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J. Cole Lyrics


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Oh right, oh
Oh why na-da-da-da
I keep my head high
I got my wings to carry me
I don't know freedom
I want my dreams to rescue me
I keep my faith strong
I ask the Lord to follow me
I've been unfaithful
I don't know why you call on me

This is my canvas
I'ma paint it how I want it baby, oh I
This is my canvas
I'ma paint it, paint it, paint it, how I want it nigga
Fuck you cause there
There is no right or wrong
Only a song
I like to write alone
Be in my zone
Think back to Forest Hills, no perfect home
But the only thing like home I've ever known
Until they snatched it from my mama
And foreclosed her on the loan
I'm so sorry that I left you there to deal with that alone
I was up in New York City chasin' panties gettin' dome
Had no clue what you was goin' through
How could you be so strong?
And how could I be so selfish, I know I can be so selfish
I could tell by how I treat you with my girl
Damn she so selfless, but she put up with my way
Because she loves me like you do
And though it do not always show I love her just like I love you
And I need to treat you better
Wish you could live forever, so we could spend more time together

I keep my head high
I got my wings to carry me
I don't know freedom
I want my dreams to rescue me
I keep my faith strong
I ask the Lord to follow me
I've been unfaithful
I don't know why you call on me

Apparently, you believe in me, you believe in me
Apparently, you believe in me and I thank you for it

Another day another rhyme ho
Another day another time zone
Today I woke up feelin' horny so it's only right
I got two bitches playin' on my trumbone
Keep up, never sure where the words would take me
Niggas eat em up, and regurgitate me
Shit trump tight never slurred or lazy
Give em' words and the urge to raise me
Nigga please
Best friends really make great for enemies
My watch came niggas can't wait for one of these
I see you nigga, this ain't no Rolex, it's a AP nigga
I'm hot dog, catch up to me nigga
Uh, couldn't resist
Aim for the stars and I shit in the mist
But I was ridin' on fumes so I stopped by the moon
Now I'm sittin' on the hood of this bitch
Like thanks for the view
Waitin' on thanks from a few cause without me you wouldn't exist
You know that shit gave you the blueprint don't forget
Cole is your phone on zero percent
Going off, now niggas showin' off
Niggas swear they hard but they flowin' soft
I'm taking off like boing on a big ass Boeing
Gettin' head like a coin toss
Too easy

I keep my head high
I got my wings to carry me
I don't know freedom
I want my dreams to rescue me
I keep my faith strong
I ask the lord to follow me
I've been unfaithful
I don't know why you call on me

Apparently, you believe in me, you believe in me
Apparently, you believe in me and I thank you for it

Overall Meaning

The song "Apparently" by J. Cole is a reflection on the artist's past mistakes and the importance of forgiveness and redemption. The opening lines set the tone of the song with "Oh why na-da-da-da, I keep my head high, I got my wings to carry me, I don't know freedom, I want my dreams to rescue me." These lines speak to Cole's struggles with finding his place in the world and the freedom he seeks through pursuing his dreams. However, he also recognizes that he has made mistakes and been unfaithful, unsure of why anyone would still call on him for support.


The second verse delves into a more personal side of Cole's life, with references to his past relationships and the guilt he feels for not being there for his family. He reflects on his selfish choices and how they have affected the people closest to him. The chorus repeats the themes of seeking redemption and gratitude towards those who believe in him.


The final verse showcases Cole's lyrical abilities, with intricate wordplay and a confident delivery. It speaks to his position in the music industry and the hard work he has put in to achieve success. The song ends with a sense of hope, as Cole acknowledges the support he has received and the gratitude he feels towards those who believe in him.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh right, oh
Starting with an affirmation, probably in response to something someone just said or did.


Oh why na-da-da-da
Asking a rhetorical question, probably about an action or situation.


I keep my head high
Maintaining a positive attitude despite challenges or setbacks.


I got my wings to carry me
Feeling empowered to reach one's goals and dreams.


I don't know freedom
Feeling constrained, possibly by society or personal circumstances.


I want my dreams to rescue me
Hopeful that achieving one's dreams will bring fulfillment and satisfaction.


I keep my faith strong
Holding onto one's beliefs and values, even in difficult times.


I ask the Lord to follow me
Seeking spiritual guidance and support in life.


I've been unfaithful
Acknowledging one's own wrongdoing or mistakes.


I don't know why you call on me
Feeling unworthy of someone else's trust or attention.


This is my canvas
Viewing one's life as a work of art to be created and shaped.


I'ma paint it how I want it baby, oh I
Taking ownership and control over one's life and future.


Fuck you cause there
Expressing disregard for societal expectations or norms.


There is no right or wrong
Believing that morality is subjective and personal.


Only a song
Acknowledging the power of music to convey emotions and messages.


I like to write alone
Preferring to work independently to express oneself creatively.


Be in my zone
Finding focus and inspiration in one's own personal space or mindset.


Think back to Forest Hills, no perfect home
Reflecting on one's upbringing and acknowledging its imperfections.


But the only thing like home I've ever known
Feeling a sense of nostalgia and longing for a place or time in the past.


