people you care about.

14. There are so many people that would miss you including me.

15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.

16. How do you think would your family feel?

17. You are gorgeous, amazing and to someone you are perfect.

18. Think about your favorite music artist you’ll never hear their voice again.

19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.

20. Listening to incredibly loud music.

21. Being alive is just really good.

22. Not being alive is really bad.

23. Finding your soulmate.

24. Red pandas.

25. Going to diners on three in the morning.

26. Really soft pillows.

27. Eating pizza in New York City.

28. Proving people wrong with your success.

29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.

30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.

31. Being able to help others.

32. Bonfires.

33. Sitting in rooftops.

34. Seeing every single country in the world.

35. You might win the lottery someday.

36. Listening to music on a record player.

37. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.

38. Taking really cool pictures.

39. Literally meeting thousands of new people.

40. Going on road trips.

41. Hearing crazy stories.

42. Telling crazy stories.

43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.

44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you’ll never know.

45. Traveling to another planet someday.

46. Having an underwater house.

47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.

48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.

49. Trampolines.

50. Think about your favorite movie you’ll never watch again.

51. When your best friend tells you a joke in public and you’re the loudest because you’re laughing so hard.

52. Your survival will make the world better even if it’s just one person, 20 or more.

53. People do care.

54. Treehouses.

55. Hanging out with your soulmate.

56. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees.

57. I don’t even know you but I love you.

58. I don’t even know you but I care about you.

59. Nobody is going to be like you EVER, so embrace your uniqueness.

60. food.

61. Starbucks.

62. Hugs.

63. Stargazing.

64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is.

65. You’ve changed somebody’s life.

66. You could change the world.

67. You’ll meet the person that’s perfect for you.

68. No matter how much or how little, you have your own life ahead you.

69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life.

70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.

71. Making a snow angel.

72. Making a snowman.

73. Snowball fights.

74. Life is what you make of it.

75. Everybody has talent.

76. Laughing until you cry.

77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.

78. The world wouldn’t be the same if you would not exist.

79. It’s possible to turn frowns, upside down.

80. Be yourself, don’t let anyone’s shit, and never let them take your life.

81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.

82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything’s perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond. The imperfections.

83. One day your smile will be real.

84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.

85. Laying in grass and looking at the clouds.

86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.

87. Eating crazy food.

88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one.

89. Sleeping in all day.

90. Creating something you’re proud of.

91. You can look back on yourself in 70 years later and be proud you didn’t commit suicide.

92. Being able to meet your internet friends.

93. Tea/ Coffee/ Hot chocolate.

94. The new season of your favorite TV show.

95. Cuddling under the stars.

96. Being stupid in public because you just can.

97. If you are reading this you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?

98. Being able to hug that one person you haven’t seen in years.

99. People care enough about you and your future to come out with 100 reasons for you not to do this.

100. But the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem great now, anything could make it happen.

This place needs you please stay alive you are loved! Don’t worry it’s gonna be okay I’m sure 🤍

{edit} 101: Sex.

PSALMS 91

3d↑1

@Danna Cisneros I’m sorry. You know…the last thing on a parents mind ( I am a parent) is that their child is depressed or suicidal. Maybe he was having a bad day… My dad used to say with a little irritated/angry sounding voice … “What the hell is wrong with you?“… And it was for something stupid like leaving the lights on or not shutting all the doors that are supposed to be shut.

Anyway… If you sat him down… Or your mom… And told them you feel really, really sad - and you don’t even know why. I’m assuming that’s true because that’s how I felt when I was depressed. If you tell them you’re very serious and suicide has even crossed your mind… I bet they will listen. If they don’t… I would be shocked!

If your own parents don’t seem like they care, I would keep going until you found someone who did care enough to listen. I know what it feels like… So, I’m willing to listen. I just don’t know how to help you right now unless you were talking to me on a daily basis and telling me everything that’s going on with friends, family, feelings… If you’re cutting or not etc.

I’m not on social media all the time but I will check for you at least every other day to see if you have said anything. I am more than willing to listen and write back to you. God bless you sweet child. You are loved!

I don’t know if you believe in God or not. Do you? If you do… Remember, He is always there. ( and suicide is a sin… So you would go to hell. That’s what stopped me. Besides the love of my husband and mom.)

God gave me a wonderful gift… I am able to forgive people very easily and love people… Truly love people I’ve never met. I love my gift. I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I really do care. And I can empathize not just sympathize. I’ve been there. I’ll be looking. My name is Dena. Obviously, my username is a play on words. Our names look a lot alike! Kind of strange… Yet, kind of cool. I’m 56, and I didn’t go through depression when I was a child… But I did from 2009 into last year. That’s 10 years. How did I get out of it?
Love and support from my husband and my family. Praying and reading the Bible… And one day I woke up and just felt so so different. It took me a minute… As I started my day I realized I was kind of happy. I kept going and realized I didn’t even feel depressed anymore. I honestly believe Jesus healed me. I don’t know of anybody that’s been depressed for years and just woke up one day and it was totally gone. Unless God was involved. I’m not trying to push my beliefs on you. I’m just letting you know what happened to me… And if you ever want to talk to me, at least I’ll know where you’re coming from. Take care! I mean it… I’ll be here. No matter what your beliefs are.

IM A PERSON

16w↑478

lyrics: Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turning blue
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do

If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leaving soon

Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down

Taste me, these salty tears on my cheeks
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, déjà vu

If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leaving soon

Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down

Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry

jungkooksbish 101

5w↑463

Imagine this:

You're sitting with your friends with your phone in your hand. Your phone rings and u see an alarm pop up, you smile at the message and you look at your friends and say
- i need to go now... goodbye
Your friends look at you confused but then they all nod and continue talking.
You turn around and you notice how all of your friends are laughing together and having fun... you quickly turn around and small tear escapes from your eye...
When you're finally home you throw your keys away and sit on your bed
You look at your window and see the beautiful city lights and then you look at your phone again
alarm: it's time to go
You put your phone down and walk up to your balcony
You open your balcony door and step on the cold floor.... you feel the wind blowing through your hair and you close your eyes. You look over the balcony fence you can see all the people laughing and having fun... you quickly look away and take a deep breath.... you lift up your head again and can feel tear escape your eye again, you quickly whipe it away and climb over the balcony fence then you take a deep breath, smell the air one more time and then you let go....

You fall.

You can see everything go blurry when u hit the ground, you can hear small screams around you but you don't care. Last thing you're thinking about is your bestfriend sitting with your other friends having no clue what is happening and being happy...

Goodbye world- you

Then

Everything goes black....

(+ u wake up in a hospital alive in one piece, your arm is broken, couple of your ribs too and your body is hurting but the only thing you noticed is that your closest friends and your family are around you sobbing. U look at your bestfriend sitting on a blue couch with your mom. You try to speak but your body is so tired and hurt so u can't say anything. Then your mom notices that you're awake and runs to hug you
-i love you i love you i love you....
She repeats over and over
You look at her with sleepy eyes and tears falling down from your eyes
-im.... so sorry
Your bestfriend walks up to you with rest of your friends and takes your hand in hers and squeezes it
-it's fine... i promise
1st time in your life u feel glad that you're alive, because now u noticed that you're extremely loved by everyone... it's weird to you because u had been feeling alone and hurt so long, that u haven't even noticed the people close to u, but now u noticed them... and u know that you're loveable and worth it in every way possible♡ inspiration from @lanabanan )

socks

10w↑151

50 reasons to live:
1. meeting new friends that actually care
2. meeting ur idol
3.laughing untill u pee ur pants
4.outliving Trump
5. outliving miss rona
6.meeting ur soulmate
7.growing up and doing what YOU want
8. meeting someone far away that u love
9. long ass showers
10. having kids
11. not having kids
12. changing the world
13. living to see black people stopped getting killed by cops
14. laying down in the rain
15. being there to help others
16. doing stupid shit
17. helping the world
18. family
19. seeing urself get better
20. funny youtubers
21. memes
22. trying weed
23. helping yemen
24. making fun of bad youtubers
25. inside jokes
26. hiking in forests
27. meeting a baby yoda
28. people really do care
29. I care
30. ur little siblings
31. ur pets
32. finally having ur dream style
33. becoming one year clean
34. looking at stars
35. ur wedding or ur friends wedding
36. that one game u spent money on
37. stuffed animals
38 starting a collection
39. sharing ur story and inspiring others
40. outliving ur abuser
41. exploring the world
42. u are helpul to society
43. all those unread wattpad fanfics
44. Bille realesing another song
45. 3:00 am thoughts
46. singing in the shower
47. finishing ur transition
48. getting out of that toxic situation
49. ur scars fading
50. i love you

Toph Beifong

12w↑125

I’m still here.
2019:
Jan: :(
Feb: :(
Mar: ✅
April: ✅
May: ✅
June: ✅
July: ✅
Aug: ✅
Sep: ✅
Oct: ✅
Nov: ✅
Dec: ✅

2020:
Jan: ✅
Feb: ✅
Mar: ✅
April: ✅
May: ✅
June: ✅
July: ✅ Idea by @Tvisha Nayyar
August: ✅
September:✅ 4 months left
October:✅ edit: It's been a hard time, I've been really lonely. Edit: I took a journey to a nice waterfall to freshen my mind it helped a lot.

