Current Members:
Bryan Erickson (a.k.a. Hexfix93, Disease Factory) - lead vocals, composition, guitar, lyrics, mixing, production, various
Early projects, early changes, and first albums (1990–1995)
In the early 1990s, Erickson and Grigory, both residents of Colorado, brought together their shared interest in creating music to record a series of demos. With the addition of Gary Slaughter and Chris Workman, the group attempted several bands, including Disease Disco Factory, a parody of then-popular Dance group C+C Music Factory. Following a turbulent period for Erickson and Slaughter, Workman left the group. Slaughter and Erickson experimented with two new side-projects, Cyber Christ and Vortex. Cyber Christ explored a harsh and melancholy sound that was a sharp contrast to the group's other projects. When Erickson discovered that the term "Cyber Christ" had been used in the 1992 film The Lawnmower Man, he renamed the band Velvet Acid Christ in honor of a bad acid trip. The Vortex project was merged into Velvet Acid Christ to form one body of work.
In 1994, Workman returned to assist with the band's self-produced gothic-styled demo tape, Fate. Given encouraging response from friends, the band followed up with other self-produced albums, 1994's Pestilence, a dance-oriented album, and 1995's Neuralblastoma, a harder-sounding album.
Erickson, along with friends and minor contributors Steve Bird and Dan Olson, started the brief-lived record label Electro Death Trip (EDT) Records to better promote these recordings. In 1995, the three began distributing hand-made CD copies of Fate, Pestilence, and Neuralblastoma for resale in local music shops.
Label interest, touring, and a troubled rise (1996–2000)
Slaughter and Workman temporarily left the band during the first half of 1996 as Erickson continued the project alone, handing out copies of Velvet Acid Christ's recordings to industry representatives, including musician Bill Leeb of industrial pioneer Front Line Assembly. Leeb passed the music to Thorsten Stroht, a media promoter with European label Off-Beat Records. Off-Beat A&R negotiated a deal with the band.
For their first Off-Beat release, the group submitted 1996's Church of Acid, a compilation of selected tracks from Velvet Acid Christ's first three albums with an additional two new tracks, Disflux and Futile. Church of Acid was well received in Europe, and Futile became a regularly played track in many nightclubs across the continent. In 1997, United States label Pendragon Records released Church of Acid in America, though the two new tracks were removed due to a lack of trademark clearance for television samples used in the songs.
The band's next album, Calling Ov the Dead, was rejected by Off-Beat for not sounding edgy enough, prompting Slaughter's permanent departure. With the assistance of Bird and Olson, the band addressed the label's concerns and released Calling Ov the Dead in late 1997, with American distribution following through Pendragon in 1998. In the process, Erickson had accumulated a substantial financial debt.
With a line-up consisting of Erickson, Stroht and German musician Ingo Beitz, the band toured Europe in 1998 with Off-Beat label-mate Suicide Commando, which attracted the attention of Metropolis Records, the largest industrial label in United States. The parent label of Pendragon, Metropolis distributed the album Neuralblastoma, as a partnership that would endure.
Velvet Acid Christ spent the majority of 1999 in the studio, first collaborating with Germany's Funker Vogt on a remix EP entitled Velvet Acid Christ Vs Funker Vogt: The Remix Assault, then shifting to Velvet Acid Christ's next full-length recording, Fun With Knives. With Workman an occasional contributor, Erickson sought production assistance on Fun With Knives from the bands Luxt and 4th New Army. Fun with Knives, released by Metropolis and new Off-Beat sub-label dependent, became the band's best-selling album. Sales were propelled by the singles Decypher and Fun with Drugs, and by the track Slut, which featured vocals from Luxt's Anna Christine.
In spite of the success of the band, stress had led Erickson into depression and increased drug abuse, which channeled into the creation of the band's next album, Twisted Thought Generator. Simultaneously, the band toured Europe with industrial acts Project X and Stromkern and toured the United States and Canada with bands Din_Fiv and Haujobb. The line-up of the band during this period was unstable. Workman, citing a conversion to Christianity, resigned from the band with a request that his name be retracted from all previous albums. The first leg of the European tour consisted of Erickson, Bird and Stroht; the second leg, Erickson and Olson. The North American tour was performed by Erickson, Stroht and drummer Paul Lipman. With various contributors, Erickson completed Twisted Thought Generator. Due to lingering disputes, he withdrew the band from Dependent Records and submitted the album to Metropolis.
