I Wonder
Neil Young Lyrics


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I wonder if I care as much
As I did before

Last night I cried myself to sleep
For the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to greet the day,
And wondered why I had to pay
The tears that I have shed by day
Give relief and wash away
The memory of the night before
I wonder if I'll suffer more

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before

My pride is made to say forgive
And take the blame for what you did
It's your mistakes I'm thinkin' of
I wonder if I'm still in love
My heart can't thrive on misery
My life it has no destiny
When things get more
Than I can bear
I ask myself, do I still care?




I wonder if I care as much
As I did before

Overall Meaning

In this song, Neil Young is expressing his loneliness and heartbreak after a breakup. He wonders who his ex-girlfriend is with and who is holding her tight. However, he acknowledges that there is nothing he can do to change the situation, and he never cared too much anyway. He tells himself that he will forget her someday, and he can try again. The repetition of the same lines emphasizes the torment of the singerโ€™s thoughts and his inability to overcome his sorrow. The simplicity of the lyrics underscores the all-consuming pain of heartbreak.


Neil Young's song "I Wonder" was written in 1964 and first released in 1983 on the album "Old Ways." The song has a simple yet emotional melody, with a classic country feel that is typical of much of Young's early work. It is one of the earliest examples of his ability to convey raw emotion through songwriting, which became a hallmark of his career. Neil Young is widely considered one of the greatest songwriters of all time, and "I Wonder" is one of his most beloved early songs.


Line by Line Meaning

Well I wonder who's with her tonight
The singer is questioning who his former lover is spending the night with.


And I wonder who is holding her tight
The singer is wondering who his former lover is cuddled up with.


But there's nothing I can say
The singer acknowledges that he cannot change the situation.


To make him go away
The artist wishes he could make his former lover's new partner leave.


Well I never cared too much anyway
The artist is trying to convince themselves they never truly cared for their former lover.


Well I guess that I'll forget her someday
Despite the pain of the current situation, the singer knows that they will eventually move on.


Well I guess that I can give it another try
The singer is considering giving love another chance.


There's no used to just sitting here and crying
The artist realizes that wallowing in self-pity won't change anything.




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Written by: Donald Everly

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Comments from YouTube:

HIMcDonnough

I remember this on MTV way back when and I always thought it was goofy, and I made fun of it. It popped into my head for some reason, so I looked it up and here I am. Now though, itโ€™s actually great! I love it. Such a catchy tune and unique video. Maybe just nostalgia, but Iโ€™m glad that I revisited this song and video.

chris krueger

Same here!

Michele Herbert

I think everyone of our generation laughed at the video and made fun of it back in the 80โ€™s. I know my sister and I did. And the other day it popped into my head and I looked it up and I had to send it right away to my sister and we were laughing. Yes itโ€™s much better hearing it today than back then when we made fun of everything!

Armorer 94

It IS goofy. But that's why I've always loved it. Very absurdist, tongue planted firmly in-cheek. Some people didn't get the joke. I did. Recorded it with a cassette off the TV, that's so much I liked it. And nearly 40 years on, I still like it.

DeadlyRamon

The song sounds much better to me now, when I'm almost 50, then it did when I first encountered it on MTV in my late preadolescence.

sweethands

Same happened to me. Its aged well.

TheCanine2

An atypical retro tune done nicely by Neil Young. I remember seeing him do this song at a concert in about '82 or '83. The audience booed him big time. They just didn't get it. They wanted to see Neil Young the hippie. Rock concert audiences are too often a bunch of morons who don't understand or appreciate a true iconoclast. They go for the packaged rebellion instead. What is that, like a '57 Cadillac?

Chris White

How dare they not like something they don't like!

Anna LA

I was about 10 when I heard this and really only knew a few NY songs but knew enough to recognize how different this was. I didnโ€™t get that he was stick inโ€™ it to the man but the video made me laugh. His expressions killed me! I also find it a catchy tune.

Lyne Miller

I also saw him booed during this tour in Philly. Being hardcore NY fan I stayed & got a kick out of it.

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