自傷無色
KK Lyrics

KK's 自傷無色 (Jishou Mushoku or Self-Injury Without Color) is a deeply introspective and melancholy song that confronts the feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness that are often associated with self-harm and depression. The opening lines express the desire to become someone else, to shed one's own identity and become like someone else who seems more worthwhile, before questioning whether this is really what "I" want or if "I" am just seeking validation. The second verse continues this theme, expressing a desire to die and be forgotten, believing that the pain one's own life creates for others could be avoided if they weren't around at all.

In the chorus, KK reflects on the impact their existence has on the world - on one hand, believing that their continued existence causes thousands of people sadness and wishing they could disappear, but on the other hand recognizing that their death would bring happiness to others and wondering if anyone would even miss them. The bridge acknowledges the universality of death and the eventual breakdown of identity before returning to the refrain, questioning why someone else would continue to smile in the face of the singer's pain and suggesting that if they weren't around, there would be no reason for goodbyes. The final lines express anger at whoever or whatever it is that is stopping the singer from taking their own life, finding nothing amusing about the situation.

Overall, KK's lyrics are a raw and honest depiction of depression and the desperate, often self-destructive thoughts and feelings that come with it. The longing to be someone else, the desire to die and be forgotten, and the belief that one's existence causes pain and suffering to others are all common themes in depression and self-harm, and KK's frank acknowledgement of these feelings makes the song a powerful and moving reflection on mental health.