Ryan Star (born Ryan Star Kulchinsky on January 7, 1978) in Long Island, Ne… Read Full Bio ↴Ryan Star (born Ryan Star Kulchinsky on January 7, 1978) in Long Island, New York is a singer/songwriter, pianist, guitarist and reality television contestant.
Ryan was just 14 years old when he formed his first band called Stage. While still in high school the band played the CBGB's and the Mercury Lounge.
As Ryan grew older he decided to become known as the solo artist R. Star, releasing "Songs From The Eye Of An Elephant".
Ryan was one of the finalists on the CBS reality television show of the second season of Rock Star in July and August of 2006. The show is a talent show type reality show in which the band Supernova is looking for a lead singer to front their band. This show's producer and the drummer of the show is Tommy Lee. On the show, Ryan showed his diverse style from melodic and moving piano to rocking the Rolling Stones.
Ryan still performs in the NYC area with members from the group Stage.
Ryan has performed on such popular shows as Rachael Ray and Late Night With Jay Leno.
His track "Brand New Day" is the theme song to the Fox television drama Lie to Me.
His track "Last Train Home" was featured in the movie P.S. I Love You.
Ryan is currently self-releasing music through a pledge program. http://www.pledgemusic.com/projects/ryanstar

Psycho Suicidal Girls
Ryan Star Lyrics

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Everyone knows you're wasting my time
So why don't I ask you to leave?
And if you should go, I want you to know
That everything wasn't for free
I'll be charging for time
I had you on the line
We talked about the ends of this world
And now I'm praying for time

So all of you could die
You're psycho suicidal girl

Everyone knows you're wasting my time
So why don't I ask you to leave?
And if you should go, I want you to know
That everything wasn't for me
I was trying to find
An ordinary time
When there was blood on my bathroom floor
So I'm paying the price
And though the sex was nice
You're psycho suicidal girl

And if you should go, I want you to know
That everything wasn't for you, you, you, you

Everyone knows you're wasting my time
Everyone knows, everyone knows

Overall Meaning

The song "Psycho Suicidal Girl" by Ryan Star is a dark, intense and emotional portrayal of a relationship gone wrong. The lyrics reveal a lovers' quarrel, with the singer expressing his frustration with the girl who he feels is wasting his time. He ruminates on their conversations about the end of the world and the price he's paying, both metaphorically and literally, for being in this relationship. Despite the sex being good, he sees her as a psycho suicidal girl and believes that everyone knows she's wasting his time.

One interpretation of the song could be that the girl is struggling with mental health issues and the singer is trying to cope with the situation. The frustration and sadness in the lyrics could be reflective of his inability to help her, and his sense of loss as she slips away from him. The mention of blood on the bathroom floor hints at the possibility of self-harm, a dark and unsettling moment in the song that adds to the overall sense of unease.

Overall, "Psycho Suicidal Girl" is a powerful song that explores the complexities of relationships and the toll that they can take on individuals. It's a heartbreaking reminder of how mental health struggles can consume both people in a relationship and how difficult it can be to navigate these issues.

Line by Line Meaning

Everyone knows you're wasting my time
It's common knowledge that you're not giving me the respect or attention I deserve

So why don't I ask you to leave?
Despite this, I'm still reluctant to kick you out of my life

And if you should go, I want you to know That everything wasn't for free
If you were to leave, you should understand that I invested a lot of time, energy, and possibly money in this relationship

I'll be charging for time I had you on the line We talked about the ends of this world
I feel like I wasted time holding conversations with you about topics with high stakes, and I deserve compensation for that time

And now I'm praying for time So all of you could die
I wish I could turn back time and avoid getting involved with someone as problematic as you

You're psycho suicidal girl
Your actions are erratic and potentially dangerous, and it's worrying me

I was trying to find An ordinary time When there was blood on my bathroom floor
I was hoping for a period of peace and stability in my life, but unfortunate events like a bloody bathroom floor keep happening

So I'm paying the price And though the sex was nice You're psycho suicidal girl
I'm dealing with the consequences of my actions, but even though we had a physical connection, your behavior is still a major issue

And if you should go, I want you to know That everything wasn't for you, you, you, you Everyone knows you're wasting my time Everyone knows, everyone knows
If we break up, I need you to realize that things didn't revolve around you, and everyone can see that you're not treating me right

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