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Autumn Gloom
Iamjakehill Lyrics
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A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can't sleep
'Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I'm in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
Did you even care?
Was it all a phase?
I saw it on your face
You love to walk away
And I was only there
For your entertainment
I was lost in mazes, now I'm coming undone
You got a hold on me, yeah, I'll admit it
I've been wasting my time every time
I hit someone different, I'm sinnin'
And you're still all I see on any given day, but,
By the time you hear this, you'll be dead to me anyway
I bet you don't think that I'll be fine
Let's run away now, see you on the way down
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
I don't think it's gonna work 'cause
I don't like the way you taste anymore
You've gone stale, I'd rather waste away than bite your lips again
In the night, hear you sigh 'till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can't sleep
'Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I'm in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
I've been moving way too fast for you
You're getting jealous now, but don't be overzealous now
Put the hammer down, it's not your choice
And I really hate the sound of your burned-out voice
Now the pressure built, you sung a lonely anthem
But I ain't gonna be another lonely answer
A siren calling ships I'm stalling
Try me, darling, I'm not falling
I bet you thought I would end up bruised
Just run away now, see you on the way down
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
That isn't gonna work 'cause
I don't like the way you taste anymore
You've gone stale, I'd rather waste away than bite your lips again
In the night, hear you sigh 'till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can't sleep
'Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I'm in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
The lyrics to iAmJakeHill’s song “Autumn Gloom” are filled with intense emotion and a deep sense of longing. The singer is haunted by the memories of a past love and cannot seem to escape their grasp. The opening lines of the song suggest that he has spent countless nights awake, listening to the sound of his own sighs, overcome with the gravity of his feelings. He describes himself as a “phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse,” which offers a haunting image of someone who is both present and invisible at the same time. The memories of this past love are described as “haunting,” yet the singer admits to replaying them over and over, indicating that even though they are painful, he can’t seem to let go.
Throughout the song, the singer questions the nature of the past relationship, wondering if it was real or just a fleeting phase. He asks the question, “Did you even care?” and suggests that the other person enjoyed walking away. Even though he knows he was just there for their entertainment, he can’t seem to shake the hold they have on him. He describes his own behavior as sinful, always seeking out new people to distract himself from the one he really wants. The final verse of the song is a declaration of independence, with the singer rejecting the notion that the other person has any power over him. He states that he doesn’t like the way they taste anymore, and that he would rather waste away than be with them again.
Line by Line Meaning
In the night, hear you sigh 'till I pass out
I stay up listening to your sighs late at night until I can no longer keep myself awake
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
I feel like a ghost watching you through the windows of a fragile house of memories
The only memories are haunting, I know
The only things that linger in my mind are the ones that bring me pain and regret
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
I can't help but go back to those memories over and over again, losing track of time in the process
On, and on, and on I can't sleep
I keep on tossing and turning in bed but sleep refuses to take me in
'Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
You have such an effect on me that even just thinking about you can make me feel physically and emotionally drained
I bother you when I'm in your dreams
I know I'm not welcome in your life anymore, but even in your subconscious world, I still find a way to bother you
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
The sad and cold season of autumn has plunged me into a deep state of sadness and despair
Did you even care?
I'm starting to question if you even had any feelings towards me at all
Was it all a phase?
I'm wondering if everything that happened between us was just temporary and meant to be forgotten
I saw it on your face
There were signs that you weren't as invested in our relationship as I was
You love to walk away
Whenever things get tough, you always choose to leave instead of sticking it out
And I was only there for your entertainment
I realize now that I was just a source of amusement for you and nothing more
I was lost in mazes, now I'm coming undone
I was once confused and directionless, but now everything is unraveling for me
You got a hold on me, yeah, I'll admit it
I'm still under your spell, and I can't deny that fact
I've been wasting my time every time
I've been investing my time in all the wrong people and things
I hit someone different, I'm sinnin'
I've been seeking comfort and companionship in other people's arms, and I know it's wrong
And you're still all I see on any given day, but,
Even though I'm trying to move on, thoughts of you still pervade my mind
By the time you hear this, you'll be dead to me anyway
I've finally made the decision to cut you out of my life completely
I bet you don't think that I'll be fine
I know you don't believe that I can move on and be happy without you
Let's run away now, see you on the way down
I'm ready to leave everything behind and start anew, even if it means meeting you again at rock bottom
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
I'm sure you're still trying to scheme and manipulate things to your advantage
I don't think it's gonna work 'cause
But I'm confident that your plans won't succeed
I don't like the way you taste anymore
I no longer enjoy anything about you, physically or emotionally
You've gone stale, I'd rather waste away than bite your lips again
Any connection or attraction between us has long faded, and I'd rather suffer than rekindle it
In the night, hear you sigh 'till I pass out
The cycle of insomnia and thoughts of you continues to haunt me every night
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
I'm still just an observer in your life, invisible and separated by a barrier
The only memories are haunting, I know
I'm stuck with the worst moments of our relationship, and they keep replaying in my mind
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
I can't help reliving our past, and it's taking up more and more of my time and energy
On, and on, and on I can't sleep
The insomnia has gotten worse, and I'm losing more and more of myself every night
'Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
You still have power over me, and I can't escape it
I bother you when I'm in your dreams
Even in your dreams, I'm still a nuisance and a reminder of past mistakes
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
The sadness and emptiness of this season have consumed me completely
Writer(s): Mackenzie Edward Cook, Daniel Jacob Hill
Contributed by Alex L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
iz
TIMESTAMPS
00:00 autumn gloom
3:31 all along
6:40 this war
9:51 use me, haunt me
13:47 I.M.Y.S.M
16:22 virginia interlude
17:50 we can live forever
20:42 million
23:12 watch me wither
26:41 ellie!