Thien-An Truong

10w↑5

The real feeling you’re having, is called

ｄｅｐｒｅｓｓｉｏｎ

A mind that’s trying to die with a heart that’s wanting to survive

But like they say, don’t feel down or your crown is gonna hit the ground!!

blux bxrrys

20w↑5K

110 reasons to not commit suicide
1. Meeting your soulmate
2. Going to your friend's weddings
3. Stargazing
4. Food
5. Going to every country
6. Nice smelling candles
7. Music
8. Concerts
9. The people that love you.
10. Snowball fights
11. Going to the beach
12. Sunsets
13. Sunrises
14. Hiking in Forests
16. Dogs and Cats and Pets
17. New movies
18. Old movies
19. Going to the drive in theatre
20. Walking through local markets
21. Your favorite artists next song
22. Drawing
23. Sculpting your own pots
24. Birthdays
25. Inside jokes with your friends
26. That special persons laugh
27. Warm houses on cold days
28. Bonfires with smores
29. Reconnecting with old friends
30. Smelling flowers
31. Soft plushies
32. The smell of fresh baked cookies
33. Kareoke
34. Sleepovers
35. Your favorite videogame
36. Learning a new language
37. Long walks on the beach
38. Seeing every ocean
38. Squishy bunnies
39. Going to the store to smell perfumes
40. Long hot showers
41. Tea/ coffee
42. Seeing rainbows
43. Helping wounded animals
44. Bath bombs
45. Cleaning the Earth
46. Getting married
47. Going to see brodway shows
48. The sound of rain
49. Long car rides
50. Going on a train
51. Memes
52. Going to the zoo
53. Looking at funny art
54. The smell of old books
55. Butterflies
56. Collecting shells
57. Color
58. Sending letters
59. Surprise parties
60. Warm sheets
61. Reading
62. Swimming in the pool at night
63. Going to diners with friends
64. Early morning runs
65. Looking at old photos
66. Going to a museum
67. Soft sweaters
68. Glitter
69. Going to the aquarium
70. Hugs
71. Making snow angels
72. Holidays
73. Home cooked meals
74. Roller coasters
75. Decorating for parties
76. Playing pranks on friends
77. Dancing
78. Singing in the shower
79. Seeing your favorite animal in person
80. Meeting your hero
81. Bubble wrap
82. Ice water on hot days
83. Poetry
84. Trying on funny clothes
85. Hanging out with friends
86. City skylines
87. Wearing your favorite color
88. Beautiful wildlife
89. Collecting stickers
90. Making some ones day
91. Laughing so hard you can't breath
92. Warm blankets fresh from the dryer
93. Sewing
94. Seeing the future
95. Late night convos
96. Rewatching your favorite show
97. Blowing Bubblegum
98. Boardgames
99. Sitting out in the rain
100. Bubbles
101. Cooking new thing
102. Bob Ross tutorials
103. Picnics
104. Tire swings
105. Old architecture
106. Reading books
107. Growing your own food
108. Clear skies
109. Baking things you love
110. Finding new hobbies
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I promise no matter what, thing will get better then where they are now, there's so much more to life then feeling down. There's so much you haven't done yet and I hope that now matter what you know how much you are loved, and wanted, and appreciated. It gets better I promise. 💗
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(Edit 8-9-20) I'm glad to hear that this might have helped at least one person 💖💖 I've been there too, and I know how bad it feels sometimes remember stay hydrated, eat something if you haven't, wear your seat belts tell someone you love them (including yourself!!) love y'all

BlackRose

8w↑33

Billie: If you need me
Me: I DO!
Billie: Wanna see me
Me: YES PLEASE
Billie: Better hurry!
Me: Why?
Billie: Because I'm leaving soon
Me: 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Edit: Okay. I know I'm cringy. I get it.

eva

33w↑4.4K

to whoever's scrolling through the comment section.

hey.
it's getting late, put down your phone.
you should get some rest.
dry your tears, get a cup of water.
stay hydrated.
splash your face with some water and blow your nose.
i know life isn't always easy, but look at how far you've come.
i'm so proud of you and you're doing a great job.

stay safe, stranger.
i love you.

Zharlot Emujari Mendoza

14w↑18

Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turning blue
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do

If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leaving soon

Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down

Taste me, these salty tears on my cheeks
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, déjà vu

If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leaving soon

Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Hmm, down

Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry

dandelionfluff

5w↑12

The following is a very sensitive topic for me, so I’m sorry if I get really off-topic, I almost cried while typing this and it’s really long, but if anybody reads this, it would be insanely appreciated

Nobody close to me has died (that I know of anyway, explained below), I’m not suicidal, but this song gets me emotional. (BTW the grandfather mentioned in this isn’t my grandmas husband, it’s my cousins grandpa that isn’t related to me.)

I have two cousins, Alexis and Carlos. Their dad (my uncle) was deported before she turned 2 (we are both 13 as of now, Carlos should be in around 3rd or 4th grade now, I’m not sure it’s been so long). Their mom later got her parenting rights taken away from her as she was neglectful/abusive. They went to live with their grandma, who passed away a while later.

So now their grandpa is their guardian. He is extremely neglectful (he doesn’t buy them any clothing or shoes) and my cousins are left to clean and cook. They aren’t even given permission to see their own father!! Their father was deported back to Mexico, and my family can visit him whenever we want. But they can’t, because of their abuse and neglectful, horrible grandfather.

One of the last times they came to visit was on my birthday in 2018/2017. That was the last time we were allowed to see them. Their grandpa isn’t letting us see them. We don’t know if they are being abused, we don’t know if they are being neglected, we don’t know if they need clothes and shoes. We don’t even know if they are alive. We can’t help them at all.

It hurts me especially because when they came to visit, we would go on a shopping spree to get them a few pairs of shirts, pants, socks, and a pair or two of shoes. I always thought it was fun, but I had no idea how little attention and affection they were given, and it breaks my heart. They don’t have a mobile phone to call anyone. My grandma and mom tried to convince her to tell her (Alexis) teacher or principal, but to no avail. That same day, we were on YouTube in my grandparents’ room, and she showed me Billie Eilish for the first time. I had no idea this artist make her feel calm and happy, so I kept listening and waiting for her to release new music, and eventually this came out. That was the last time my cousins visited, and I couldn’t even say goodbye (my parents didn’t want me to stay up late, they were leaving at 10pm, and left while I went to wash my hands)

The “leave me” and “if you need me, wanna see me, better hurry, because I’m leaving soon” parts hit my like a train every time because of all this.

You’re probably wondering “That’s awful, why haven’t you done anything?!” Well you see, they are both from my moms side of the family, so the only available people to take them in would be my family or my grandma’s. My family can’t take care of them due to lack of space, food and money (there would be 6 people in total). My grandma can’t take care of them because she’s technically not a legal us citizen, so she can’t take this issue to court or she might get deported.

Alexis and Carlos, if you are still alive, and if you ever end up seeing this, we all love you and miss you. Brielle misses you, Shalom misses you, Yahir misses you, I miss you, we all miss you so much. We want to help you guys so much more than you know. We all love you two so much, we’d give the world for you. I’ve said it so many times but we love you, and we’re here for you.

