Love of My Life
Serenity Lyrics


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I don't even know what you see in me
I'm high as shit, and sad as fuck, in the BnB
Take this pill to feel my love if you real about me
And when I die, I'll go above but I'm trying to sail the sea
Girl, I've been prone to the stranger things in my life
Thought that it would be okay and I'd be fine
My back still burns from the feeling of your knife
But I guess that's just life, everything is by design
Would you ask if I'd be fine, I don't really know
I'm tryna get high as fuck and go make angels in the snow
I'm just tryna fall in love, tired of fucking with these hoes
I just wanna be cool and get fly, that's all I know
If you know how I'm living, why you do that to me
No tell me girl please, why you do that to me
Stacking green, same color as some broccoli
I'm sipping lean off that tech, I'm a wocky fiend
Can't walk with me, you can't run with the team
We got big ass beams, bullets going to rupture your spleen
I know that I seem like I am real mean
But I just really want this one girl to fall in love with me
(I just)
(That's about the realest shit I ever said)
(But you know, shit goes on)
(For real)
Girl, I've been prone to the stranger things in my life
Thought that it would be okay and I'd be fine
My back still burns from the feeling of your knife
But I guess that's just life, everything is by design
Would you ask if I'd be fine, I don't really know
I'm tryna get high as fuck and go make angels in the snow




I'm just tryna fall in love, tired of fucking with these hoes
I just wanna be cool and get fly, that's all I know

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Serenity's song "Love Of My Life" convey a mix of vulnerability, self-destructive behavior, and a desire for love and connection amidst inner turmoil. The singer expresses uncertainty about why their partner sees value in them, feeling both emotionally high and low in a temporary shelter. The reference to taking a pill to "feel my love" suggests a temporary escape or attempt to express love in a distorted state, highlighting the complexity of their emotions.


The singer reflects on past experiences and mistakes, acknowledging a propensity for attracting "stranger things" in life. Despite hoping for things to be okay, there is an underlying feeling of being wounded by the actions of someone they cared about, symbolically represented by the mention of a knife in their back. This imagery emphasizes the pain and scars left behind by past relationships, indicating a struggle to move forward and find peace within themselves.


There is a sense of longing for genuine love and connection, expressed through the singer's desire to escape reality by getting high and creating a temporary world of innocence and beauty by making "angels in the snow." This escapism is juxtaposed with their frustration with superficial relationships and the desire for a deeper, more meaningful connection that goes beyond fleeting pleasures and distractions.


The lyrics also touch upon themes of materialism, substance abuse, and violence, suggesting a dark and troubled lifestyle characterized by drug use and recklessness. The singer's yearning for love and acceptance is juxtaposed with their tough exterior and defensive behavior, hinting at a deeper emotional struggle and a longing for genuine connection amidst the chaos of their surroundings. Overall, the lyrics paint a picture of a complex individual grappling with inner demons while yearning for a love that transcends the superficiality and pain of their past experiences.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't even know what you see in me
I am unsure of why you find any value or worth in me


I'm high as shit, and sad as fuck, in the BnB
I am intoxicated and feeling incredibly down, alone in this situation


Take this pill to feel my love if you real about me
If you truly care for me, take this pill to experience my affection


And when I die, I'll go above but I'm trying to sail the sea
Although I know one day I will die and go to heaven, I am focused on navigating through the challenges of life


Girl, I've been prone to the stranger things in my life
I have often found myself attracted to unconventional or unusual experiences in my life


Thought that it would be okay and I'd be fine
I once believed that everything would work out and I would be alright


My back still burns from the feeling of your knife
I am still hurt from the pain you caused me


But I guess that's just life, everything is by design
I understand that life sometimes brings pain, and everything happens for a reason


Would you ask if I'd be fine, I don't really know
If you were to inquire about my well-being, I honestly can't say for sure


I'm tryna get high as fuck and go make angels in the snow
I want to get extremely intoxicated and create beautiful patterns in the snow


I'm just tryna fall in love, tired of fucking with these hoes
I simply want to experience love and am exhausted from engaging with insincere partners


I just wanna be cool and get fly, that's all I know
All I desire is to be stylish and have a good time, that's my only focus




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Written by: Jax Rey

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