A change of pace, new early material, and beyond (2001– present)
Erickson placed Velvet Acid Christ on a short hiatus in 2001, as he abandoned his dependence on drugs in favour of exercise and a vegan raw foodist diet. Newly clean, Erickson created the 2003 album Hex Angel: Utopia/Dystopia. Though critical response was mixed, Hex Angel: Utopia/Dystopia ranked #1 on Germany's Deutsche Alternative Charts (DAC) for four weeks after its release, and the album's single Pretty Toy reached #18 on the Billboard Alternative Chart during the same year. The album also marked the band's short-lived return to Dependent Records.
Erickson spent 2004 releasing and reissuing some of Velvet Acid Christ's earliest material. With the four-volume compilation series Between the Eyes, the band published a collection of its singles and B-sides, then followed with subsequent re-releases of Fate (Vol. 2), Pestilence (Vol. 3), and Neuralblastoma (Vol. 4). The band also offered free MP3 downloads of Dimension 8 and Oblivion Interface on its website until early 2005. Dimension 8, which had been available as a hidden bonus on Twisted Thought Generator, and Oblivion Interface (informally known as Between the Eyes, Vol. 5) provided fans with previously unheard work from the Cyber Christ-Vortex era of 1991–1994.
In 2005, Erickson collaborated with guitarist Todd Loomis on a new album, Lust for Blood, which was released on September 26, 2006. With Lust for Blood, the crew labored intensively to create a new overall sound while maintaining the band's original characteristics. Following its release, Lust for Blood ranked at the top of Germany's DAC for four weeks; the album's single release, Wound, ranked on the DAC's singles chart for eight weeks and held the #1 position for four weeks.
In 2009, Erickson began to create the next LP with minimal input from Loomis this time when he was working on his project The Twilight Garden. The result was The Art of Breaking Apart, released October 27, 2009. This LP was a tribute to bands like Current 93 and Death in June and brought VAC many new fans while making the others angry at the new direction of the music.
In 2010–2011, Bryan Erickson teamed up with William Anderson of Louisiana. William did a ton of sampling, and Bryan made a bunch of VAC B-sides that turned into Toxic Coma tracks. The project had a revolving door of members, again Bryan being the main constant. They released a LP entitled Satan Rising under Toxic Coma on Metropolis Records. It fused the techno sound of Fun With Knives and the brutal black humor of Toxic Coma. Erickson then began to write more music for future VAC LPs.
In October 2012, Velvet Acid Christ released their tenth LP entitled Maldire. The release marked a return to the dark electronic sound. Erickson formed a live band and toured extensively (2012-2014) to support the album. The latest album entitled Subconscious Landscapes was released October 28, 2014. A remastered Greatest Hits compilation was released by Metropolis Records on May 6, 2016.
Discography:
Studio Albums
1994 - Fate
1994 - Pestilence
1995 - Neuralblastoma
1997 - Calling Ov the Dead
1999 - Fun With Knives
2000 - Twisted Thought Generator
2003 - Hex Angel (Utopia/Dystopia)
2006 - Lust for Blood
2009 - The Art of Breaking Apart
2012 - Maldire
2014 - Subconscious Landscapes
Compilations / Demos / EPs / Singles
1992 - Oblivion Interface (demo re-released in 2004)
1993 - Dimension 8 (demo re-released in 2000)
1996 - Church of Acid (1994-1995 compilation)
1998 - Neuralblastoma (1994-1995 compilation)
1999 - Fun With Razors (remix EP)
1999 - Decipher (maxi-single)
1999 - Fun With Drugs (maxi-single)
1999 - The Remix Wars: Strike 4: Funker Vogt vs. Velvet Acid Christ (remix EP)
2001 - Dial 8 (maxi-single)
2003 - Pretty Toy (maxi-single)
2004 - Between the Eyes Vol. 1 (singles compilation)
2004 - Between the Eyes Vol. 2 (re-release of Fate)
2004 - Between the Eyes Vol. 3 (re-release of Pestilence)
2004 - Between the Eyes Vol. 4 (re-release of Neuroblastoma)
2006 - Wound (maxi-single)
2009 - Caustic Disco (maxi-single)
2016 - Greatest Hits (remastered compilation)
Disconnected Nightmare
Velvet Acid Christ Lyrics
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Close your eyes and think of all you've been
Never mind, the distraction on the side
The vision died realize your fate in your hands
Separate don't think, just move disintegrate on a groove
Long nights you'll find no saints
Dead and buried or thrown away
No time for life just a sight no time to hide
You gotta run and hide
Disconnected nightmare waking from your dream
With the kiss of hell running down the street in flames
Disconnected nightmare waking from your dream
With the kiss from hell screaming down the street in flames
I sold my soul for you so I could get away from you
I sold my life for you so I could crawl and hide from you