I’ll never stop missing you, if I ever see you guys again, I’m going to give you the biggest hug, and we’ll spend so much time together. We’ll go on rollercoasters, we’ll go to the park we went to all the time as little kids, we’ll go to the fair we used to be so excited for, we’ll go buy you clothes, and toys, a phone. We’ll all get some hot chocolate and sit in front of a fire like we always wanted to. I’ll buy us tickets to a Billie Eilish concert, or a P!ATD concert, anything you want. We’ll go to our childhood place, the one with the hill, and just lie down and look at the sky. We’ll do karaoke and I’ll join for once. We’ll laugh together, cry together, sing and dance together, everything. We’ll ride our bikes, and play the ukulele. I’ll make sure to never overlook our time together again. We’ll take Polaroid pictures, we’ll sing to our favorite 2010s songs in the car. We’ll watch our favorite shows together. I love you both so much😭🥺😔💖💗

- Janell

Tvisha Nayyar

21w↑5.6K

im 2 months clean 🥺
I’m still here.
2020..
mar: ✅
april: ✅
may: ✅
jun: ✅
july: ✅
aug: ✅
I don’t know how I’ve gone this far 💔
update (aug 13 2020) im so sorry for not updating, it’s been really rough in the past few months but I’m still clean and I wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for all the love you guys gave me. im still crying reading the comments because I’ve never felt so loved and im glad I’m still here, i love you guys so much and if you need to talk I’m here insta: tvisha.n ❤️
update: going strong 180 days and I’ve never been so proud of myself🥺

_cwuof

17w↑31

To whomever's reading this,

How was your day? Mine was pretty great, hope you had a great one too.
I know life gets hard sometimes but you have so many people in life that support you.
Those people? Hold onto them, trust me, they're the good ones.
And you? You are full of SO much potential, you have no idea.
If you ended it the world just wouldn't be the same.
You've probably heard that a lot, but it's true.
You have so much to life for, and so many people to live for, even yourself.
It's going to get better, you just have to be positive.
It w i l l get better.
I'm always here to talk.
Remember that you're loved.

m

8w↑14

sooo I just come back home after being out with a very close friend of mine. before meeting, my friend, we'll call her Fofa, crossed a bridge; there was quite a big crowd but she couldn't tell why. we came back there and saw her neighbour and asked him what happened.

a boy 's just killed himself.

I was shocked: it was my first time to be THAT close to see a person killing himself. my friend asked a few question but I couldn't listen.
he was probably 20 yo.
and decided to kill himself.
I asked her to go away from there.
I was crying.
I haven't cried for a very long time.
we started following the light of the ambulance to see if they rescued him from the river but the river is very strong.
the lights just kept becomimg further and further.
while we were walking I asked her if we could listen to this song. she looked at me and agreed.

now, why I decided to write about this. you ARE loved. people DO care about you. I don't even know the face of this guy neither his name but I cried. because I wasn't there to help him. if I was just one minute earlier, if I had found the right words maybe he would be alive. and I desperately want to read the news tomorrow and know that he's alright. when you decide to kill yourself the word feel your decision. even people that don't even know your face suffer. because you MATTER. and you ARE worth it. you really are. so please ask for help. you are not supposed to overcome everything you are going through alone. it's ok to ask for help. it only proves how strong you are. you can go through this. I'm sure you can.

lot of love from here
someone in the crowd~

also sorry for any mistakes, english isn't my first language but I really wanted to share this if it can help anyone <3 feel free to correct me :)

FinneasChrisAndClaudia4Ever

11w↑32

This is how my life was...
1-3rd grade, anxitey and school refusal
4th grade, anxitey, being diagnosed with ADHD, and being bullied
5th grade (beginning of year) started off great
5th grade (beginning of the middle) bullied and not having many friends
5th grade (end of middle) told to kill myself and I was a worthless nothing that doesn't deserve to be alive
5th grade (end of year) self harm, scars, blood, being diagnosed with depression, suicidal thoughts, bullies, no friends, and almost ending my life
6th grade, (beginning) pretty good getting used to middle school
6th grade, (middle) the best year of my life only anxitey and panic attacks but I was used to them from before
6th grade (end of year) quarantined and going crazy
Right now, anxitey and insomnia
The future, is unpredictable but I'll update if anyone even cares
❤️❤️❤️
Sep 9th 2020: I almost left but I'm still here

hazel

4w↑4

a couple months ago i sent a text to my mom

me: hey is it okay to give back a gift you gave me?
my mom: yea honey what is the gift?
me: my life
my mom: what? where are you?
you're not home
hey where are you
sweetie im calling the cops
come home now
seriously
i love you

i ended up in a hospital..

O Dog

4w↑3

Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turnin' blue (blue)
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do (like you do)
If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leavin' soon
Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down
Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, deja vu (mm)
If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leavin' soon
Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry

Like please (＾3＾♪

Jordan Jones

1w↑2

Lyrics:
Take me to the roof tops I wanna see the world when I stop breathing turning blue,
tell me love is endless,
don’t be so pretentious leave me, like you do,
if you need me,
or wanna see me,
better hurry,
cuz I’m leaving soon,
sorry can’t save me now,
sorry I don’t know how,
sorry there’s no way out (sorry),
but down,
mmmm down,
taste me,
the salty tears on my cheek,
that’s what a year long headache,
does to you,
I’m not okay I feel so scattered, don’t say I’m all that matters,
leave me dejavu,
if you need me,
wanna see me,
better hurry,
I’m leaving soon,
sorry can’t save me now (sorry),
sorry I don’t know how (sorry),
sorry there’s no way out (sorry),
but down,
mmm down,
call my friends and tell them that I love them,
and I’ll miss them,
but I’m not sorry,
call friends and tell them that I love them,
and I’ll miss them,
sorry

All comments from YouTube:

Lay’s Worldシ

31w↑13.6K

You ever feel like you don’t wanna live , but you don’t wanna die?You just want it all to stop?Yeah , im feeling that.
Update:
I wrote this comment over 6 months ago, I was in a really dark place man, I felt so freaking lonely , I wasn't expecting for this comment to blow up the way it did but I jus wanted to thank y'all fr, makes me feel better to know I’m not the only one to feel this way.

HH. A

😭

Justin Valk

@Android Gamer hey honey...

Android Gamer

2d↑2

Heyyy babe♡o

Justin Valk

Life sux.....

BILLIEACHES

5d↑1

I just wish I did not exist

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Captain Bug

17w↑2.8K

“I don’t want to die, I just want to disappear until I’m happy”

HH. A

😭

HH. A

😭

Lil' Gerber

True

xlushyYT

Yes.

Valerie Fernandez

Unrelatable. There is no such unless you sell your soul, but I don't wanna dissapoint anyone, so I'll just not say what I really have to say. Beneath the tears, there is a happy person.

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Darby Derdowski

15w↑980

I love how she says "I'm not sorry" but you can also hear her saying sorry" over and over again-- she doesn't regret it, but she's still sorry for her friends. i feel that.

call me an escalator cause i let people down

4d↑1

same....

Kierra&Sage

8w↑1

@Darby Derdowski 👍

Darby Derdowski

8w↑1

@Kierra&Sage ty :)

Kierra&Sage

8w↑2

I just gotta say that's a pretty nice profile pic you got there.

Darby Derdowski

10w↑8

@Loser15 aw, that sucks :( hopefully you'll feel better in the future!

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lazy duck

7w↑1.3K

A Normal Human

How do people end up crying to this? The mother isn’t at fault, can’t keep blaming someone that wanted to care for someone in their life. Unless you don’t want to, u need to look at a different angle once cause ur own vision isn’t always going to be right, your mother May not understand but it’s because u don’t want her to understand. So you can either express yourself and pull through or understand that your mom won’t understand because of you. Your mother brought you here and she wants to keep being ur mom, if she didn’t well, then you wouldn’t have a mother like others in the world.

PSALMS 91

You can’t blame her for anything if she doesn’t know. You have to tell her. If she doesn’t understand then find somebody who will listen! And HELP!