Until they snatched it from my mama
Experiencing loss or hardship due to external circumstances.


And foreclosed her on the loan
Facing financial struggles and consequences.


I'm so sorry that I left you there to deal with that alone
Expressing regret for not being present or supportive during a difficult period for someone else.


I was up in New York City chasin' panties gettin' dome
Admitting to selfish behavior and prioritizing personal pleasure over responsibilities or relationships.


Had no clue what you was goin' through
Realizing one's own ignorance or lack of understanding about someone else's struggles.


How could you be so strong?
Admiring someone else's resilience and determination in the face of adversity.


And how could I be so selfish, I know I can be so selfish
Acknowledging one's own flaws and tendency towards self-centeredness.


I could tell by how I treat you with my girl
Realizing that one's behavior towards others can reveal patterns or tendencies in personal relationships.


Damn she so selfless, but she put up with my way
Grateful for a partner or loved one who is patient, understanding, and supportive.


Because she loves me like you do
Feeling loved and appreciated by the people in one's life, despite one's mistakes or shortcomings.


And though it do not always show I love her just like I love you
Expressing affection and appreciation for multiple people in one's life.


And I need to treat you better
Recognizing the need for self-improvement in order to foster healthy relationships with others.


Wish you could live forever, so we could spend more time together
Expressing love and longing for someone who has passed away or who is no longer as present in one's life.


Apparently, you believe in me, you believe in me
Grateful for someone else's trust and support in one's personal endeavors.


Another day another rhyme ho
Approaching one's profession or craft with a routine or dedicated mindset.


Another day another time zone
Acknowledging the demands of a busy or challenging travel schedule.


Today I woke up feelin' horny so it's only right
Humorously referencing one's own sexual desires or urges.


I got two bitches playin' on my trumbone
Flaunting one's ability to attract or engage with multiple romantic partners.


Keep up, never sure where the words would take me
Emphasizing the unpredictable nature of creative inspiration and expression.


Niggas eat em up, and regurgitate me
Observing the tendency for others to mimic or copy one's style or ideas.


Shit trump tight never slurred or lazy
Proudly asserting one's skill and precision in creating music.


Give em' words and the urge to raise me
Inspiring others with one's lyrics and music to elevate their own abilities and aspirations.


Nigga please
Dismissing someone else's argument or point of view as baseless or invalid.


Best friends really make great for enemies
Expressing the potential for close relationships to turn sour or competitive over time.


My watch came niggas can't wait for one of these
Boasting about one's material possessions and perceived status.


I see you nigga, this ain't no Rolex, it's a AP nigga
Asserting the quality and value of one's watch in comparison to other luxury brands.


I'm hot dog, catch up to me nigga
Comparing oneself to a fast-moving object or entity that is difficult to keep up with.


Uh, couldn't resist
Commenting on a moment of impulse or temptation.


Aim for the stars and I shit in the mist
Setting high goals or aspirations and striving to achieve them.


But I was ridin' on fumes so I stopped by the moon
Continuing to pursue one's goals despite being exhausted or depleted.


Now I'm sittin' on the hood of this bitch
Enjoying the satisfaction of achieving a goal or reaching a milestone.


Like thanks for the view
Appreciating and acknowledging the support or contributions of others who helped one reach a goal.


Waitin' on thanks from a few cause without me you wouldn't exist
Asserting one's role or contributions in the success of others or a greater project.


You know that shit gave you the blueprint don't forget
Reminding others of one's influence or guidance in their work or career.


Cole is your phone on zero percent
Asking a rhetorical or playful question directed at someone else.


Going off, now niggas showin' off
Observing others' tendency to boast or flaunt their success or status.


Niggas swear they hard but they flowin' soft
Criticizing or dismissing others' perceived lack of authenticity or skill in their music or art.


I'm taking off like boing on a big ass Boeing
Expressing confidence and enthusiasm for one's rising success or career trajectory.


Gettin' head like a coin toss
Jokingly referencing oral sex as a casual experience or activity.


Too easy
Asserting the ease or simplicity of something, possibly in a sarcastic or humorous way.


Apparently, you believe in me, you believe in me
Repeating gratitude for someone else's trust and support in one's personal endeavors.


Apparently, you believe in me and I thank you for it
Closing the song with a final expression of gratitude and appreciation.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Spirit Music Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JERMAINE L. COLE, FILIPPO TRECCA, DAMON COLEMAN

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Comments from YouTube:

@terrywhitney9768

Who else is currently having a J. Cole marathon???

@WhiteMJ

24/7

@justanotherisekaiprotagoni7293

Terry Whitney lol this song is kicking the marathon off

@LL-il9ke

Me

@azpect7058

Terry Whitney I’m on a long drive just playing all his songs

@noahshepherd7050

Always! -Leesa

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@RealityContradiction

His wife will be a blessed woman. His heart is gold. It shows thru his music.

@mort3official404

Especially when he talks about sex every other second.

@RealityContradiction

Martin Bailey Please troll elsewhere.

@marvinmwiti9305

I dont believe it was a troll,.think he meant their sex life will be fire

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