Guchiguchi
DAOKO Lyrics

外は暗く 大人らしく 振る舞う 孤独の上に装飾品で着飾って
The outside is dark and I act like an adult, but I am actually lonely and dress myself up with accessories.

気になる ゴシップ 男女交際の噂よく聞く さこりゃ いっぱい食わされた
I constantly hear gossip and rumors about people dating, but I have been deceived so many times.

そいつは偽物だ皮はがせ ネタ収集 仲間がまさかの垂れ流しそれガセだしもう遅いよ 遅いよ
That person was a fake, but my companions continue to spread that information, even though it is false. It's too late for me to correct them now.

人の口つたって 陰口してたよ その報告自体陰口だし グチグチ 耳打ち
I talked behind someone's back because I heard rumors, but the report itself was also just idle talk. I have been complaining all the time.

隅々まで行き渡った末 しまいにゃ舌打ちってしりゃないよ この仕打人のまっくろなとこ 見なく
It eventually reached every corner and in the end, I clicked my tongue without even realizing it. I couldn't see the dark part of my character.

無かったな こんなことなら 言葉が生み出した 負の思想 空想理論顔負け 口内
I wish this never happened. I have negative thoughts created by my words and my imagination. It even exceeds what I could think of in my head.

伸ばした舌 ことばのおく
My extended tongue is beyond just words.

どんな時でもぼくは やだやだやだやだって 現実逃避
No matter when, I just say 'I don't want to, I don't want to', as a way of escaping reality.

うすぐらい電柱の元に蝿サナギになり羽化した 高架線斜め上引っかかってもげた羽 これじゃだめだ いつまでたっても とても大きな足に潰される
I became a fly larva and emerged near a dim pole, only to have my wings ripped off after getting caught on an elevated rail. It's useless and I will always get crushed by a large foot.

今のボックは蛍光灯に群がる蛾と何らかわりない だろう ミーハー ときに牙をむく 必死になって生きようとしてる あいつらの方がずっといきものらしい ただ淡々と本能のままに生きるいきもののようでそうでない しかし脳内は妄想でぎっしりと シンドローム 永遠に続く
Right now, I'm no different from the moths flocking to fluorescent lights. I'm a follower, sometimes confronting others, and desperately trying to live. They may be more like living creatures, just living on their instincts calmly. I, however, am filled with delusions in my head. The syndrome lasts forever.

くらいにどくどくするんだ 孤独の裏に毒 もくもくあがる煙 窓閉めて鍵をしめ 手を握りしめて 目を閉じて
My heart beats so desperately, as if toxic fumes rise behind my lonely facade. I close the window and lock the door, squeezing my hand and closing my eyes.

不思議と怖くないなんでだろうか 泡で覆われても僕もやがて泡となる 刹那一斉はじけた 君の声がひびく ことばのおく そときらったら とめどなくふる雪 くつふみ それでいいの ぼくはいいの ととどめてとめてよ
I wonder why I'm not scared, even though it's so strange. Eventually, I will also become just a bubble, even if it's covered with bubbles. Suddenly, your voice echoes in the depths of my heart. If I open the door, an endless snowstorm of footsteps awaits. It's okay, I'm okay. Please stop me.