All I Ever Wanted
Twiztid Lyrics

All I ever wanted
The true desire of my heart

All I ever wanted was
Only one thing that I desired the most

I don't want to lie
I want to be honest and truthful

A shot that I never got
An opportunity that was never given to me

All I ever needed
The one thing I needed the most

No one ever cared
I felt neglected and unimportant

Someone take me outta here
I want to leave this place

All I ever wanted was for me to be a myth
I wanted to be a legendary figure known to many

Hidden from the land of the bliss
Concealed from a perfect world

I'm constantly dissed and pissed off
I am perpetually insulted and angry

My mind frame shackled to the floor
I feel trapped in my own thoughts

And I can't move even a little
I feel stuck and unable to progress

All I ever wanted was a noose to hang from
I wanted to end my life

And then I show all of you bitches where I came from
I want to prove my worth to those who underestimated me

The carnival is comin'
A time for reckoning is approaching

You can see it in my eyes screamin' at the top of my lungs
I am expressing myself passionately and loudly

I want to die
I feel hopeless and want to end my life

You couldn't see it with your glasses on
Even if you tried to understand me, you still wouldn't comprehend my feelings

Without a witness doing shit on my lonely and then I'm gone
I will disappear without anyone caring or noticing

All I ever wanted was to flip the script
I wanted to change my situation

You pull a gat on me and ima break both your arms bitch
I will respond with violence if provoked

Eastside represent about the killas drug dealas
I am part of a group that represents a tough and dangerous environment

Put your hands up if you feel us
If you understand where I come from, show your support

And I don't give a fuck about you bitches spreadin' hate
I do not care about those who criticize me

Cause most of you hoes will be dead at twenty eight
They will not live long or achieve much

All I ever wanted lemme kick back and reminiscence
Let me relax and remember the past

Only a few things I can think of on my list
Only a small number of things that matter to me

A new meat cleaver with an edge like a razor
A sharp weapon to use against enemies

And a windpipe connected to a hater
A desire to harm those who dislike me

It's all I ever wanted, I ain't askin' for much
This is my simple desire

A handle with an axe on the end of my clutch
A tool to use for violence

And then swing it down with all that I've got
Use all my strength for a brutal strike

Into the ground and ????? (chop)
Intending to harm or kill

Hatchet rydas and juggalos come with us
Be part of our group of tough people

We gonna blow the other side the fuck up
We will succeed and triumph over our enemies

Douse that bitch with gas give me the matches
Use gasoline as a weapon to cause harm

I got somethin for all they asses
I have a plan to defeat them

Listen to em now pleadin' for they life
Hear them beg for mercy

Talkin' bout they were wrong and always knew we were right
Admitting they were mistaken and we were correct

Light the molietof
Use a weapon to destroy

All we ever wanted starts happening now
Our desires are being fulfilled

All I ever wanted was a chance to shine
I wanted an opportunity to succeed

I wasn't askin' for much I just wanted mine
I wanted only what I deserved

I don't even have a clue what went wrong
I am baffled by my lack of success

I just knew I wouldn't let the shit slide for long
I refuse to accept failure forever

Tell me somethin' who the fuck you laughin' at
Who are you mocking?

What the fuck you thinkin' don't you see this bat
Are you afraid of this weapon?

Tell me what the hell is stoppin' me from crackin' your dome
What is preventing me from harming you

From smackin' your dome till it ooze like foam
Causing severe harm to your head

All I ever wanted was an eye for an eye
Revenge for a wrong committed against me

I'ma taste your soul when I swallow it live
Consume your essence when I defeat you

Turn around wasn't lookin' diggin' in your locker
Lying in wait for the right moment to strike

As soon as you looked up whack that's when I gotcha
Surprising you with an attack

Crack smack it rack it again
Repeatedly assaulting with force

Kept thumpin' and skull til it finally caved in
Hitting multiple times until severe damage is done

It looked like spaghetti in a broken bowl
The aftermath of a violent attack

I guess I lost control it's all I ever wanted though
This extreme violence was my intense desire

All I ever wanted was to scare you to death
To fill you with fear and terror

Choke your fuckin' neck until your ass is outta breath
Cause physical harm and pain

All I ever wanted was to hear you scream
To provoke fear and terror through sound

You know it's hard to sleep when you're controlled by your dreams
Nightmares and fear control my thoughts

The man in the mirror knows that vanity's a must
Feeling pride and self-importance is vital

But will he understand and become like one of us
Will he join our group of violent and disturbed individuals

Paintin' up his face, not givin' a fuck
Ignoring societal norms and expectations

Grabbin' his nuts and expectin' bad luck
Being arrogant and expecting consequences

All I ever wanted was a brand new axe
A desire for a new and deadly weapon

Strictly for the purpose of choppin' and splittin' backs
To cause harm and injury to others

All I ever wanted was to watch you bleed
To cause injury and pain to others

For the cause of the underground in which I believe
To support and promote an outcast community

I'm a maniac but you don't understand
I have a mental illness and am not understood by others

My axe keeps swingin' like blades on ceiling fans
I am constantly violent and aggressive

I could show you everything that you can't see
I have a different perspective and experience than others

But all I ever wanted to be was just me
To be accepted as myself, despite my violent tendencies

[Chorus:Repeat x2]
Repeating my deepest desires and needs