I Was Only Joking
Rod Stewart Lyrics


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Ever since I was a kid in school
I messed around with all the rules
Apologized, then realized
I'm not different after all

Me and the boys thought we had is sussed
Valentino's all of us
My dad said we looked ridiculous
But, boy, we broke some hearts

In and out of jobs, running free
Waging war with society
Dumb, blank faces stared back at me
But nothing ever changed

Promises made in the heat of night
Creepin' home before it got too light
I wasted all that precious time
And blamed it on the wine

I was only joking, my dear
Looking for a way to hide my fear
What kind of fool was I?
I could never win

Never found a compromise
Collected lovers like butterflies
Illusions of that grand first prize
Are slowly wearin' thin
Susie, baby, you were good to me
Giving love unselfishly
But you took it all too seriously
I guess it had to end

I was only joking, my dear
Looking for a way to hide my fear
What kind of fool was I?
I could never win

Now you ask me if I'm sincere
That's the question that I always fear
Verse seven is never clear
But I'll tell you what you want to hear
I try to give you all you want
But giving love is not my strongest point
If that's the case, it's pointless going on
I'd rather be alone

'Cause what I'm doing must be wrong
Pouring my heart out in a song
Owning up for prosperity
For the whole damn world to see

Quietly now while I turn a page
Act one is over without costume change




The principal would like to leave the stage
The crowd don't understand

Overall Meaning

The first verse of the song talks about how the singer, Rod Stewart, was always one to break rules from his school days. He admits to not being different and realizes that he was just another person trying to find his place in the world. The second verse is about his teenage years, where he and his friends thought they were cool and stylish, but his father thought they were ridiculous. Despite this, they still managed to break a few hearts. However, throughout his youth, Rod Stewart was constantly in and out of jobs, feeling unattached to society with no changes ever made. The chorus of the song, "I was only joking, my dear, looking for a way to hide my fear. What kind of fool was I? I could never win," talks about how the singer would joke about everything as a way to hide his fear of not being good enough, but ultimately realizing that he was just foolish to think he could ever win.


Verse three of the song talks about the mistakes he made while being young, promises made in the heat of the moment, and wasted time due to excessive drinking. The fourth verse expresses the reality of his love life. He collected lovers, but the illusions of grandeur slowly began to wear off, leaving him to wonder what he really wanted. The bridge of the song is about his ex-girlfriend, Susie, who gave him love that he never expected but who ultimately took it too seriously, causing their relationship to fall apart. The last verse expresses his inability to give love and his inclination towards being alone. He confesses that he feels wrong for pouring his heart out in a song, but he owns up to his mistakes for the world to see.


Line by Line Meaning

Ever since I was a kid in school
From the moment I started school as a child


I messed around with all the rules
I constantly broke the rules and never took anything seriously


Apologized, then realized
Admitted my fault and came to a realization


I'm not different after all
I'm not unique, just like everyone else


Me and the boys thought we had it sussed
My friends and I thought we were smart and had everything figured out


Valentino's all of us
We dressed up like Valentino, the famous film actor


My dad said we looked ridiculous
My father criticized us for looking foolish


But, boy, we broke some hearts
But we still managed to attract and charm many women


In and out of jobs, running free
We frequently changed jobs and lived life without any real responsibilities or commitments


Waging war with society
We were rebelling against societal norms and expectations


Dumb, blank faces stared back at me
People looked at us with blank expressions, as if we were foolish


But nothing ever changed
But despite all our efforts, nothing really changed


Promises made in the heat of night
We made promises to each other while under the influence of alcohol, in the middle of the night


Creepin' home before it got too light
We would sneak back into our homes before the sun came up


I wasted all that precious time
I regret spending all that time on meaningless things


And blamed it on the wine
And used the excuse that we were drunk


I was only joking, my dear
I wasn't being serious, my love


Looking for a way to hide my fear
I was trying to mask my insecurity


What kind of fool was I?
How foolish was I to behave that way?


I could never win
I could never accomplish what I aimed for in life


Never found a compromise
I was never able to reach a mutual agreement


Collected lovers like butterflies
I had many romantic partners, but never truly committed to any of them


Illusions of that grand first prize
I had illusions of achieving something great


Are slowly wearin' thin
But those illusions are becoming less and less believable


Susie, baby, you were good to me
You were kind and caring towards me, Susie


Giving love unselfishly
You gave your love freely and without reservation


But you took it all too seriously
But you were too serious about our relationship, and I wasn't ready for that commitment


I guess it had to end
I suppose our relationship had to come to an end


Now you ask me if I'm sincere
You're asking me if I mean what I say


That's the question that I always fear
That's a question I'm always afraid of


Verse seven is never clear
The meaning of the seventh verse is ambiguous


But I'll tell you what you want to hear
But I'll say what you want me to say


I try to give you all you want
I try to provide you with everything you desire


But giving love is not my strongest point
But I'm not very good at giving love


If that's the case, it's pointless going on
If that's how things are, there's no point in continuing our relationship


I'd rather be alone
I would rather be on my own


Cause what I'm doing must be wrong
Because what I'm doing is not working


Pouring my heart out in a song
Expressing my emotions through music


Owning up for prosperity
Owning up to my mistakes for the greater good


For the whole damn world to see
For everyone to know and understand


Quietly now while I turn a page
I'm turning over a new leaf, quietly and without fanfare


Act one is over without costume change
The first chapter of my life is complete, without any significant changes


The principal would like to leave the stage
I want to exit the stage of life without any fuss


The crowd don't understand
The people around me don't really comprehend my decisions and motivations




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: GARY GRAINGER, ROD STEWART

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