Angels & Demons
jxdn Lyrics

Two face, two face, yeah
I have two different sides to my personality, and I am aware of it.

Black white, left right, yeah
I am conflicted between two different choices or directions to take.

Up, down, all night, yeah
I am constantly struggling or experiencing turbulence in my life.

Can't escape it ever
I feel trapped and unable to break free from my struggles.

Don't forget my name
I want to leave a lasting impression on others despite my struggles.

I don't feel the same
I do not feel like my true self due to my inner turmoil.

On a trip, no train
I feel a sense of confusion and instability in my life.

And all these angels and demons
I am constantly torn between good and evil influences in my life.

Keep shoutin' and screamin'
These influences are causing chaos and turmoil within me.

I'm fallin' from Eden
I feel as though I am losing my innocence or sense of purity.

So fuck me like a Rockstar
I want to live a wild and reckless lifestyle without any consequences or restrictions.

Dancin' on a cop car
I am doing things that are reckless and dangerous, with no regard for authority.

Nothin' in the world can stop me now
I feel invincible and unstoppable in my current state of mind.

Fucked up like a Rockstar
My behavior is out of control and reminiscent of the stereotypical rockstar lifestyle.

Ridin' in a cop car
I am engaging in illegal activities and am putting myself in risky situations.

No one in the world can help me now
I feel isolated and alone in my struggles, with no one to turn to for help.

Everybody said that I'm fallin', uh
Others have noticed and commented on my downward spiral.

Took another line I'm callin', uh
I am turning to drugs as a way to cope with my struggles.

I'm so sick of the nonsense, uh
I am fed up with the chaos and instability in my life.

I'ma dive into the mosh pit
I am willing to take risks and put myself in dangerous situations.

I don't really think I'm the problem
I am in denial about my own role in my struggles and blame others instead.

Me plus me is a problem
I recognize that my own inner demons and conflicting personalities are the root of my struggles.

One gun shot, I could solve 'em
I have considered violent or extreme solutions to my problems.

Tell my friends I'm sorry though
I regret the negative impact my behavior may have on my loved ones.

T-T-T-Tell my sins to go
I am seeking absolution or redemption for my wrongdoings.

Don't stop, drop
I am telling others to keep the energy and intensity going.