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Shota Shimizu Lyrics

今更帰れないよ あの場所は
It's too late to go back to that place now

どんな素敵な思い出も 心にしまっておくべきなのさ
No matter how beautiful the memories are, we should keep them in our hearts

今でも思い出すよ それでいいんだ
I still remember it and that's okay

心配ないよ まだ歌えるよ
Don't worry, I can still sing

いつか帰るよ 僕だけの home
One day I'll go back to my own home

急な通り雨 募る苛立ち心に掃き溜め
A sudden passing rain, accumulating frustration, and sweeping it into my heart

あれからいくつの季節を越え
After passing through many seasons

でもまだ聞こえてくる故郷の声
But I can still hear the voice of my homeland

格好つけて飛び出した
I left in a cool way

別れ惜しむ人達 裏切った
I betrayed the people I was reluctant to leave

結果になった こんなボロボロの夢
This dream of mine turned into this messy reality

1人じゃどうしようもなかった
I couldn't do it alone

そんな時に出会った人々
People I met at that time

きっと人はそんなに強くない
Surely, people are not that strong

だから 嫉妬やエゴに 飲まれてしまいそうになるよ
That's why we are prone to being consumed by jealousy and ego

でもそんな僕を優しく抱きしめた 悲しくて泣いた
But those people hugged me gently and cried with sadness

自分の弱さがそのとき理解った でも夢叶った少しそんな気になった
I understood my own weakness at that moment, but I felt like my dream had come true a little bit

そして僕は home ができた
And then I was able to create my home

まるでマイホーム みたいなでかい支えが
It was like a huge support, just like my own home

明快に見えた 世界変わった
The world became clear and things changed

息をするのが楽になった
Breathing became easier

1秒1秒成長してくみんな
Every second, everyone is growing

だから出会えてよかった こうなれてよかった
That's why it was good to have met, and it's good to be like this

だから僕は何もかもを話した
That's why I talked about everything

心安らげる場所 誰にでも1つはある筈だよ
Everyone should have a place where they can feel at ease

僕は同じ日々生きた仲間達や 隣にいてくれた恋人や それを失ってでも かなえたい夢
I have friends who lived the same days, lovers who were next to me, and dreams that I want to fulfill even if it means losing them

それも失って でも また思い出させてくれた
Even though I lost them, they reminded me of those memories

新しい僕の home がここにある でもまだ思い出す
My new home is here, but I still remember

なかなか寝付けず 同じ夢繰り返し見てる僕
I can't fall asleep easily, and I have been seeing the same dream repeated

あの頃自分を受け入れてくれた場所
The place where I was accepted for who I was back then

全てそれが最初
That was the beginning of it all

払う代償の大小に関わらず
Regardless of the size of the price to be paid

愛情にはもっと敏感でいたいな
I want to be more sensitive to love

痛いやって思わせたくないから
Because I don't want to make you feel hurt

リタイヤなんてさせたくないから
Because I don't want you to retire

そうやって見つけた生きてく術
That's how I found a way to live

偏見にまみれた常識崩れ
Common sense has been tarnished by prejudice

突付けば壊れそうな程脆くて
It's so fragile that it seems like it would break if pushed

でも何故か笑顔が絶えなくて
But for some reason, the smile never fades away

そんな風に思えたのきっと
I'm sure I felt that way

初めてで でも惨め けど綺麗で
It's my first time, and it's miserable, but it's beautiful too

何もない空が輝いて 瞬いて その瞬間僕らはまた泣いて
The empty sky shines and twinkles, and at that moment we cry again

これまでを振り返れば 浮かぶ笑顔や涙 こんなに震えるほど映し出す
If we look back over the past, the smiles and tears that come to mind reflect so strongly that they make me tremble

それが僕自身の未来へ繋がると 信じている 僕だけの home 信じているから
I believe that this will lead me to my own future, and I believe in my home because I believe in it