Do you think Billie made this song so people would kill themselves? I don’t think so… She was just trying to put into words how being depressed feels because she goes through it!

I heard her say, “I would never kill myself“. I’m serious. I wish I could find it and put the link under here. I will if I do! Life is always better! Suicide is selfish even though it doesn’t seem that way. I’ve been through it for 10 years! Now I’m better… It took a decade, but I am better! I have joy in my life! I would be in the pits of hell if I would’ve killed myself!

LIFE HURTS... BUT, IT DOES GET BETTER!!! 💛🧡🤎💛🧡🤎💛🤎💛🧡🤎💛🧡🤎💛🧡🤎🌼🌼🌼🌼

Jose Enrique B

I really hope you’re ok,may God bless you always !

¡lia michelle!

i dont really know what’s happening to you but just know it will get better. your life is really important. stay safe and dont forget that ilysm okay?

Kathryn Blundell

“ what happened to my happy baby girl” she left. years ago.

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Serenity Skies

12w↑1.8K

Has anyone felt like jumping off a building but not dying, just to relieve stress..?

J A E L Y N N UwU

6d↑2

Huh...yea...exactly how I feel. :)

h i.

1w↑2

Yeah

Rana Toguc

1w↑1

Tell me about it I swear I was on the roof

Muggles Keep Out!

me?

Karla Jimenez

2w↑1

Faith Marie I love this

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user user

22w↑9.8K

we could totally create a new ocean with all the tears of people listening to this music

Natalia Garcia

For real

Id codes for ROBLOX

Ikr

Lleylanna Stewart

4w↑1

All the tears that are falling are those who knows the pain she is going through and how hard it is to tell when people just don't want to understand you and only want the you that makes them happy while your in pain.

Fluffzz

Where did all of them go

Ryan Vr

😭😭😭

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100 Chapters

13w↑2.6K

Dude it sucks being suicidal and trying to keep it a secret

HH. A

😭

Jacob Colocho

Im not suicidal i just had no friends for three years and now i got in a fight with my only friends and now im feeling a peek of sadness because i was lonley back then🚶💔

Bills Burritos

ik :( i gave up on hiding my wrists and wore a tshirt to school. honestly idc if somebody finds out its not like ill be here much longer

Dominik Andor

Never keep that to yourself! <3 We love you :D

BILLIEACHES

When time goes by it gets bigger and harder to hide

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Crystal Nora plz help me reach 1.k subscribers

16w↑3.5K

This song has such a deep meaning and I swear to god if tiktok makes a dance for this I am gonna scream

Sumit Vishwakarma

then scream bitch

Chris Crepes

3d↑1

💀🤚

Chris Doll

@Bailey Subliminals lol I can imagine one too. Scary

Tateym

No one: Charli makes a dance to this
Me: *watches it *
Charli: throws it back
ME : * internal screaming*

Ara_Cely. Torres

Lmao ik

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Tia Roberts

16w↑1.6K

me: crying
ads: wAshiNg maChinEs LiVe lonGer WitH cAlGoN
me: sings along

Kiky Sanzu

@CLEETUS ISNOTFAT cool

CLEETUS ISNOTFAT

I’m high on calgon

Ahmer Shehryar

4w↑1

@The Wild Saint NSJAKABBSD

Sofia Gottsegen

4w↑1

BAHAHJASBD

Kiky Sanzu

4w↑1

Awww

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Ada D.P.

17w↑751

Depression is such a complicated, inexplicable feeling. This song perfectly resembles that feeling, the tone, the lyrics, the melody, the speed, everything. This is why people with depression find it so comforting; they feel like someone finally understands, that there not alone, that depression is just a part of life and does not last forever, that many more people go through it and that it can be conquered.

Bills Burritos

3d↑2

exactly this song has stopped me from taking my life so many times

depressed

@Sofia Castro exactly bro you can't quite describe it but it makes you feel like you need it

Sofia Castro

3d↑1

@depressed same... like ive felt the pain of depression, and i just wanna give up and not feel anymore, i just wanna die and feel at peace, and i feel like being depressed is kinda the only way i can do that? idkkkk

Sofia Castro

idk its also a really peaceful song and death seems peaceful

kayla_100_

@Glow Doll same...

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mariam

39w↑11.2K

Jan Michael Dela Torre

7d↑1

this

Arelys Morales

7d↑1

I really needed this ty so much <3

Isaac Thompson

1w↑1

Thx....sigh...if I think about some of the things on that list it just make me have a headache and cry a little I just-...thank you for taking it time to do this🙃

Sippin' Tea

12w↑2

When you live in a tropical country and too broke to do most of them...

Mint Chocolate Ice Cream

12w↑1

Thank you

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Zdravko Bachavarov

9w↑1.9K

Unpopular opinion : This song is 10x better than bad guy

hello luv

2w↑1

100x better

Luna

f a c t s

Rendaculur

I thought I was the only one

Sanja Lazic

𝒀𝒆𝒔

Zdravko Bachavarov

@NewLandsDW I really can't be bothered to explain

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Sniper_ 2000

17w↑1K

Parents:”whats wrong with you”

Us:”...”

PSALMS 91

3d↑1

@Danna Cisneros

You’re welcome. I just changed my picture and name! FYI! 😉

Haven’t settled on the picture yet… But I’m keeping this name!

Danna Cisneros

@PSALMS 91 thank you so much that means a lot!

Ali The Youtuber

3d↑1

I know right, they don't get us.... PS: I'm your 1000th like!!!

PSALMS 91

3d↑1

Danna Cisneros

@PSALMS 91 no he was actually sorta yelling at me

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Just Jada

5w↑485

It sucks when you’re the “funny friend” and people don’t realize you have bad days too but you still put on a fake smile and make everyone’s die while wanting to die and going to Billie and Finneas’s music as therapy.

Lux

2d↑1

@Jeniffer Park THATS ME EVERY single day...

Your Typical Fangirl

ugh. I hate being the "funny friend" like- it's kinda impossible to be happy all the time

Just Jada

3d↑1

@Jo L yes! Ofc I recommend life moves on, die alone, I lost a friend, can’t wait to be dead, lost my mind and what theyll say about us!!

Jo L

3d↑1

I have never listened to Finneas before! Is it ok if you recommend some of their songs? Maybe something sad, like this one? Therapy music, as you said lol. Thank you. <3 Have a nice day!

- Summer Draw -

4d↑1

Felt it

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IM A PERSON

16w↑478

IM A PERSON

@Kishi wdym if you don't mind me asking

Kishi

"Deja vou" Omg so cute xD

Kiara Caminos

@IM A PERSON this piece of art has no gender baby

IM A PERSON

@Kiara Caminos also is it weird I'm a boy and sometimes listen to Billie ??

IM A PERSON

@Kiara Caminos your welcome have an awesome day or night

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Billie Crii

21w↑8.5K

Normal people: this so depressing

Depressed people: this makes me happy..

Lux

@小狼野性的嚎叫呜 mhm, it is..

natalie Virrueta

Yup its relates to me and it makes me happy that other people know what this song is about makes me feel that am not alone

Danna Cisneros

it makes me feel like theres someone out there that actually understands

Hazelw_03

@1 1 you just said you don't know what's going on in their life. Stop diagnosing strangers on the internet. You don't know what people are going through from one single comment, pipe down

Ender Dragon

True. Billie is the only thing that makes me happu

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LJ22Beast

5w↑253

If you’re struggling read this quote:

“It be otay. It be otay. I pwomise. It be otay. No worry. It be otay. Shhhh. It be OTAY.” —my cousin when she was 3

Ashley Johnson

Omg this made me feel 10x better

Bayleigh Brown

2d↑1

@Ms. Corona oH MaH gAwSh, WiTh CoRoNa?!?

Ms. Corona

2d↑2

@Bayleigh Brown ty for saying that but 9/10 i can still infect yoi

Bayleigh Brown

2d↑2

@Ms. Corona BTW I love your name XD idk why I keep saying that to pple but its cool XD

Bayleigh Brown

2d↑1

@Ms. Corona and.. What do u mean?

