So Bad
John Wesley Lyrics


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You took a turn for the worse
When I caught up to you last night
Flickering it's saving light

And though improper thing we may do
Not always just or always right
Every once in a while
I see you smile
Like everything will be alright

You always wanted to be so bad
You always wanted to be
One of the stars in the evening sky
One of the doves flying free
Winter stole upoon you in your twenty second year
Fragile as a wedding smile
You began to disappear
And as the worst of this
Comes on you
You know I'll never leave
Your sight
As the night goes out
Of this room child
Just pray and hold me tight

It's time to close your eyes child
It's time for you to sleep
There ain't no more pain
And no more tears
And this promise I will keep

And though improper things we may do
Not always just or always right




In your heart an angel smiles
And guides you through the night

Overall Meaning

The song "So Bad" by John Wesley speaks of a troubled person who has taken a turn for the worse. The singer caught up to this person on one of their darkest nights, a night where even the saving light of a flickering candle seemed like something to hold onto. The song speaks of how the troubled person has always wanted to be so bad, always striving for some kind of greatness in a world that has continually dealt them harsh blows. The song recognizes that the troubled person's behavior may not always be appropriate or justified, but there are moments when they smile and give the impression that everything will be alright.


As the song continues, it becomes clear that the troubled person is dying. Winter has stolen upon them in their twenty-second year, and they are disappearing like a fragile wedding smile. The singer promises to stay by their side, even as the worst of this comes on. It is time for the troubled person to close their eyes and sleep, to escape the pain and tears that have plagued their existence. The singer promises to keep this person's memory alive, to acknowledge that even though they may have done things that weren't always right or just, there was an angelic quality to them that guided them through the night.


Line by Line Meaning

You took a turn for the worse
Your situation turned bleak and hopeless


When I caught up to you last night
When I finally found you after searching for you for so long


Flickering it's saving light
The dim light helped save you from the darkness that surrounded you


And though improper thing we may do
Even though we may have made bad choices


Not always just or always right
Our actions were not always fair or correct


Every once in a while
Occasionally


I see you smile
I witness you being happy


Like everything will be alright
As if things will eventually fall into place


You always wanted to be so bad
You always desired to be rebellious and daring


You always wanted to be
It was your fervent wish to become


One of the stars in the evening sky
To shine bright like a star among many others


One of the doves flying free
To fly away like a bird and be free from constraints


Winter stole upon you in your twenty second year
As you turned twenty-two, the cold and hardship of winter took over


Fragile as a wedding smile
As fragile as a smile on a wedding day, fleeting and temporary


You began to disappear
You slowly started to vanish from my grasp


And as the worst of this
As things got even worse


Comes on you
Takes over you


You know I'll never leave
I will always stand by your side


Your sight
I will always be in your presence


As the night goes out
As the darkness departs


Of this room child
Of this very space you're in


Just pray and hold me tight
Hold me tightly and pray for the best


It's time to close your eyes child
It's time for you to rest and not worry anymore


It's time for you to sleep
To finally fall asleep and forget all the troubles


There ain't no more pain
No more suffering and agony


And no more tears
No more sadness and weeping


And this promise I will keep
I promise to always fulfill this vow


In your heart an angel smiles
In your heart, there is happiness and hope like that of an angel


And guides you through the night
It is what guides you through the darkness and helps you find your way




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