This album is amazing jake❤
connectoz
Autumn Gloom by Jake Hill
0:00 - Autumn Gloom
3:31 - All Along
6:41 - This war
9:52 - Use Me, Haunt Me (feat. sim_box)
13:50 - I.M.Y.S.M
16:22 - Virginia Interlude
17:50 - We Can Live Forever
20:42 - Million
23:13 - Watch Me Wither
26:41 - Ellie!
And for dessert...
All Along -> 3:31 <-- *Click*
You put a hole in my chest, I put a hole into yours
There's really not much left of us and that I'm sure
So we should run while we can, the scene is fading to black
Now let me hold on your hand, I'll probably never look back
The grass was green, now it's all fucked up
Everything was goin' fine until we burnt it up
We're only wastin' time every time we try
But we stick around again, and I don't even know why
Rippin' at the seams, can you catch me when I'm fallin'?
Risky on the bet, fuck it, here we go, I'm all in
Loosenin' the grip, I'm only hanging by a thread
Call it how I see it, think we're better off dead
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
And now we're fallin' apart, I gotta pick up the pieces
My heart is a wreck, the way you kill me, I need it
You look at me like you don't even know that we're bleedin'
All I really need is you right here when I'm sleepin'
The ship got hit and we're sinkin' fast
So, baby, one last time, let's make this last
We're only wastin' time every time we try
But we stick around again, and I don't even know why
Rippin' at the seams, can you catch me when I'm fallin'?
Risky on the bet, fuck it, here we go, I'm all in
Loosenin' the grip, I'm only hanging by a thread
Call it how I see it, think we're better off dead
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
Autumn Gloom -> 0:01 <-- *Click*
In the night, hear you sigh till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can’t sleep
Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I’m in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
Did you even care?
Was it all a phase?
I saw it on your face
You love to walk away
And I was only there
For your entertainment
I was lost in mazes, now I'm coming undone
You got a hold on me, yeah, I'll admit it
I've been wasting my time every time I hit someone different, I'm sinnin'
And you're still all I see on any given day, but, by the time you hear this, you’ll be dead to me anyway
I bet you don’t think that I’ll be fine
Let’s run away now, see you on the way down
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
I don’t think it’s gonna work cause
I don’t like the way you taste anymore
You’ve gone stale, I’d rather waste away than bite your lips again
In the night, hear you sigh till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can’t sleep
Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I’m in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
I've been moving way too fast for you
You're getting jealous now, but don't be overzealous now
Put the hammer down, it's not your choice
And I really hate the sound of your burned-out voice
Now the pressure built, you sung a lonely anthem
But I ain't gonna be another lonely answer
A siren calling ships I'm stalling
Try me, darling, I'm not falling
I bet you thought I would end up bruised
Just run away now, see you on the way down
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
That isn't gonna work cause
I don’t like the way you taste anymore
You’ve gone stale, I’d rather waste away than bite your lips again
In the night, hear you sigh till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can’t sleep
Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I’m in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
Take care of yourself and your loved ones😉
#StayAtHome #ВместеДома
Kermie
this is seriously one of the best albums ive ever heard
good job jake
yall want lyrics?
autumn gloom
[Chorus]
In the night, hear you sigh till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can’t sleep
Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I’m in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
[Verse 1]
Did you even care?
Was it all a phase?
