I
Coal Chamber Lyrics


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Let down through the breakthrough
I travel as I hunger for the darkness below me
When I'm praying for the light above
To save this soul inside me

Should I? Would I? Could I?

Outcast from my own kind never knowing
Soaring through my own mind never knowing
How could they live with what their doing
Twist of my spine

Oh god fuck

I don't get it
Breathe with me
Just breathe with me

It's up to me as I hunger
Lay slow and still as I wonder
Pray for darkness down in this hollow
But I try to grope

It's up to me as I sleep again
My body lays down as I holler




It's all inside but I confess in me
I like me

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Coal Chamber's song "I" talk about a sense of being let down and searching for something greater. The singer is traveling through darkness and hungering for something more. They are praying for a higher power to save them from the darkness below, while also questioning if they should, would, or could take action themselves. They feel like an outcast, soaring through their own mind without knowing how others can live with what they're doing. The singer experiences physical pain, with a twist in their spine causing them to curse, but they also feel a sense of confusion and frustration, with the line "I don't get it." They ask for someone to breathe with them, indicating a desire for connection or comfort, and the refrain of "it's up to me" appears throughout the lyrics as the singer struggles with their own agency and direction. Ultimately, the song ends with a declaration of self-love and acceptance, with the line "it's all inside but I confess in me, I like me."


Overall, these lyrics explore themes of isolation, struggle, and self-acceptance. The imagery of darkness and pain create a sense of discomfort and unease, while the refrain of "it's up to me" creates a sense of agency and responsibility. The final line, where the singer expresses a liking for themselves, suggests a sense of growth and acceptance.


Line by Line Meaning

Let down through the breakthrough
I am falling down into the depths of darkness, with no control over my descent


I travel as I hunger for the darkness below me
I seek out the darkness that lies beneath me, as I am drawn to it in some unknown way


When I'm praying for the light above
Despite my attraction to the darkness, I also find myself yearning for the light that is far above me


To save this soul inside me
I hope that the light can provide salvation for the inner turmoil I am feeling


Should I? Would I? Could I?
I am filled with doubts and questions about my own abilities and choices


Outcast from my own kind never knowing
I feel like I don't belong among those like me, and I am constantly searching for understanding and a sense of belonging


Soaring through my own mind never knowing
I am lost in my own thoughts and fears, with no clear direction or answers


How could they live with what their doing
I am judging and questioning the actions of others, without fully understanding their motivations or circumstances


Twist of my spine
I am experiencing physical pain, possibly from the stress and anxiety I am feeling


Oh god fuck
I am feeling a mix of frustration and desperation, as I struggle to find my way and make sense of my life


I don't get it
Despite my efforts, I am unable to understand or make sense of the world around me


Breathe with me
I am seeking comfort and connection with others, in the hopes of finding some peace or solace from my internal struggles


Just breathe with me
I am begging for someone to join me in my struggles, to share the burden of my pain and anxiety


It's up to me as I hunger
I am the only one responsible for my actions and choices, even as I am drawn towards darkness


Lay slow and still as I wonder
I am taking time to reflect and consider my options, even as I am unsure of what my next move should be


Pray for darkness down in this hollow
I am seeking out the comfort and familiarity of the darkness, hoping that it will provide me with answers or understanding


But I try to grope
Despite my attempts to find my way, I am struggling to navigate my path and find clarity


It's up to me as I sleep again
Even in my unconscious state, I am responsible for the choices I make and the path I choose


My body lays down as I holler
I am experiencing intense feelings of pain and frustration, despite my physical state of rest


It's all inside but I confess in me
I am struggling with intense emotions and feelings, and I am unable to express them to others


I like me
Despite my inner turmoil and struggles, I am still content with who I am as a person




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: NATALIE BAROWITZ, EMMA BELL, PAULA COX, BELINDA CULLEN

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