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Buyi Majola

4w↑87

Reading the comments while listening to this song is torture.

sᴜᴍᴍᴇʀᴛɪᴍᴇ sᴀᴅɴᴇss

Ikr deadass crying in the gym right now

Professor Kpop

1w↑1

@WolfTheFloof to just feel a little something y’know?

WolfTheFloof

2w↑1

And that’s why I’m doing it

jungkooksbish 101

5w↑463

Aaliyah Meyer

this comment makes it sound so peaceful :)

Lux

2d↑1

thank you. i really do. this helped me, so did billie, all i wanna say is, thank you, for everything, and yeah.

Brittany Blough

I just got chills

Celina

@KimberleyAnne Don't do it, seriously your life is not a game so don't play around with it. No second chances.

jungkooksbish 101

@Ella Darby yeah same... that's why i wrote that

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That’s Amaya

11w↑237

For all the people that have suffered depression and are still alive....

You are warriors and DO NOT stop living

Bayleigh Brown

2d↑1

For a sec I thought you said STOP LIVING and I was like.... DA FUQ-

That’s Amaya

Id codes for ROBLOX then scroll my comment simple ffs

Id codes for ROBLOX

@That’s Amaya your making it worse

Id codes for ROBLOX

@That’s Amaya stop

Id codes for ROBLOX

Shut up

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Gabriel Pink

12w↑220

My mom died when I was at the age of 3. I have no clear memories of her and always dread mothers day because I don't know what it feels like to have a mother. Then my dad was diagnosed with cancer when I was 10. He passes away when I was 13. I'm 15 now. I am now living with my toxic brother who makes me try live up to his standards of being some straight A student. Everyday I hate waking up because I feel like its just all too much for me to handle... going to school, hearing everyone talk about their families when mine fell apart.... sorry for my rambling. I know...im not Important.

Lux

2d↑1

my dad cheated on my mom ever since i was 2, now, im turning 10 and already depressed, im ready to die..

call me an escalator cause i let people down

I know...that it hurts and its completely okay to "ramble"

and its okay to feel things like that...idk what else to say...have a nice day or night

Jose Enrique B

You’re important,may God bless you always !

Leïna C

I love u <3

Annika Brock

I’m so sorry 😞

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socks

10w↑151

socks

4d↑1

@Mishi R that one rly keeps me going to :) glad that I could help

Mishi R

It’s the outliving trump one that motivates me to keep going so thanks

socks

@Izzy Just those two things are enough. Keep going ur doing great

Izzy

1w↑1

No. 44 and no.2 are the only things i live for. My idol is Billie (obvi)

Justarandomperson

3w↑1

@Pixel Treason ???

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Moustaka

11w↑198

Im not okay.....

like really

Rana Toguc

Me to dude

Moustaka

2w↑1

@alli s this is soo cute, thank you sm! I hope you're doing good as well!

alli s

Moustaka So happy you’re working on it!! Remember, every little change is progress, and you’re already so much closer to becoming a happier person and I’m so happy for you!! Love you always and I will always be here for you. You will be okay, I promise.❤️

Moustaka

2w↑1

@alli s kinda the same.. But im working on it! Thank you for caring

alli s

2w↑2

It’s been a couple months, how u doin love?💕

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Harry

15w↑106

"I'm not okay"
I wish I could say this line whenever someone asks me if I'm ok and not just say "I'm fine". But the thing is no one asks me if I'm doing alright

haha im in ravenclaw

4w↑2

Lol. Ur user name is literally harry. I am a potter head and I found it funny. Yeh know what . I will just go...

Justarandomperson

7w↑4

Are you ok?How are you feeling?I hope you feel better soon.Stay safe!🥰😊

Maxx Richards

8w↑5

how are you doing?❤️

t h e e n d

2y↑10.9K

The onions didn't make Billie cry. Billie made the onions cry

Lizzie

heh

Real Reviewz

19w

we love an unoriginal queen -_-

niyahhs. art

22w

trueeee

𝓼𝔀𝓪𝓰 Games

25w

F to those onions

Madalyn Warfel

27w

t h e e n d that made my cry😭 dude Billie is my soul I want to see her Billie I love u lots I wanted to see you and was a huge fan since I was 2 no joke I wanna see u really bad but don’t have the money for it😔🥺 but I love u❤️❤️😔😢😭🥺

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FinneasChrisAndClaudia4Ever

11w↑56

It's crazy how one person, can change so many lives

Mmantome Molejane

7d↑1

Crazzzy

Toph Beifong

12w↑125

Toph Beifong

@Holden Idk Thank you so much

Holden Idk

Keep going. I'm so proud of you!!! I am your number one supporter!!!

Toph Beifong

@##IKIGAI Thank you, I hope I stay until 2021 but I'm not giving up yet.

##IKIGAI

thank you for staying strong, its been a though battle for sure lets stay for more longer ok?

Toph Beifong

@ellie Thanks

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Sharon Zhong

5w↑26

One time a friend asked me, "are you okay?"
and I said "I'm not, but that's okay", because I havent been okay for a long time and I am still here. I am not happy and I am not okay, but thats fine as long as I am alive right?

Grace Holden-Cook

17w↑87

I’m listening to this trying to feel something, anything. I’m so empty that even sadness seems happy

Aaliyah Meyer

@Grace Holden-Cook 🥺🥺

Grace Holden-Cook

@Aaliyah Meyer I’m here for you too🥺🥺

Aaliyah Meyer

i agree. i'll cut myself because i don't feel anything. and i want to, even if it's pain. but it'll get better, i promise. i'm right here with you <3

Justarandomperson

7w↑2

I hope you feel better soon and if you need someone to talk to I'm always right here.🥰

Faith Marie

9w↑1

Hello... I see everyone’s hurt and pain.....I know you are searching for something more, you want to die, but All you want is to LIVE... if you want to live without chains and burdens, and brokenness... hoping that there will be a person who in the future will love you. But people can’t fully love you the way you need what your SOUL is Craving, what you need truly. Do you what to know who it is. It’s so much more than you can comprehend, more love than you could ever imagine, if you feel something is missing I know who it is. God, Jesus. He chases after you. I’m his child, and he is my father he takes care of me, I know some of you may be skeptical but it’s true. (That must mean the enemy is telling You lies to believe there is no one, no G of who could love you. He is trying to get as many people in hell as possible. But the thing is, he won’t win in the end but people will still go to hell don’t let the enemy harden your heart towards salvation..... let God show you his humble Self sacrificial love for you. You don’t see him but you Know him in your soul.). (To fear the lord is the beginning of knowledge fools despise wisdom and instruction) The invisible quality’s of God are so visible that man is without excuses. The God of the universe the maker of haven and earth Loves you with an everlasting, never changing, always and forever love. And you have been told a lie, a lie that has been told for years. That you weren’t made by A maker= God, that you came to just be, by Chemicals,that you are a mistake...yes Science facts are true in different ways but what was there before everything evolved, there had to be something to start with, The world was created so detailed, how our body’s work, how the world works, Nature, etc, etc, and how can feelings be evolved by chemicals? It can’t only God can... call to him he hears you... think about it how many times have you felt that there was something out there you couldn’t have been evolved there’s something more. There is and you may not believe it but life for me is clear. I know where I will go... even if I doubt it sometimes... even if I feel unworthy of his love. But God forgave me of my mistakes and he will always have love. (Why should the life of the mind exclude the possibility that a mind is behind ur existence? Why should we assume that modern materialist philosophies are the wave of the future instead of a holdover from the nineteenth century? If information is something fundamentally different from matter, what is the ultimate source of the information? Will science be harmed if it gives up its ambition to explain everything, or has that ambition only harmed science by tempting scientist to restore to unsound methods? If materialism is not an adequate starting point for rationality what alternatives are there?). I live by my God’s principals rather than my opinion or feelings would you rather have someone who is all knowing watch over you protects your heart being saved by grace. If you feel that I might be held back by God’s “rules” your wrong because The principles God gives me are for my protection for my own good, My Father knows what’s best for me and what things I may want to do will harm me, yes I’m aloud to do things, like for example, drinking alcohol... yes I can drink it out of my own will but my father knows best and gives me a principal, a warning not to get drunk because that is very harmful for your self and for others on many different reasons(just think about that one) God loves you, and you have to realize that you are broken you NEED God He Wants you, Jesus maker of Heaven and Earth Wants, Loves you... think about it God could live without us people, but No he wants us. He died on the cross so there can be a way for us to get to the father to Heaven to see him. To Have a close relationship with him. I have one do you? (Don’t let the enemy take you to hell, Don’t let him deceive you... no lies. Don’t let the enemy tell you that YOU CAN NEVER EXCAPE YOUR DEPRESSION. Yes life will be hard God doesn’t promise it will be easy. He allows those this to happen so you can learn to put your that only in the one who knows what you need more than you know he knows what’s best for you. plans to prosper you, plans to give you a hope and a future. he hold your hand through it and he will show his mighty love and power through your toughest times. God love you..., Hope to see you in Heaven. Child of God. Isn’t that Beautiful to be called that?). Btw here is some other songs and videos to watch. Watch them highly recommend🤗. 1)Pieces- Amanda Cook ( spontaneous). 2) Defender- jose Buchanan. 3)Rescue- Lauren Daigle. 4)love like this- the belonging co. 5)peace be still- ft. Lauren Daigle.6) run to the father- Cody carnes.7) nothing else-Cody Carnes .8) relationship Goals-transformation church. 9)defeating Darwinism ( book) 10) Milena cicioti. 11) jess and Gabe. 13) vous Church 14 marked transformation church

