Badlands
Black Foxxes Lyrics

I am confused and obsessive, why's this so hard?
I am feeling confused and obsessive, and I cannot understand why this situation is so difficult.

I am staggeringly intent on fucking all of this up Will you use me? Use me! Please get your fix You'll be gone in the morning. Please get your fix
I am determined to ruin this situation, and I am asking for someone to use me for their own needs, knowing they will leave me once they have what they want.

There is comfort in silence. All talk is weight I'm conscious I have made too many fucking mistakes
Silence is a relief from my problems, and I realize that I have made too many mistakes.

I am a void, a prison, the source of my hate I am blaming my condition on all of my mistakes I am— holy hell, why's this so hard?
I feel like an empty, trapped, and hateful person, and am attributing my current state to my past mistakes. I am exasperated with how difficult my situation is.

I am avoiding the solution 'cause I love sabotage I am done
I am intentionally avoiding the solution to my problems because I enjoy creating chaos. I have reached a point where I am finished dealing with this situation.

If you give me the chance, wait 'til I'm home I'll be back in the highs if you forgive those lows I am comfortably wasted, comfortably numb I am so out of touch. I am all of the above
If given the chance, I will come back stronger after having gone through lows. I am currently in a state of being wasted and detached from reality, but still feeling all of the emotions that come with it.

I am twisted, sister, cat got your tongue? You are the only one I need 'cause you're all of the above I am confused, conflicted, why's this so hard I am avoiding the solution 'cause I love sabotage I am done
I am in a state of emotional turmoil and feel unsure of what to do, but you are the only person I need because you embody all of the things I am feeling. However, I am still avoiding the solution due to my love of causing chaos, and I have reached a breaking point.

Visualise this and I'll visualise that Cat got your tongue? It's self sabotage Come find me Contain me, contort me, I am the gun All of this
If we both try to imagine a better outcome, we can overcome the harmful thoughts and actions that are holding us back. If you can't speak, it's because you are self-sabotaging. Come find me so that I can be manipulated and controlled. I am a volatile weapon that needs to be contained and twisted. All of this is overwhelming.

I crave a sensation This is not time to go outside This is not the time to go outside The wind here never changes I am the sea This repetitive child swims sideways Gannets dive into a whirlpool of black When the grass hits your toes And the warmth hits your tongue I am the sea I crave a sensation I crave a sensation That god only gives
I am seeking a specific feeling or experience, but now is not the time to engage in it. The wind remains constant as I embody the vast, unchanging sea. There are patterns and routines in life that never change regardless of how much we fight against them. When we are in nature, we realize our smallness in the grand scheme of things. Despite knowing that we should avoid it, we still crave this sensation that only comes from a higher power.