Composer and pianist Frantz Eddy Daniel Jr., or F.E.D, was born and raised … Read Full Bio ↴Composer and pianist Frantz Eddy Daniel Jr., or F.E.D, was born and raised in Port-au-Prince Haiti. He began studying the piano at the age of six. By age 15, F.E.D had added the cello to his musical studies. In 2000, he started his solo career when he debuted as a soloist with the Holy Trinity Modern Orchestra. Soon after, he left Haiti for the United States where he earned a degree in Architecture. Between his college studies, he composed additional works and participated in multiple music contests. His inspiration comes from his life experiences, his interest in the music of different world civilizations, and, most importantly, the expression of human emotions. F.E.D's musical sound blends contemporary electronic music, classical music, Haitian folk and konpa music, and other world influences.
In August 2006, F.E.D and Friends won two gold medals and two industry awards representing Haiti at the 2006 World Championships of Performing Arts in Hollywood, California. On December 20th, 2006, F.E.D was awarded the 2006 International Music Award in the Best Composition category for his piece "Reflection," which is featured on the 2006 Music Aid Awards CD. F.E.D also received a presentation Gold Disc from the Music Aid Organization for his work that year.
The composer spent 2009 and 2010 in the studio composing and recording his first album. In December 2011, F.E.D released this much anticipated debut album titled “Awakening”, which he wrote, arranged and produced. Violinist Maestro J, violinist Maureen Manoly, and singer Annelise Collette participated in the project. Tracks include the instantly uplifting “Awakening,” the ethnic “Ascension” which is based on a Yanvalou rhythm, the exotic and nostalgic "Pays Lointain," the konpa flavored "Fantaisie," the sensual “Missing You,” and the powerful and inspiring "The Quest." This project, with its crossover style, captures a variety of moods from the energetic and dramatic to the light and romantic. With its cinematic sound, high energy, and strong memorable melodies, this album is sure to please all music lovers.
Encouraged by the success of this first album, F.E.D is now looking forward to continue presenting his music to many audiences and, to continue composing music that touches hearts and souls of people and defies borders.

Memories
F.E.D Lyrics

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New life, but this wasn't how I saw it all.
Facing the strife of the weeks spent in the hospital.
Pacing I fought, fought.
To sing, Sing.
The silence had me wrestling
these thoughts. Thoughts
That bring, Bring
The voice that had me questioning,

If you're the God you say you are, open up the heavens and let me feel your presence.
Because you're the God you say you are,
I don't need a reason. Just get me through this season,
cause I know right now I see in part.
Take away this thought that's in my heart.
Thrown in the fire I don't wanna believe that I'm all on my own.
I need you here right next to me.
The story unfolds through pages I couldn't read.
Now the days turn to gold as we make all these memories.
A new view to make sense of it all, broke down the lies when my faith came up against a wall.
Days when I fought, Fought,
To sing, Sing.
Your guidance was what set me free from thoughts, Thoughts,
That bring, bring,
The doubt and all the questioning,
If you're the God, you say you are,
Open up the heavens, and let me feel your presence.
Because you're the God, you say you are,
I don't need a reason. Just get me through this season.
Cause I know right now I see in part,
Take away this thought that's in my heart.
Thrown in the fire I don't wanna believe that I'm all on my own.
I need you here right next to me.
The story unfolds through pages I couldn't read.
Now the days turn to gold as we make all these memories.
The days, they turn to gold.
The days, they turn to gold.
The days, they turn to gold.
The days, they turn to gold.
Thrown in the fire I don't wanna believe that I'm all on my own.
I need you here right next to me.

The story unfolds through pages I couldn't read.
Now the days turn to gold as we make all these memories.

Overall Meaning

In "Memories" by F.E.D, the lyrics express a personal journey of struggle and finding solace in faith. The singer reflects on a new chapter in life that didn't go as anticipated, likely referring to a difficult period spent in the hospital. The experience was challenging, and they had to fight internally to find their voice and reclaim their sense of self. At this point, the silence and internal struggle start to question their faith and if the higher power they believe in truly exists. They yearn for a divine presence, urging for proof and openness from the heavens to validate their beliefs.

Despite the doubts, the singer acknowledges that they don't need a logical reason for their faith to persevere through the season of hardship. They are aware that their understanding of life and spirituality is limited, as they "see in part." There is a desire to remove the doubts and uncertainties that linger in their heart, to overcome the feeling of being alone and abandoned. The singer wholeheartedly acknowledges their need for the divine presence to be beside them, providing guidance and support.

As the story unfolds, the singer realizes that their journey is full of hidden blessings and lessons. They describe the pages of their life, symbolizing the different experiences and challenges, as ones they couldn't initially comprehend. However, now they perceive these moments as opportunities for growth and transformation. Through this process, the days themselves transform, turning into something valuable, like gold, as the singer and those around them create cherished memories together.

The repetition of the phrase "Thrown in the fire, I don't wanna believe that I'm all on my own" reinforces the emotional struggle and the desire for support during difficult times. It emphasizes the deep longing for divine intervention and companionship throughout the journey. Ultimately, the singer finds that the difficult days were instrumental in shaping their story, turning them into moments of significance and value as they create lasting memories.

Line by Line Meaning

New life, but this wasn't how I saw it all.
I entered a new phase of life, but it didn't turn out the way I expected.

Facing the strife of the weeks spent in the hospital.
Enduring the difficulties and challenges during my hospital stay.

Pacing I fought, fought.
I struggled and fought against my circumstances.

To sing, Sing.
To find solace and release by expressing myself through singing.

The silence had me wrestling these thoughts. Thoughts.
The absence of noise made me confront and grapple with my thoughts.

That bring, Bring The voice that had me questioning, If you're the God you say you are, open up the heavens and let me feel your presence.
These thoughts provoke questions about the existence and power of God, asking for a tangible sign of His presence.

Because you're the God you say you are, I don't need a reason. Just get me through this season, cause I know right now I see in part.
Acknowledging that even with incomplete understanding, I trust in God's identity and seek His guidance without needing a logical explanation.

Take away this thought that's in my heart.
Requesting for the removal of a troubling thought or doubt in my heart.

Thrown in the fire I don't wanna believe that I'm all on my own. I need you here right next to me.
Feeling overwhelmed by adversity, I don't want to believe I'm alone and I long for God's presence and support.

The story unfolds through pages I couldn't read.
My journey continues, and it involves navigating through uncertain and unknown circumstances.

Now the days turn to gold as we make all these memories.
In the midst of life's challenges, we find joy and precious moments that become cherished memories.

A new view to make sense of it all, broke down the lies when my faith came up against a wall.
Gaining a fresh perspective helps me understand and dismantle the falsehoods when my faith is tested.

Your guidance was what set me free from thoughts, Thoughts, That bring, bring, The doubt and all the questioning.
Finding liberation from doubtful thoughts and questioning through God's guidance and presence.

The days, they turn to gold.
The passing days become valuable and precious.

Thrown in the fire I don't wanna believe that I'm all on my own. I need you here right next to me.
Despite facing difficulties, I refuse to believe I'm alone and strongly desire God's closeness and support.

Now the days turn to gold as we make all these memories.
As we create memorable experiences, the days become even more precious.

Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Trevor Vickers, Joel Piper

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