* Deshian edits *

32w↑10.6K

Unpopular opinion: This song is better than bad guy.

Billieee

@A Raccoon VERY unpopular.

Popular opinion: all of her songs are great ones.

Billieee

yes❤️

Rach&Lil Chevez

yes

GABRIELA VILLEGAS CANCHOLA

Omg, haha srry

Josselyn Pagliarini

Why should we care ?

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Sariah Watler

10w↑49

I dont want to live, dont wanna die. I just wanna be alone with that one important person, forever. But, that person dosent really exist :/

Jatin Chanchlani

2w↑1

The same exact feeling is here

Sariah Watler

7w↑3

Ana Dominguez thank you 🥺

Ana Dominguez

7w↑4

You are that one important person. You matter and you are awesome. Stay strong and believe in yourself. Virtual hug! <3

Thien-An Truong

10w↑5

A E

9w↑32

Here's a virtual hug for anyone who needs one 🤗

WolfTheFloof

2w↑9

Suicide isn’t ending the pain, it’s just passing it onto somebody else.

Yuliana Mendez

1w↑1

you’re right omg 🥺

•Wolfy Videos•

17w↑27

I dont wanna live, but I'm too scared to die...I dont wanna die, but I'm too scared to live..

Cecilia Drinkwater

27w↑5.2K

unpopular opinion: this song hurts to listen to but its also my therapy.

gai sai

It is a popular opinion

16 Janeiro 1993 RocketMan

Best Billie song for me

Devin Evans

this song makes sad people happy and happy people sad.

LJ22Beast

5w↑1

Pain is weakness leaving the body. Listening to this gets rid of that pain for me.

viviana Molinari

6w↑1

Unpopular opinion: my opinion it's the same of your opinion 👁️👄👁️
We're twins

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Myra Babbiee

13w↑75

“I wanna see the world when I stop breathing” 💊💔

Maria

6w↑18

i could make a whole ocean with how many tears i have cried over november 2019 to now,the times probably over 100 ngl.

cheeseka loyola

2w↑1

same it sucks

gabriel pratchett

2w↑7

it sucks when you care for everybody but they do not even notice you

Yu Nishinoya

4w↑15

it sucks acting okay around people. and whenever i need my friends most my parents take away my only form of communication to them.

blux bxrrys

20w↑5K

Leo Ambrozevicius

3w↑1

Thank you for this cuz I have the new were I wonder what there is to live for because it feels like life is just on big endless cycle but I just remind myself to just live for tomorrow. This helps so much thank you

BlizzyFoxTF

3w↑2

"Ur a beautiful soul" I concur!

Angel Fernando Araujo Colli

thanks, but still I want to kill myself I hate myself I don't want to continue living

Verity Britcliffe

Not to diminish your efforts but the point is that those things are amazing but I don't feel it. That's why. I don't enjoy shit

Angel Nguyen

3w↑2

ima copy this :)) thank u for the list

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P e a c h e s

3w↑9

Nobody:
Nobody ever:
The weather: - randomly starts raining when listening to song
me:👁️ 👄👁️

BlackRose

8w↑33

Xinyi’s vibe

read this when it got to the part lol

Wolfyxses

2w↑1

we didn’t even say that your cringy

AJIB MEMES

18w↑51

Normal Boi : "Before you go"

Depressed boi : "Before I Go"

gdplex

3w↑4

B O I

Tommy Konrad

14w↑41

The point of life is to live, but why am I living just to avoid death?

eva

33w↑4.4K

call me an escalator cause i let people down

thank you..........idk what else to say....thank you

Collin 8122

wipes tears i-im not crying your crying.

Maddie Turner

Thank you SO MUCH I needed this

mia lipkin

Thank you. Thank you thank you so much....

Thananya Umphawa

Haven’t had any thought of crying until reading this. Thanking for cheering up, stranger

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Zharlot Emujari Mendoza

14w↑18

fleur

16w↑26

do you ever have it where you've been fake smiling so much to make others happy and think that you're okay but at some point you cant tell what a real smile looks and feels like anymore

fleur

3w↑1

@TęĖhêĒ ŸĘ don't end it i promise it gets better trust me some day you'll look back and be so greatful that you didn't everyone loves you you're brain just cant see it right now. reach out to anyone you're close with it will make you feel better just please be strong

TęĖhêĒ ŸĘ

ive been fake smiling ever since i stared 5th grade, in that grade i lost one of my best friends, my crush sat next to me..but thats were it all wrong..he got moved again, he sat next to my " bsf" then they started dating.....she knew i liked him..

im thinking of ending it now..

Hannah Durrance

5w↑1

yes I have

Maxx Richards

8w↑2

hey, i hope your doing okay❤️

samzii

4w↑23

it already hurt when you replied "im fine" when people asked, but now it hurts even more when they dont even ask anymore

dandelionfluff

5w↑12

aria *:・゚

46w↑11.7K

this song S o u n d s like that feeling after you've cried for a while, your face is wet and you have a headache

jay 98

18w

legitly happen to me now tho

Amanbun

18w

aria *:・゚ i feel that way but with the end of bandito by tøp lmfao

elenh k

22w

that's me bc I just listened "I love u"from Billie..

Djimon Tabannah

23w

Then you fall asleep and it's the best sleep you ever got

Tam Tam

25w

aria *:・゚ perfectly put

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Gacha. Loser255

1w↑6

My “funny friend” acts like this song is a joke when we listened to it together, but my nice friend looked worried maybe because it was in my album called “comforting songs” I don’t know anymore

Rhida Cover

10w↑18

The ambulance noise in the last just made me cry so hard her songs are the most raw and at the same time very emotional and I feel this is one of the most underrated songs in the album and 100 times better than bad guy.....#avacadoforlife

animallover919

18w↑19

Call my friends and tell them that I love them. And I'll miss them. But I'm not sorry...

call me an escalator cause i let people down

hey, are you there?
are you okay, please be okay..
go drink some water...eat,
get some sleep.
even though I don't know you. I care about you
take care of yourself please

AYLIN KOHAN

18w

Never loved do you feel bad sometimes? Cause we’re here to help in those times

Priyanka Advani

4w↑5

i don’t know who needs to hear this but committing suicide doesn’t ease or erase your pain, it just passes on to your loved ones:(
take care!🤍☁️

Tvisha Nayyar

21w↑5.6K

call me an escalator cause i let people down

I'm so proud of you!

Hello people

Girl you need to catch up

She's Avery

You can do it, you're stronger then you realize. When it gets hard, remember there are people out there that care and love you. You're doing amazing. Love you.

Rackz

tell me you'e still here with us

Teresa Ocaña Rosal

3w↑1

Ily💜

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Amanda K. Hebert

14w↑16

I listened to this a lot when I was in a really bad place. Its been years and all I can say, is I'm sorry if you're listening to this in the same pain I was. If you want to talk, I'll share my experience. Please, vent, talk to yourself. Believe that you're not dramatic, or stupid for these emotions. No matter who was right or wrong or... if you deserved it. If you feel like this, you're allowed to be cared for.

