Knife Going In
Tegan and Sara Lyrics


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If I don't recover
Sell this house and find
Something lost outside your window
Not forever
But on the night I die
I swear I'll sleep outside your window

I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass

Emy, should I stop?
Do you think I'll make it
To the morning if it's written?
Stitch it up
The kind of song I know
Causes mother, sister, lover worry

I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass

I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass

I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious




Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass

Overall Meaning

The song "Knife Going In" by Tegan and Sara is a poignant and emotional track, exploring the pain and anxiety of a failing relationship. The lyrics are filled with powerful imagery and metaphor, as the singer struggles to come to terms with their feelings of hurt, desperation and helplessness.


The opening lines of the song suggest a kind of acceptance, as the singer admits that if they don't recover from whatever has happened, their lover should sell the house and move on. This sense of finality is undercut, however, by the desperate plea to "sleep outside your window" on the night they die, suggesting that the singer is not yet ready to let go completely.


The metaphor of the knife is used throughout the song, as the singer describes how they feel the "knife going in" and experiencing anxiety, but acknowledging that it's "not enough to kill me". This sense of being wounded but not fatally so is juxtaposed with the idea of letting the knife "pass," suggesting a resigned unwillingness to confront the problem head-on. In the end, the song is a powerful and moving exploration of the lingering pain caused by a broken relationship, and the ways in which the past can haunt us even as we try to move on.


Line by Line Meaning

If I don't recover
In the unlikely event of my demise


Sell this house and find
Get rid of this property and start anew


Something lost outside your window
Something valuable within your reach


Not forever
Just for a temporary time


But on the night I die
When I eventually pass away


I swear I'll sleep outside your window
I'll always be near


I feel the knife going in
I sense a great deal of pain


I'm feeling anxious
I'm worried and frightened


Not enough to kill me
Not strong enough to fatally harm me


I thought it'd happen fast
I expected it to be quick


But I'm feeling it now
It's actually begun to take effect


And I feel anxious
I'm more worried now


Sleeping inches from me
Existing dangerously close


I let it pass
I allowed it to slip by


Emy, should I stop?
Emotionally conflicted and reaching out for guidance


Do you think I'll make it
Am I going to be successful?


To the morning if it's written?
Can I go on until the next day if it's predestined?


Stitch it up
Fix the situation


The kind of song I know
The type of situation I've encountered before


Causes mother, sister, lover worry
Creates concern for those closest to me


I feel the knife going in
The pain is becoming stronger


I'm feeling anxious
The fear is intensifying


Not enough to kill me
Not lethal yet


I thought it'd happen fast
I expected it to be over quickly


But I'm feeling it now
But it's actually happening now


And I feel anxious
And my anxiety is growing


Sleeping inches from me
Existing too close for comfort


I let it pass
I chose to ignore it


I feel the knife going in
The pain is becoming almost unbearable


I'm feeling anxious
The fear is overwhelming


Not enough to kill me
Still not lethal


I thought it'd happen fast
I anticipated this to end quickly


But I'm feeling it now
But it's currently affecting me


And I feel anxious
My anxiety is taking over


Sleeping inches from me
Dangerously close


I let it pass
I chose to disregard it




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Sara Keirsten Quin, Tegan Rain Quin

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Comments from YouTube:

4getfull111

love them

Michael Hernandez

haha Tegan: "did you put them away? Okay, you put them away. winks "

Th3K1nG4

That's because the lyrics are "Emy should I stop".

Cheyenne Reid

Sounds like she says "Emmy should I stop" at 1:07

Kyler Alexzander

Because those are the lyrics

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