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NO HALO
BROCKHAMPTON Lyrics


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I don't know where I'm goin'
If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin'

I ain't tryna get like all up in your head again, Montana, 'Lanta
Maybe I should just go mosey my ass over to your house
What about the sight of you up on the couch, so cozy, lowly lit
Like rosy cheeks, oh you so cozy with somebody else
Get nervous, my stomach churning, burning
I'm beat, ready to knock some teeth out of his ass
Late night corner, we pass
Lick that Swisher, get red
Used to skip rocks 'round that bend
We don't go there no more
We don't see sun no more
Baby wanna raid the whole apartment like the FBI
Takin' everything, from pots and pans, to fans and Goldeneye
Everything 'cept the dog
Everything in the drawers
Used to be so perfect, but it's never gettin' solved

I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my eyes go red
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my, no one help when my-
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my eyes go red
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my, no one help when my-

Do I matter? I'm ecstatic, I'm depressed
More like God's special mess, never had no halo
Trippy, I can barely hike it out of bed
Time bomb under it, persuading you to hop in
Hmm, options, runnin' out of options
Hmm, options, used to have options
Hmm, options, runnin' out of options
Hmm, options, used to have options

I don't know where I'm goin'
If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin'
I don't know where I'm goin'
If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin'

I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my eyes go red
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my, no one help when my-
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my eyes go red
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my, no one help when my-

Used to fight all my night terrors, now I smoke through the dreams
Depression put me into places where I'm stuck in the seams
They seal my mouth, and said the only way to breathe is to scream
Pop the stitches from society and fall to my knees
The machines weavin' our fate are gettin' harder to please
But I believe to an extreme
(And we all can find a way)
To anybody listenin', that's in between
(And we all can find a way)

Went to church for the hell of it, stumbled in drunk as shit
Been goin' through it again
Been talkin' to myself, wonderin' who I am, been thinkin', I am better than Him
In times like these, I just need to believe it's all part of a plan
Lost a part of me, but I am still here

Wash it out of all of me to feel the fire (maybe, I been gone for a minute)
But you know, you know that's a lie (no one help me when my eyes go)
Wash it out of all of me to feel the fire (maybe, I been gone for a minute)
But you know, you know that's a lie (no one help me when my eyes go)

I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my eyes go red
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my, no one help when my-
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my eyes go red
I'm sure I'll find it
No one help me when my, no one help when my

Overall Meaning

In BROCKHAMPTON's song NO HALO, the artist is grappling with feelings of confusion and uncertainty. The opening lines, "I don't know where I'm goin' / If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin'," reflect a general sense of aimlessness and a willingness to take risks. The artist is finding themselves overthinking about their ex-partner in Montana or Atlanta – possibly considering returning to their ex-partner's house and the sight of them with someone else, which causes them to feel anxious, betrayed, and angry.


Throughout the song, the artist struggles with self-doubt, depression and other personal demons. They question their own existence, "Do I matter?" and seem to wonder why there is no divine intervention from God to save them from their struggles. The song builds on this idea of personal strife and pain as the artist begins to describe how they used to “fight all my night terrors, now I smoke through the dreams."


The lyrics to NO HALO revolve around the themes of isolation, confusion, depression, and the struggle to find a sense of direction. The song touches on the idea that everyone has their own personal demons and that nobody can truly help another fully understand what they are going through. It highlights the reality that we all face difficult and emotional experiences, but it's up to us to find our own way through them.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't know where I'm goin'
I am uncertain about my future plans and direction


If I gotta take the high road, I'm rollin'
I am willing to take the difficult and challenging path if necessary


I ain't tryna get like all up in your head again, Montana, 'Lanta
I do not want to be intrusive or cause stress or anxiety like in past experiences with others


Maybe I should just go mosey my ass over to your house
Perhaps I should casually visit you at your home


What about the sight of you up on the couch, so cozy, lowly lit
The thought of seeing you comfortably settled on the couch in dim lighting


Like rosy cheeks, oh you so cozy with somebody else
Like blushing cheeks, you appear very comfortable and cozy with someone else


Get nervous, my stomach churning, burning
I become anxious, with a churning and burning feeling in my stomach


I'm beat, ready to knock some teeth out of his ass
I am exhausted and ready to engage in physical violence against someone who has caused me anger or distress


Late night corner, we pass
We are walking past a corner late at night


Lick that Swisher, get red
Smoking a Swisher cigar, causing my eyes to turn red


Used to skip rocks 'round that bend
In the past, we would casually skip rocks around that bend in the road


We don't go there no more
We do not visit that area anymore


We don't see sun no more
We no longer see daylight or brightness


Baby wanna raid the whole apartment like the FBI
You want to thoroughly search and take everything from the apartment like the FBI


Takin' everything, from pots and pans, to fans and Goldeneye
Taking anything and everything from kitchenware like pots and pans to fans and video games like Goldeneye


Everything 'cept the dog
Leaving behind only the pet dog


Everything in the drawers
Taking all items within the drawers


Used to be so perfect, but it's never gettin' solved
Things used to be ideal in our relationship, but it will never be resolved


I'm sure I'll find it
I am confident that I will eventually find what I am looking for


No one help me when my eyes go red
No one offers assistance or support when I become emotional or upset


Do I matter? I'm ecstatic, I'm depressed
I question my own importance and experience both intense joy and sorrow


More like God's special mess, never had no halo
Rather than a perfect and divine being, I am flawed and have never been considered a saint


Trippy, I can barely hike it out of bed
I struggle to get out of bed because everything feels surreal


Time bomb under it, persuading you to hop in
Something is dangerously unstable and urging you to join in or engage


Hmm, options, runnin' out of options
I am running out of viable choices or plans


Used to have options
I previously had more choices available


Used to fight all my night terrors, now I smoke through the dreams
I used to overcome my nightmares through sheer willpower, but now I use smoking to cope with them


Depression put me into places where I'm stuck in the seams
My depression has led me to dark and difficult places where I feel trapped and stuck


They seal my mouth, and said the only way to breathe is to scream
Others silenced me and claimed that the only way to express myself is through shouting or yelling


Pop the stitches from society and fall to my knees
Breaking free from societal norms and expectations, I collapse on my knees


The machines weavin' our fate are gettin' harder to please
The systems and structures that dictate our future are becoming increasingly difficult to satisfy or appease


But I believe to an extreme
Despite everything, I still maintain strong beliefs and values


And we all can find a way
We are all capable of finding a path or solution


Went to church for the hell of it, stumbled in drunk as shit
I went to church without a serious intention or motivation, and was intoxicated


Been goin' through it again
I have been experiencing difficulties and challenges again


Been talkin' to myself, wonderin' who I am, been thinkin', I am better than Him
I have been having inner dialogue questioning my identity, and wondering if I am superior to a higher power


In times like these, I just need to believe it's all part of a plan
During tough situations, I cling to the belief that everything is part of a greater purpose or design


Lost a part of me, but I am still here
I have experienced a loss or change in myself, but I am still alive and present


Wash it out of all of me to feel the fire (maybe, I been gone for a minute)
I need to cleanse myself of negative feelings in order to feel passion and enthusiasm again (perhaps because I have been away for some time)


But you know, you know that's a lie (no one help me when my eyes go)
You know that statement is not true, and no one offers me assistance or support when I become emotional




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Ciaran McDonald, Dominique Simpson, Ian Simpson, Jabari Manwarring, Matthew Garrett Champion, Romil Hemnani, Russell Evan Boring, Ryan Beatty, William Anku Kraka Mawuli Ando Wood

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