He released his album (Renkli Rüyalar Oteli) in 2006 with the arrangers Mehmet Unal and Safa Hendem who were also playing with him at the time.
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Parti
Teoman Lyrics
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Ama ittim çoğu kez ürküp aşkından güçsüz yaptın diye beni sen
Oysa derinlerde hep bildim ki kanımdaydın
Öyle gurur duydum ki beni böyle büyük sevebildin diye bana rağmen
Gelmiştim, görmüştüm, yenilmiştim, sevmemiştim, tam gidiyordum dünyadan sen yokken
Öyle güzel aldın ki beni içine öyle sardın ki benim oldun ama korktum
Kaybedecek bir şeyim oldu diye korktum
Koştum bildiğim dünyaya
Acıkmıştım, susamıştım, üşümüştüm
Kavrulmuştum sıcaktan sana geldim
Damağım kuru, sesim kısık, gardım inik, boynum bükük
Dedim 'yine al beniÇünkü derinlerde hep bildim ki kanımdaydın
Ama korktum kaybedecek bir şeyim oldu diye korktum
Koştum bildiğim dünyaya
Parti bitmiş, herkes gitmiş, dava düşmüş, konu kapanmış
'Seni bitirdim' dedin 'çektim kepenkleriDedin 'öldü bendeki sen gömülü şimdiBaktım, baktım anladım
Parti bitmiş, herkes gitmiş, dava düşmüş, konu kapanmış
In Teoman's song "Parti," the lyrics speak about the complexities of love and the fear of losing it. The singer has a deep connection with the person they love but at times, they push them away out of fear of being vulnerable. However, they eventually come to the realization that their love for this person runs deep and they cannot imagine a life without them.
The singer describes how they have tried to hold onto their loved one tightly, afraid to let them slip away from their life. But at times, they have also pushed them away because the intensity of their love had made them feel weak. Despite this back and forth, the singer always knew that their loved one had a special place in their heart, and they felt proud that they were able to love so deeply.
In the end, the singer returns to their loved one, after trying to escape from their feelings and the intensity of their connection. The party has ended, and everyone has gone home, but the singer comes back, feeling depleted and defeated. They confess to their loved one that they were afraid of losing them, and they didn't want to risk their relationship. But in the end, they realized that their fear was preventing them from experiencing the depth of their love.
Overall, the song "Parti" explores the universal theme of love and fear of losing it. The singer's emotions are raw and relatable, as they struggle with their love for someone they cannot bear to lose.
Line by Line Meaning
Sıkı sıkı tuttum ellerinden kayıp gitme hayatımdan sen de diye bazen
I held your hands tightly and begged you not to leave my life, but sometimes I pushed you away because you made me feel weak with your love.
Ama ittim çoğu kez ürküp aşkından güçsüz yaptın diye beni sen
But I pushed you away many times because I was afraid your love would make me feel powerless.
Oysa derinlerde hep bildim ki kanımdaydın
Although I always knew deep down that you were in my blood.
Öyle gurur duydum ki beni böyle büyük sevebildin diye bana rağmen
I felt so proud that despite everything, you were able to love me so much.
Gelmiştim, görmüştüm, yenilmiştim, sevmemiştim, tam gidiyordum dünyadan sen yokken
I had come, seen, lost, and stopped loving, and was about to leave the world when you weren't there.
Öyle güzel aldın ki beni içine öyle sardın ki benim oldun ama korktum
You took me in so beautifully and made me yours, but I was afraid.
Kaybedecek bir şeyim oldu diye korktum
I was scared because I thought I had something to lose.
Koştum bildiğim dünyaya
So I ran back to the world I knew.
Parti bitmiş herkes gitmiş dava düşmüş konu kapanmış
The party was over, everyone had left, the cause was lost, and the matter was closed.
Acıkmıştım, susamıştım, üşümüştüm
I was hungry, thirsty, and cold.
Kavrulmuştum sıcaktan sana geldim
I was burning from the heat, so I came to you.
Damağım kuru, sesim kısık, gardım inik, boynum bükük
My mouth was dry, my voice was hoarse, my guard was down, and my head was down.
Dedim 'yine al beniÇünkü derinlerde hep bildim ki kanımdaydın
I said 'take me back again because I always knew deep down that you were in my blood.'
Ama korktum kaybedecek bir şeyim oldu diye korktum
But I was afraid that I had something to lose.
Koştum bildiğim dünyaya
So I ran back to the world I knew.
Parti bitmiş, herkes gitmiş, dava düşmüş, konu kapanmış
The party was over, everyone had left, the cause was lost, and the matter was closed.
'Seni bitirdim' dedin 'çektim kepenkleriDedin 'öldü bendeki sen gömülü şimdiBaktım, baktım anladım
You said 'I'm done with you' and closed the shutters. You said 'the you in me is buried now.' I looked and understood.
Contributed by Cole I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Emin
Aşk ve gurur, insanlık halleri ve en güzel hikayem albümleri. Kafamın içindeki susturamadigim, üstesinden gelemedegim her şeyi teomanda buluyorum. Çok ayrı bir seviye
Dilan Yilmaz
Bu şarkısını çok beğeniyorum. Sözleri, müziği mükemmel.
Seneca
Ama korktum , kaybedecek bir şeyim oldu diye korktum
Koştum, bildiğim dünyaya...
Beyzanur
Ses rengi oldukça hoşuma gidiyor Teoman'ın
Ali DİKMEN
muhteşem bir şarkı
HCL
ulan bu çok güzel niye dinlememişler püüğ
İbrahim Melih Er
Şarkı çok eski
ofsaytosman11
Oha kimse dinlememis. Selamlar Polonya'dan.
Hüseyin Özlem
Teomanın böyle bi şarkısı mi varmış ya..
NG
Dedin öldü bendeki sen gömülü şimdi ...Baktım,baktım anladım...