SandyDewayne Marks

6w↑1

Thank you. From the bottom of my heart.

Taimy UwU

16w↑24

Esto es 2020:
Enero: ☑️
Febrero: ☑️
Marzo: ☑️
Abril: ☑️
Mayo: ☑
Junio: ☑️
Julio: ☑️
Agosto: ⬜
Septiembre: ⬜
Octubre: ⬜
Noviembre: ⬜
Diciembre: ⬜

Laura L

6w↑1

mmmmmmm estas ahi?

Braɪən

16w

Por qué mayo es diferente? Qué te pasó ese mes?

Reagan Haase

4w↑13

do you ever feel like your not truly living but simply just existing and the moments that you are living in you feel like you are drowning in your own thoughts
just asking for a friend😌

Reagan Haase

Hey It’s Lily :)

Hey It’s Lily

Your not alone.
Hi.

Colton

5w↑11

im reading all these comments about people crying and im just here not able to cry anymore from depression from how much emptiness i feel
ik some of yall out here like this to 😔

clara m94__

I know this feeling, you're going to make it, I love you ♥️

Uh oh Oh no

32w↑5.7K

Its really bad when you don't even cry anymore, you just feel empty.

Luna the cat

Ruby Tavares uuuuuuuu

Luna the cat

Ruby Tavares y

Hagar Hatem

P!e I really feel that I do the same thing

Howyouspellshyloser

6w↑2

You feel numb

Bubble Yum

It’s both for me. It’s comforting to cry.

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_cwuof

17w↑31

the rock obama

14w↑2

No dont say that its trigering "it will get better" gives false hope

poppingpoly no name

15w↑1

_cwuof thank you and you to :)

_cwuof

15w↑2

@poppingpoly no name You're welcome, I hope you have many good nights and even better days. :D

poppingpoly no name

15w↑1

Um...I know you don’t know me but I just wanna say thank you and this really made my night sooo much better so thank you 🙏🙂

b butters

13w↑10

tw suicide !!

i listened to this song while i attempted suicide. halfway through i didnt even wanna do it anymore but i had swallowed a lot of pills already so i had to prepare for the worst and im still alive and this song has an even better meaning to me

Maxx Richards

8w↑1

hoping you doing better now❤️

b butters

13w↑1

im getting through each day and thats all that matters :)) thank you for the kind worda

Liz ?

13w↑1

I'm glad you made it through, hope you're in a better place now. <3

Loser15

10w↑7

I hate how I act happy I feel happy but once I’m alone I see all the my pain flooding back as my mom says “your fine “ so that sticks to me if I keep giving out happiness what will I have left for myself and if I do I get stabs by my own family or mother mom I need anger management I think it might help her: no you don’t its just you p.m.s or you saw a video shut up talking nonsense” and she wonders why I don’t open up I wanna die but to scared and I’m to scared to live -kayla Clark p.s might not be long till you see me on the news play this to my funeral 😕

Ana Dominguez

I know how you feel. I went through depression for a while. But I got better, and so will you. Please reach out to me at dosmangoes.ana and we can talk. Think about the little things in your life that make you happy, like a warm blanket, sleeping well, eating good food, your favorite color, a pretty sunset, a funny joke. Know that things get better and that you can do it. Stay strong and don't give up because life is worth living, trust me. Reach out to me if you want to talk about this, it really does help to talk about your feelings to someone who is not going to tell you that they are invalid. <3

Leah Klan

9w↑17

Me being sad and playing the song loudly:
The ad: GrAmMaRlY dOeS mORe ThAn CaTcH eRrOrS. WiTh GrAmMaRlY...

(I commented this a bit ago but the acc I made it on got deleted so here we are. Also if this made at least one person smile then my reason for making this comment is fulfilled.)

Layana Hajouk

2w↑7

I’m literally having a mental breakdown and I saw a funny comment in here and started laughing and then I started crying again tf is wrong with me

LiamCoasterFan

3w↑8

I'm not even depressed/suicidal, but this song makes me cry every time.

Aaliyah Meyer

2d↑1

someone on here said that people that cut sideways do it for: attention and people that cut down do it for: results...

it doesn't matter which way you do it cause if you cut deep enough you'll get results either way :)

Perizat

10w↑3

😴😴

Stella Harris

1y↑5.4K

Me: Cries
Ad: grAMMaRlY cAn hElP yOu

Alex Boylen

3w↑1

oof while you cry an add pops up and says " we can help you" and you like WHAT!!!! it can help, you download it
it does not help and you cry yourself to sleep
Like if the adds need TO GO!!!!

haha im in ravenclaw

lol same

jαnαnαmílkshαkє

downloads Grammarly thinking it's a virtual therapist

LJ22Beast

I got the one about Bigfoot stealing hotdogs😂

The random Koala

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHOOOOHOOO GWAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AHHAAAAAAAHAHAHAAAAAAHA HA HA HA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA GWAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA HHEEEEEEHEEEEEEHHEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOO ahh HOOOOOOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

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m

8w↑14

m

@Soul Silence @Soul Silence that's so kind of you, thank you so much! I really hope that you are feeling good rn, if you don't please remember that i'm here for you too!

m

@LJ22Beast @LJ22Beast please don't feel ashamed for something that's definitely not your fault. I'm really sorry to hear that and I hope that you're ok now. you're such a great person for helping that girl out!!!! you should be proud of you!!!! please stay safe

Soul Silence

5w↑1

recently my friends brother killed himself a few days before his 18th birthday. it was such a shock to everybody in the community, he kept it to himself. I know it isn’t the same but im here for you, if you need me.

LJ22Beast

5w↑1

I know how you feel. When I was 4 my aunt killed herself and I was a toddler so I didn’t know what was going on. Sometimes I think man if I were older I could’ve stopped her. I’m lucky to have stopped a 13 year old girl from hanging herself once.

FinneasChrisAndClaudia4Ever

11w↑32

FinneasChrisAndClaudia4Ever

@Maxx Richards I feel like I'm going to throw up and or pass out

Maxx Richards

2w↑1

IHaveBilliesAvocados listening to music and just laying on the ground really helps for things like that, maybe you could try that?

FinneasChrisAndClaudia4Ever

@Maxx Richards I can't breathe and talking to people makes me feel worse

Maxx Richards

IHaveBilliesAvocados try talking to someone you trust. i think that could help. if you don’t have anyone, you always talk to me.

FinneasChrisAndClaudia4Ever

@WolfTheFloof I'm having a panic attack I need help

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Mabel Ruiz

6w↑5

my therapist recommended that I talk about what I'm feeling so I don't feel so alone so here it goes
I don't feel like myself, in fact, I don't know who I am I just end up turning into what people want me to be, I'm constantly anxious and sometimes just don't feel anything just feel empty. I'm constantly being yelled at by my parents and sisters for the dumbest things and constantly having all their misery dumped onto me. I feel like everything would be better off without me. i also feel that if i tell my friends whats going on and how i feel then they're going to realize that they don't like me and leave me.

Milyy Rzoa

3w↑10

It’s literally hell being a child ( I’m 12) and being suicidal . I keep it a secret cause no one is gonna believe me cause their gonna say that I want attention and $h¡t ,,, I’m 3 years clean I’m so happy I got over cutt¡ng myself (: . I’ve been waiting to commit since I was 9 or 10 don’t really remember, I want to go but I don’t want to pass the pain to my parents or family members, I don’t want to see them suffer bc my fault. I have my note ready but I just don’t want to die now I’m just a kid . I know no one is gonna read this far.. I’ve been through sum shit that no other kid should go through. I don’t want no other kid suffering like me . If I ever do commit I just want to say I love you and I’m sorry🤍

call me an escalator cause i let people down

2d↑1

hey, I just...wanted to say that I am here for you...
i know that it hurts....but please keep going...

please take care of yourself

Andrea S. Figueroa

6d↑3

Dear, you're not seeking for attention, it's completely valid to have a mental illness and looking for help. Please trust your parents on this one. I did the same thing when I was 11 yo. Im 25 now and I'm still alive.
But it's good to know your diagnosis, because with that you can understand what is happening to your brain.
You are a beautiful and intelligent child, and we promise (im including all the comments here haha) that you will be okay!.
It takes some time, but you will be better. Trust the people you love, because they love you as well. And they want the best for you.

