My Stress
NF Lyrics

Yeah, some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
There are times when I wish I could rid myself of the negative thoughts inside my mind.

I just want relief from my stress
I am seeking a way to alleviate the burdensome amount of stress that I am experiencing.

Some days, I don't wanna see or Have a bunch of people to impress
Occasionally, I desire to be alone and not feel the pressure of impressing others.

Late nights, starin' out the window doin' eighty-five Got my state of mind Yeah, walkin' on that grey line Hopin' that my stress dies
When I am up late, driving and lost in thought, I am barely holding myself together; I am walking a fine line between managing my stress and succumbing to it.

It's like I hate it, but I love it at the same time Pressure pushin' me from all sides Insecurities of all kinds Yeah, I'm a hostage to my own pride
I feel a love-hate relationship with the stressful circumstances in my life; I am under immense pressure and dealing with insecurities, yet my pride stops me from seeking help.

Most important things in life to me are things I know I can't buy Yeah, it's me in phases
The things that truly matter to me, such as love and happiness, cannot be bought; my mood and mindset fluctuate often.

I'm not in the mood, yeah, to meet another stranger I'm not in the mood, yeah, to have a conversation And talk about a bunch of things that I don't feel amazed with Gettin' too close to me, woo, could be dangerous I don't like the energy, I leave the situation
I am not interested in meeting new people or having superficial conversations about things that do not interest me. I am guarded and prefer to keep my distance for fear of being hurt.

All this negativity that I can't get away from All this negativity, I think I need a break from
The overwhelming amount of negativity in my life is suffocating me; I am in dire need of a break.

Yo, this life got my head spinnin' Wonder what I'd do if I knew these were my last minutes Wonder if I had a week to live, would I stay trippin'? Wastin' every day that I had left tryna sell tickets
My life is spinning out of control, and I often wonder what I would do if I knew my time was limited. Would I continue to stress and work myself to the bone, or would I take the time to enjoy life and do things that truly matter?

Or maybe call my dad, say I love him and laugh with him Take a couple days and get away from this fast livin' I don't love my work the way I did Man, this whole business has got me feelin' jaded
Perhaps I should take a step back and prioritize what truly matters in life. I should spend time with loved ones and take a break from my fast-paced lifestyle that is making me feel worn out and disenchanted.

Friends I had, now they act different, it's all switchin', whoa Yeah, it's pretty hard to watch Things you used to love turn to things that you wish you forgot Real moments that make you question the things that you want It's got me growin' mentally, but stressin' me out 'til I drop
My relationships are changing, and it is difficult to witness. The hobbies and interests that I once enjoyed no longer bring me joy, and this makes me question what I truly want in life. These experiences are making me grow mentally, but the stress is becoming too much to bear.

Over the top is where I live on a daily basis I always find a way to find the bad in good situations It's sad, huh?
My life is often characterized by an exaggerated and overwhelming amount of stress. I have developed a tendency to focus on the negative aspects of otherwise positive situations, and this is a sad reality.

Yeah, I live my life on the edge, don't want the meds I'm just tryna get relief from my stress, you know?
I live my life in a constant state of anxiety, but I do not want to rely on medication to alleviate my stress. My goal is to find natural ways to manage my stress levels.

These stress levels are not healthy I'm waitin' for that call sayin' records are not selling I wonder when this all disappears and they forget me Will I feel like I found who I was or be more empty?
The amount of stress I am under is not sustainable or healthy. I worry about my career and wonder if and when I will no longer be relevant. I question whether my life's work will leave me feeling fulfilled or empty.

I wonder, was I was wrong thinkin' this is where God led me Or did I get involved with somethin' that was too heavy? I drive until I'm lost and just sit in my car yelling My inner critic talks, I'm just hopin' that God helps me
I often question if I am on the right path in life, and if my stressful circumstances are what God intended for me. I feel lost and overwhelmed, and sometimes I just need to scream to release my pent-up emotions. I hope that God will guide me and silence my inner critic.

Just stop stressin' Yeah
In the end, all I want is to find a way to stop stressing and find inner peace.