Sliver
MEJIBRAY Lyrics

I think about more than I forget
I focus on my past too much, and it affects me.

It's "fuck the new world"
I reject and dislike the changes that are happening around me.

Curse of my heart
My heart feels cursed or doomed.

Confusion... dead shine
I feel confused and lost, with no hope or light.

脳を蝕む... Skittering skirge
My mind is being eaten away by negative thoughts and feelings.

声、全てを許されない
I feel silenced and not allowed to express myself fully.

Blood≒Sorrow
My life is full of pain and sorrow.

終わらない洗脳、蜘蛛の糸
I feel brainwashed and trapped, like a spider caught in its own web.

穴のあいた掌
My hands are empty and full of holes, symbolizing my inability to hold on to anything.

Growing of my heart?
Is my heart growing stronger or weaker?

Growing of my scars*
My scars are growing and increasing, symbolizing my pain and suffering.

ゆりかごは誰をも見放し
Even the cradle, a symbol of safety and comfort, has abandoned me.

変わらない現状
The current situation never changes and feels hopeless.

生きる意味、言葉さえ見失う
I can't find any meaning to my life, and even words fail me.

No mouth slivers
I can't speak or express myself because of my pain.

確かなものは辺りを彩る痛みの紅
The only thing that's certain is the pain that surrounds me.

確かめあった痛みはいずれ終わりを告げる
The pain that I'm familiar with will eventually come to an end.

震える指とこぼれる泪
My fingers are shaking, and tears are falling from my eyes, symbolizing my emotional pain.

終わりは何処へ動き始める?
Where does the end begin?

声も出せずに手に取る白銀は
I can't even scream as I hold onto the silver object, which represents my pain.

Bad CLOCKUP
Time is my enemy, and it's hurting me.

Confusion... NEW END
I'm confused and lost, but a new end is beginning.

脳、滴る過去の絵画
My mind is dripping with memories of the past, like paintings on a canvas.

傷、他人からの眼差し
Scars reflect how others have judged or hurt me.

気付かない朦朧、痕跡と意図
I'm not aware of the blurred lines between my scars and intentions.

嘲笑う子供たち
Children mock and tease me, suggesting that I'm immature or foolish.

黒い月、生きる術はない
The black moon represents despair and hopelessness, with no way out.

誰も皆口を塞いで茨の道嘆く
Everyone is silent and suffering on a painful and thorny road.

確かなものは身体を巡る生命の紅
The only certainty is the life that flows through my body and the pain that accompanies it.

確かめあったアナタは何処で花を積むのか
Where will you find a place to blossom once you've confirmed and accepted your pain?

幾度も咲いた左の花束
The bouquet of flowers on my left has withstood many cycles of blooming and dying, representing my endurance and resilience.

痛みは何処へ動き始める?
Where does the pain begin to move?

Accept now.
Accept the present moment.

嗚咽
Sobs.

重ねた悲鳴
My screams of pain are getting louder and more frequent.

瞳閉じないで
Don't close your eyes to the pain.

Dead slivers.
The pain is so intense that it makes me feel numb and lifeless.