Siri Venkatesh

1w↑2

aw come here imma give u a hug :( please, reading it makes me cry and if u do anything to urself....i promise it'lll get better but until then keep ur head up for ur family ur friends and people who love you. idk what ur going through but i know its a lot but i know u can do this. uve come so far with all the pain u just get stronger trust me ive been through it too. not saying im not depressed now, but it takes time like all things do. u were born for a reason and i want u to make the most of it. dont give up now. i just want u to know i love u and ill always support u <3 be strong queen.

clara m94__

3w↑1

I love you, please when you'll grow up you'll see that life can be beautiful, I hope the best for you ♥️♥️♥️

Danna Cisneros

5d↑4

"i'm not okay, i feel so scattered"
that. hits so deep

gacha_skiiie lol

4w↑5

You ever just listen to Billie eilish at 3am and cry thinking about how happy you were. Just me?

okay...

Cloudqautic ,

YESSS RIGHT NOWWWW

Isaac Thompson

Yes...I an rn

Myla BALDWIN-FRIEDHOFF

2w↑5

People don't understand that the ending is supposed to be you jumping.

Myla BALDWIN-FRIEDHOFF

@Jessika Presinal I know right.

Jessika Presinal

2w↑1

Dang-

mysecretaccount

6w↑6

i was in love with my best friend.
we clicked instantly and became inseparable and even he believes we could be soulmate, talking hours every day, talking about anything and everything, and never in my life have I ever became attached to someone like this but my heart continued to ache, because i wasn’t even near his type, or someone to love. he was the only person who im comfortable to see me cry, but he will never look at me the way I look at him, so I simply ghosted out of nowhere. I want to go back to him, but I can’t drop my pride and feelings for him like that. Better if I just leave our friendship here before he finds anything out.

Itz_Nickzzz

❤

「 S U G A R 」

4w↑6

It’s so painful to say “I’m okay” to the person that broke u.

kim Namjoon

4d↑3

This song has a such a deep meaning to me i feel like Tiktok don't take her seriously because of all the dances i've saw with this song...... I really feel like the (they who dance to this song) are laughing at the faces of people who really have problems in their lives and probably can't handle their problems right now i am not speaking as a billie eilish fan or as someone who watches Tiktok all the time i am now speaking as a person who want to understand how some people just can create a dance about a song who really has a deep meaning for some people AND PLEASE DON'T HATE ME IT IS JUST MY OPINION

Lilo

8w↑6

Hey, you sad soul reading this. Let me tell you something:

You are a wonderful creature, even if you can't see yourself or haven't been able to recognize yourself yet. The world needs you and I will not let such a diamond give up. Stay strong, the laughter, the happiness, the life will find its way back to you.
I love you.
Lilo

hazel

4w↑4

kitty katkilluh

oh honey :( I’m so sorry. I hope you’re doing alright. Please add me on discord if you need anything. spookast<3#8888 I love you.

Harshita Rajput

16w↑7

Hey you

May god aways bless you! Be strong

09 / 25

2w↑4

Hey you

yeah you.....

Are you ok?

be honest ... ok

i love you no matter who you are ok you are perfect to me so dont leave this world i care for you...You are warriors and DO NOT stop living. love you.

akako

18w↑8

sticks and stones can break my bones but words can cause suicide.

Mr. Potato

3d↑1

“A failure is an action not a person”
-Prince ea

Zapnap2006

28w↑3.6K

People don’t understand that depression isn’t crying or being sad, it’s the lack of pure motivation to go do anything, it’s like a huge ocean that pulls your head deeper and deeper underwater and you are unable to breath. It’s equivalent to that persons life, all the weight on their shoulders pulls them down. It’s hard, you can’t ‘just smile’.

EDIT: yall are going through a lot! Remember, you are loved and times are hard but you will get through it!

Bee the bee

12w

I'm too tired. I can't get through it

Pickles ¿

12w

on all levels except physical, I am at the bottom of a swimming pool

sillysistersfun chambers

13w

Thank you!

The Council

13w↑1

Well if we're talking abt depression as a mood here, then it is a state of sadness/dejection/discouragement. If you're talking about the mental illness, sadness and hopelessness are just two of its many symptoms. So you're kinda right bc clinical depression isn't merely being sad.

Diego Lozano

13w

Oh shit.......I might be depressed

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apurbaghosh890 _

16w↑4

you know when you love them and you wanna tell them, but you can’t lose them either so you’re just stuck there hopelessly?

Sis I-

8w↑6

This is the most depressing yet comforting song ive ever heard......i love it

STACY CRUZ

13w↑9

Billie saved my best friends life my friend was suffering and she never wanted to do anything,she couldn't even get out of bed without crying.she would make small deals into big deals and she would always make huge arguments with our friend group but if it weren't for billie my friend wouldn't be here anymore

Dannae Rendon

13w

<<33

MxoonGlow

13w↑7

You think you’re gonna end it. It seems so easy, right?
Until you look at the sky.
Then the song starts playing from someone’s nearby apartment. There they are, waving at you. They feel you.
Everything seemed planned out
But the sky, the people and the world.
Your friend playing the song for you
Maybe you’ll stay here a little longer..

so da

1y↑4.2K

Do you know this feeling when you throat gets dry, the tears are falling off your nose and the attement to be silent because you dont want everyone to hear you cry?
Because same

Ocean Gamer

15w

so da I feel it

Anushka

15w

Yes...

Bhargavi Pradhan

16w

I am in the same situation

Dannae Rendon

22w

JHBSDJHWS

Bilsmywife

22w

Yes it happening rn

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val

5w↑4

I like to come here bc people in the comments feel like me, and that kinda makes me feel better. Then Billie’s voice, she’s real important for me.

panchito con mayonesa

4w↑3

Random person: Why do you like this?, is so depressed song
me: This make me happy and valued :)

Keichan Miyaki

6d↑2

I'm crying listening to this tbh---when i say i like billie eilish people think that im trying to be quirky when i just relate to her songs. That aside, i love you and you are perfect the way you are. You mean so much and you are worth it, we make mistakes and learn from them, that's what makes you stronger than anything on this planet.

Isabelle Michel

11w↑8

idk if she’ll see this but she makes my whole family happy which the music she puts out. we all really respect her and finneas with their creativity and hard work they put into each note and word. u really make me happy fin and bil i can’t express the happiness u gave me over these 3 yrs. i hope to go to one of ur concerts when things get better and HOPEFULLY meet my idol and role model for many ppl. luv u and ur whole family, stay safe luv 💚🖤

natalie

2y↑8.8K

me: is sad, comes to listen to sad song
kfc ad: ooOOoH weE! Tender-

yung lighter

27w↑1

Lol she probably saw your comment because there's no ads on this anymore

babylilylolxd

27w

@akrobeau stop showing off ugh

Jaidyn Johnson

27w

bruh your comment made me stop crying x')

Bruh

28w

HAHSHSHHSHSHSH

Danilah Chemah

34w

You just made me feel better, thank you 😌

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Mimi IsItalian

2w↑3

It's hard to tell someone that your sad if they just blame themselves.

O Dog

4w↑3

Jordan Jones

1w↑2

Josie Sim

4w↑3

imagine this while you're listening to this song -
you are crying emotionless , there literally nobody seeing all of your tears , nobody heard your cries and nobody cares cause you choose to keep your 'serious illness secret' by yourself ;
your anxiety make your hand and body shaking while you're writing "good-byes letters" for your family , friends and yes , of course , your loved one .
you're dying and the only thing you could do now is laying on the floor , letting all the pain and sad moment killing you slowly in your cold , small , dark room and your eyes was slowly closed with tears falling off your eyes but all the pain is slowly fading away ,
and the last things you do is smiled , cause you know that you'll never feels all of that sad feelings and pains again , cause you'll never have to continue your life being depressed , being hurts and broken heart anymore . 😊

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