Who Goes There
Bladee Lyrics

Who goes there, it's the ghost of october
I am here, but I'm like a ghost from the past, a haunting reminder of October that no one wants to see

Summer is over, now I'm going nowhere
With the end of summer comes stagnation, and I feel like I'm not going anywhere in life

Who holds her, it's not me i'm a loner
I cannot hold onto someone because I am often alone and detached from others

But I don't wanna go, go, go there
Despite my loneliness, I don't want to go to that place of emotional attachment and vulnerability

You're sober, that's not me I'm a stoner
I am not like you, I am not sober, I am a stoner who prefers to escape reality

I prefer it when the world moves slower
I am more comfortable when things move at a slower pace as it gives me time to process my thoughts

Who goes there, it's just me I'm a soldier
I am the only one here, fighting a battle against my own inner demons, and I am the only one that can persevere

I come from the snow, it's cold, cold, colder
My past is a place of loneliness and isolation, where nothing ever changed, and it was always bitterly cold

You don't know what I am, I'm a sick man
You cannot understand the pain and suffering that I carry with me, and that is what makes me a sick man

And this world feels so distant
The world around me seems like it's slowly slipping away from my grasp, and I feel helpless to stop it

But today I'm feeling so indifferent
Today, I feel nothing. I am numb and unfeeling, disconnected from everything around me

Every friday is Halloween
Every day feels like a nightmare, and everything seems to be like Halloween - eerie, unsettling, and surreal

My week is a dream
My life feels like a blur, a dreamlike state where nothing is real, and nothing seems to matter

I'm just working in my sleep
My daily routine has become automatic, meaningless, and robotic, as if I'm going through the motions even in my sleep

By any means I be low-key
I keep a low profile, and I avoid drawing attention to myself by any means necessary

I'm gonna need a reason to be seen
I am not interested in being seen or recognized unless there is a reason for it, as I do not want to reveal myself to others

All the prayers for nothing :(
Despite the prayers and hope, nothing seems to change or get better, and it is a source of disappointment and sorrow

No touching, I find it disgusting
Physical touch and intimacy is something that I find repulsive and unsettling, and I avoid it at all costs

Flying in my lane with my cousin
I am making my way through life with my cousin, hoping to find a path forward even as we feel lost and adrift

Why they buggin, I don't do discussion
I do not like to engage in discussions or debates, and I do not understand why people keep bothering me about it

I'm on an airplane to London
I am trying to escape from my current reality by running away to another place, like London

They want something from me all of a sudden
People only seem to want my attention or affection when it is convenient for them, and I am tired of being used

I'll come up when I'm summoned
Despite my reluctance to engage with others, I will respond when summoned, as I cannot ignore them forever

I heard everything was gonna change but it wasn't
Despite promises and rumors, nothing really changes or gets better, and I am left disappointed and disillusioned