I saw it on your face
You love to walk away
And I was only there
For your entertainment
I was lost in mazes, now I'm coming undone
You got a hold on me, yeah, I'll admit it
I've been wasting my time every time I hit someone different, I'm sinnin'
And you're still all I see on any given day, but, by the time you hear this, you’ll be dead to me anyway
I bet you don’t think that I’ll be fine
Let’s run away now, see you on the way down
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
I don’t think it’s gonna work cause
[Bridge]
I don’t like the way you taste anymore
You’ve gone stale, I’d rather waste away than bite your lips again
[Chorus]
In the night, hear you sigh till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can’t sleep
Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I’m in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
[Verse 2]
I've been moving way too fast for you
You're getting jealous now, but don't be overzealous now
Put the hammer down, it's not your choice
And I really hate the sound of your burned-out voice
Now the pressure built, you sung a lonely anthem
But I ain't gonna be another lonely answer
A siren calling ships I'm stalling
Try me, darling, I'm not falling
I bet you thought I would end up bruised
Just run away now, see you on the way down
I bet you still plot to bring me down again
That isn't gonna work cause
[Bridge]
I don’t like the way you taste anymore
You’ve gone stale, I’d rather waste away than bite your lips again
[Chorus]
In the night, hear you sigh till I pass out
A phantom watching through the blinds of a glasshouse
The only memories are haunting, I know
But I replay them, I just don't know where the time goes
On, and on, and on I can’t sleep
Cause the thought of you can make me so weak
I bother you when I’m in your dreams
This autumn gloom has got me in deep now
all along
[Verse 1]
You put a hole in my chest, I put a hole into yours
There's really not much left of us and that I'm sure
So we should run while we can, the scene is fading to black
Now let me hold on your hand, I'll probably never look back
The grass was green, now it's all fucked up
Everything was goin' fine until we burnt it up
We're only wastin' time every time we try
But we stick around again, and I don't even know why
[Pre-Chorus]
Rippin' at the seams, can you catch me when I'm fallin'?
Risky on the bet, fuck it, here we go, I'm all in
Loosenin' the grip, I'm only hanging by a thread
Call it how I see it, think we're better off dead
[Chorus]
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
[Verse 2]
And now we're fallin' apart, I gotta pick up the pieces
My heart is a wreck, the way you kill me, I need it
You look at me like you don't even know that we're bleedin'
All I really need is you right here when I'm sleepin'
The ship got hit and we're sinkin' fast
So, baby, one last time, let's make this last
We're only wastin' time every time we try
But we stick around again, and I don't even know why
[Pre-Chorus]
Rippin' at the seams, can you catch me when I'm fallin'?
Risky on the bet, fuck it, here we go, I'm all in
Loosenin' the grip, I'm only hanging by a thread
Call it how I see it, think we're better off dead
[Chorus]
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
[Bridge]
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
[Chorus]
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
All along you played with my heart
We're doomed, we knew this all from the start
You crossed the line, I let you this time
Now I should've been cautious, but I couldn't stop this
this war
[Intro]
Slow down, take it back
You don't even know what you're mad at
You can do anything that you want, you don't even gotta come back
Give me some time, don't need to make you anxious
Don't lose your mind, be careful where you're aimin'
I'll be your sunshine, if you'll be the moon
I drown in your oceans to pull me to you
I tread in the water the currents pullin' me farther
And the shore, I can see it, but knowing me, I won't bother
[Bridge]
And I should probably run away fast
We're dancing on this cracking glass
And even though we're going down slow
I can't keep my eyes off of you
[Chorus]
And I don't wanna be the one that brings you down and makes you cry
I'll give you everything I can, just stick around this time
I know it seems like I don't care anymore
I guess I'm comfortable with you in this war
[Verse 2]
And I got time, if you got questions
They're hard to answer, I'm sure you guessed it
What's new, I know, it's not like you've never heard that before, yeah, I'm sorry
If we keep on wastin' this time, I'm losing my mind, just give me your body
Covered in gold, but I've been feelin' my floss now
Don't step on my toes, I'm finally letting my guard down
You're losin' your patience and I know right now you hate me
And in the heat of the moment I know I say things that ain't me
[Bridge]
And I should probably run away fast
We're dancing on this cracking glass
And even though we're going down, slow
I can't keep my eyes off of you
[Chorus]
And I don't wanna be the one that brings you down and makes you cry
I'll give you everything I can, just stick around this time
I know it seems like I don't care anymore
I guess I'm comfortable with you in this war
[Bridge]
(With you in this-
With you in this war, yeah
With you in this-
With you in this war)
[Chorus]
And I don't wanna be the one that brings you down and makes you cry
I'll give you everything I can, just stick around this time
I know it seems like I don't care anymore
I guess I'm comfortable with you in this war
iz
TIMESTAMPS
00:00 autumn gloom
3:31 all along
6:40 this war
9:51 use me, haunt me
13:47 I.M.Y.S.M
16:22 virginia interlude
17:50 we can live forever
20:42 million
23:12 watch me wither
26:41 ellie!
This album is amazing jake❤
Lucas
is* 😉
Asunderwolf
1: thanks for that, I love you. 2: can this be pinned
Some White Dude
@Lucas lullzz
Neyorus
I love how each song of his has a story. Don't stop, we need more!
Love from Czech Republic.
Pavel Fořt
Neyorus czech pog
Neyorus
@Pavel Fořt eey poggers
Marek Plecitý
Oh shiiit❤️✊🇨🇿
Sunset
love from Poland
soul
Jakehill is so underrated. Like wayyyy underrated