I sold my soul for you, so I could get away from you
I sold my life for you so I could run and hide from you
Close your eyes, dance on the edge of a dream
Close your eyes, dance on the edge of this dream
The future died when you screamed when you bleed
When you cry you will run you'll fall
And break over and over again in this
Disconnected nightmare waking from your dream
With the kiss of hell running down the street in flames
Disconnected nightmare waking from your dream
With the kiss from hell screaming down the street in flames
I sold my soul for you so I could get away from you
I sold my life for you so I could crawl and hide from you
I sold my soul for you, so I could get away from you
I sold my life for you so I could run and hide from you
Close your eyes, dance on the edge of a dream
The future died when you screamed when you bleed
When you cry yet you will run and you'll fall
And break over and over again in this
Disconnected nightmare Waking from your dream
With the kiss of hell running down the street in flames
Disconnected nightmare waking from your dream
With the kiss from hell screaming down the street in flames
The lyrics of "Disconnected Nightmare" by Velvet Acid Christ paints a picture of someone who wants to escape from their current reality by losing themselves in a dream-like state. The lines "Close your eyes, dance on the edge of a dream, Close your eyes and think of all you've been" suggest that the person wants to forget their current troubles and focus on their past experiences. They want to disintegrate into the rhythm and forget about everything else in their life. The lines "Long nights you'll find no saints, Dead and buried or thrown away" indicate that the person is going through a tough time and feels alone. They want to escape from their nightmare reality and find solace in their dreams.
The lines "I sold my soul for you, so I could get away from you" suggest that the person is trying to escape a toxic relationship that could represent a person, society, or their own inner demons. They feel trapped and want to run away from the person who is affecting them negatively. The lines "With the kiss of hell running down the street in flames, With the kiss from hell screaming down the street in flames" could represent the consequences that the person might face if they don't break free from their toxic relationship.
In conclusion, "Disconnected Nightmare" by Velvet Acid Christ is a song about someone who is struggling with their current reality and wants to escape by losing themselves in a dream-like state. The person wants to disintegrate into the rhythm and forget about everything else in their life. However, they realize that they need to escape from a toxic relationship if they want to find solace and break free from their nightmare reality.
Line by Line Meaning
Close your eyes, dance on the edge of a dream
Escape reality by diving into your imagination
Close your eyes and think of all you've been
Reflect on your past experiences for comfort
Never mind, the distraction on the side
Don't let anything divert you from your goal
The vision died realize your fate in your hands
Your future is in your control and your dreams may not come true
Separate don't think, just move disintegrate on a groove
Let go of your thoughts and follow the rhythm
Long nights you'll find no saints
In times of difficulty, you may not find any assistance
Dead and buried or thrown away
Some things will end without any resolution or closure
No time for life just a sight no time to hide
Life is passing by too quickly to hide from reality
You gotta run and hide
Escape the harshness of reality
Disconnected nightmare waking from your dream
Returning to a cold and harsh reality
With the kiss of hell running down the street in flames
Experiencing a brutal and painful existence
I sold my soul for you so I could get away from you
I made sacrifices for you to escape from you
I sold my life for you so I could crawl and hide from you
I exchanged my life just to avoid you
The future died when you screamed when you bleed
The hope of the future was destroyed through pain
When you cry you will run you'll fall
Tears may lead to you making careless mistakes
And break over and over again in this
Continually experiencing heartbreak and hardship
Disconnected nightmare Waking from your dream
Breaking away from a fantasy into a nightmare
With the kiss from hell screaming down the street in flames
Experiencing a painful and hellish reality
Contributed by Peyton M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Julian Cennamo
on Pain
This is a song about coping with failed relationships and a broken home. The lyricist has been triggered by a life event- most likely a breakup. The event is particularly tragic because it brings back haunting memories of fear and abandonment experienced in childhood.