笑えないよ
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笑えないよ僕の毎日は
My everyday life is not funny

理想にケチつけているだけで
I'm just nitpicking my ideals

空気が固まったこの部屋で
In this room where the air is stiff

カビくさい毛布にも慣れたとこさ
I've even gotten used to the moldy blanket

信じても何も見れないのは
The reason I can't see anything even if I believe

僕の声や笑顔が嫌いなんでしょ?
Is that you hate my voice and smile?

分かってても絶望の淵に立ち
I stand at the edge of despair even though I know

描けるだけの夢抱いてしまう
And can't help but hold onto the dreams I can imagine

分かって欲しいと
I want you to understand

本当に言わずにいられる?
Can I really keep it to myself?

思うほど誰にも
The more I feel that nobody

見られずに世界は廻る
Sees, the more the world revolves unnoticed

知られちゃいけない事って何だろ?
I wonder what things shouldn't be known?

夢で見た遠い未来の事?
Things of the distant future I saw in my dreams?

そんな事はどうでもよくて、それよりも
Those things don't matter, more importantly,

右手につけてたラバーリングがない
I don't have the rubber ring I wore on my right hand

受付けないお前の会話より
Rather than conversation with you that I can't accept

干からびた土に雨が降るより
Or rain falling on parched soil

大切なあいつを探してよ
I have to find that important person

見つかるまでは外には行けない
Until I find them, I can't go outside

たった1人の
Even if the number of

命が消えても増えても
Lives lost or gained is just one person

誰も知らないままで
And the world still turns as if nothing happened

いつも通り世界は廻る
Unnoticed by anyone

どこかで話せる程度の理想は
The kind of ideals that can be talked about

役に立つはずもない畳んで捨てましょ
Are worthless, let's fold them up and throw them away

こんな闇の底でもギラッと出来るさ
Even in the deep darkness like this, I can still shine

不思議と思うかな?
Isn't that strange?

生まれた時から変わらないままでいた
I've remained the same since the day I was born

分かって欲しいと
I want you to understand

誰も言わずに世界は廻る
But the world keeps spinning without anyone saying anything

そんな息苦しさで
In this suffocation

何が変わるのか教えて
Tell me, what will change?

黒いラバーリングを
That black rubber ring

見つけてよどこにもないんだ
I need to find it, but it's nowhere to be found

昨日まではこの手に
Until yesterday, it was in my hand

忘れられるはずがないだろ
There's no way I could forget about it