Most recently, Wesley has performed as sideman, guitarist/vocalist for critically acclaimed Atlantic/Roadrunner Records U.K.-based recording act Porcupine Tree, during the In Absentia, Deadwing, Fear of a Blank Planet, and The Incident world tours. Wesley's versatility shows from his diverse touring background. In recent years he has performed lead guitars and background vocals for White Lion front man Mike Tramp, subbed on lead guitar and bass for Gainsville's Sister Hazel, and as lead guitarist for Scottish neo-prog band Fish on many lengthy European, American and South American Tours and on several U.S. and European Solo dates.
In 2005, Wesley produced and recorded his fifth studio release, Shiver, co-produced by Mark Prator, and mixed by Steven Wilson of Porcupine Tree.
He has an official fan website at http://www.john-wesley.com where fans can read lyrics, view photos and preview album clips.
On the 24th August 2007, John Wesley announced that he was making the majority of his solo material available for free download on his website http://www.john-wesley.com, in what he called his "Share the Wes" policy. He will still be offering certain CDs and new releases for purchase at gigs and online.
2. John Wesley was an American soul singer of the 1960s, who released most of his music on the Melic record label. Most of his recordings were credited to John Wesley & The Four Tees, except for a 1966 single called 'Love Is Such a Funny Thing', which was recorded with The Four Tees but credited to Wesley alone.
The Desperation Angel
John Wesley Lyrics
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I've grown cold
nothing causes any harm to me
hated things I hold
I can't feel what you give to me
see the skin's burned from my hands
I remember what you promised me
I come running back to you...
My eye have numbed
my words have died
can't witness what I've become
God could burn my eyes
I can't bear you to look at me
is there nowhere I can hide
I hold on to what you promised me
Like some desperation Angel
I come running
back to you
and in desperation Angel
I've come running home to you
trust in me my angel
you'll never know what I've been through
never know what I've been through
no no, never know what I've been through
I'm your desperation Angel
I've come running home to you
and in desperation Angel
I've come running back to you
running back to you
running back to you
running back to you
running back to you
The lyrics of John Wesley's song "The Desperation Angel" convey the emotions of a person feeling lost, cold, and empty. The singer has reached a moment of hopelessness where nothing seems to matter or affect them, and they are unable to feel anything including what others offer them. The reference to the "skin's burned from my hands" depicts the pain of losing hope and giving up on something. However, there is a glimmer of hope as the singer remembers the promise made to them by someone (possibly God).
The singer sees themselves as a desperation angel, someone who is running back to this promised person in their time of need. There is a sense of urgency and need for help as the singer is numb, and their words have died. They are unable to witness what they have become and cannot bear someone else looking at them. The singer seems to have been through a lot, and they are coming back to the person who promised to help them. The repetition of the line, "like some desperation Angel, I come running back to you," emphasizes the urgency and the feeling of desperation that the singer feels.
Overall, the lyrics of "The Desperation Angel" convey feelings of hopelessness, desperation, and a need for help. The singer has reached a point where they are unable to feel anything, and they are coming back to the person who promised to help them in their time of need. It is a powerful and emotional song that speaks to emotions that most people can relate to at some point in their lives.
Line by Line Meaning
I've grown tired
I am exhausted and weary.
I've grown cold
I am emotionally numb and distant.
nothing causes any harm to me
I am numb to the pain inflicted upon me.
hated things I hold
I am holding onto things that bring me pain and misery.
I can't feel what you give to me
I am unable to experience or appreciate the love and care given to me.
see the skin's burned from my hands
The scars on my hands serve as a reminder of the pain and suffering I have endured.
I remember what you promised me
I cling to the promises you made to me, even though I am struggling to believe them.
like some desperation Angel
I am like an angel in despair, clinging to the hope of salvation.
I come running back to you...
I turn to you in desperation, seeking comfort and relief from my pain.
My eye have numbed
I am unable to see things clearly due to the emotional pain I am experiencing.
my words have died
I am speechless and incapable of expressing my emotions.
can't witness what I've become
I am ashamed of the person I have become and unable to face myself.
God could burn my eyes
I am unworthy of God's love and feel deserving of punishment.
I can't bear you to look at me
I am filled with shame and cannot bear the thought of being seen.
is there nowhere I can hide
I am searching for escape, but unable to find it.
Like some desperation Angel
I am like an angel in despair, seeking redemption and salvation.
and in desperation Angel
I am an angel in a state of desperation, seeking divine intervention.
I've come running home to you
I am returning to you for comfort and reassurance.
trust in me my angel
I am pleading with you to have faith in me despite my flaws.
you'll never know what I've been through
You cannot understand the depth of pain and suffering I have endured.
never know what I've been through
No one can truly comprehend the extent of my hardships.
no no, never know what I've been through
It is impossible to fully grasp the extent of my pain and suffering.
I'm your desperation Angel
I am the embodiment of desperation, in need of your love and care.
running back to you
I am returning to you, seeking solace and comfort.
Contributed by Savannah B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.