My Life
Lil B Lyrics

Long nights, niggers never gave a fuck,
I've been through difficult times and didn't have anyone to rely on.

Dirty ass room, no new drugs.
I didn't have much and my environment wasn't ideal, but I didn't let it stop me.

Niggers mad cause Ive got my way out the system,
People are jealous of my success because I made it out of a system that's meant to keep us down.

I did probation, I did ., I did house arrest
I've been in trouble with the law and had to do whatever the court asked of me.

I did 12 steps, I did drug class, I did counseling,
I had to work hard on myself and my behaviors in order to turn my life around.

I did every fucking thing that the court ask me to.
I didn't shirk any responsibility and did everything I was told to do.

I did youth court, I pay restitution,
I had to make reparations for my actions and face the consequences of my mistakes.

One man with a plan, now its so polluted.
I had goals and worked hard to achieve them, but now that I'm successful, people try to bring me down.

Niggers fell of; I had to bounce back,
People who were once close to me gave up or let me down, so I had to pick myself back up.

Shit changes when the young niggers get on platinum
Money and success can change people, especially young people who come from challenging situations.

Used to be a robber, but the gang checked me,
I used to be involved in criminal activity, but my gang held me accountable and helped me turn my life around.

Juvenile life, I . in thirty years.
I was given a harsh sentence as a juvenile and faced the prospect of spending most of my life in prison.

In the court room, my momma cried thirty tears.
My legal troubles were hard on my family, especially my mother.

My whole life in the hands of the fucking jury.
My fate was decided by a group of strangers who knew nothing about me or my life.

Juvenile felon, didnt need a weapon,
I was charged as a felon even though I didn't use a weapon in my crime.

Rent to the. so low, peoples houses.
I had to rent a place to live in an area where people were struggling to make ends meet.

Lord, please forgive me!
I ask for forgiveness for any wrongs that I've committed.

Im already cursed,
I feel like I'm carrying a burden and can't escape my past mistakes.

Niggers told me . for the glamor.
People tried to get me involved in crime for the sake of wealth and status.

Toasted in the hood, that . shut gun on me.
I've been threatened with violence in my own neighborhood.

Niggers had a in the scraper,
People were driving dangerously in my area.

See it in the eyes, uh, you?
Can you relate to the struggles that I've faced?

Side gun to the chest, boys drove of!
I was threatened with gun violence and narrowly avoided being hurt or killed.

Another day in the hood, get you broke off,
Life is tough in my neighborhood and can take a toll on you.

When your bitch
When the people in your life let you down or betray you.

Niggers. and niggers rob me, but Im still
I've been taken advantage of and robbed multiple times, but I didn't let it stop me from trying to improve my life.

Tiny pants, new rug, but Im still dogging.
Even though I don't have much, I'm still pushing forward and trying to make the most of what I have.

.we stay hustling, .until my mommas fucking grave.
My family has always had to work hard and struggle to make ends meet, and I'll keep doing it as long as I'm alive.

I wept the world, our attorneys around the way,
I'm exerting myself to try to have a positive impact on the world, even though I come from humble origins.

If you aint real, then I
I value honesty and authenticity in people.

You can see the picture when youre inside the frame,
It's hard to see the big picture when you're in the midst of a situation, but taking a step back can help provide clarity.

And I get it off, this aint no fucking game.
I take my music and my message seriously, and I'm not playing around.

A couple dudes doing life and you pay the price,
The consequences of our actions can impact us and those around us for a long time.

Three young bro, .took his life.
I've known people who died too young and have seen the devastation it can cause.

You can ask, Ive never been a plain hater,
I'm not the type of person to bring others down or judge them unfairly.

Nigger I got fucking pain in my fucking brain.
I carry emotional pain with me, and it's not something that can be easily fixed or ignored.

Many dont feel, when its no fucking game,
Some people don't understand the struggles and dangers that people like me face every day.

I go anywhere, nigger ask my fucking name!
I'm proud of who I am and where I come from, and I won't back down from anyone.

Nigger been solid, since nigger Im solid,
I've never wavered in my convictions or my loyalty to my friends and family.

Nigger funny man when Im smoking and Im still shopping.
I can still find humor and enjoyment in life, even when things are tough.