shoujo
EILL Lyrics


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やあ まっさらな私
やあ まっすぐな瞳
やあ まっしろな心の奥 wake me
やぁ 消せない傷跡も
Uh 鳴らないソの♯も
そのままで このままで
Wake me up to make me
数えてく blank space
埋めてく言葉の破片
笑々馬鹿にされた 誰かのせいにして
愛に首絞められる 私の呼吸

あの日の
曖昧な鼓動
幼い少女のまま
記憶はいじらしいほど
逃げだせない

変わってく my page
増えてく嘘の場面で
笑々馬鹿にされた 誰かのせいにして ah yeah
知らないうちに染まってく oh babe
愛に首絞められる 私の呼吸

あの日の
曖昧な鼓動
幼い少女のまま
記憶はいじらしいほど
逃げだせない

負けない
曖昧なほど
開かない 硬い心でも
震える手で掴む 未来
目と目合わせ さよならを

All I can do now is pray, babe
All I can do now is pray, baby, baby, babe

このまま日が昇らないで 暗い夜が続いても




このまま願い続けて言うの
思い描く 明日はくる

Overall Meaning

The song "Shoujo" by EILL talks about a girl who wishes to start anew with a clean slate, but her past scars and trauma keep haunting her. The lyrics start with her making a fresh start and erasing everything, but at the same time, she carries scars within her that won't go away. The girl wants to be awakened and saved from her past. She counts the blank spaces and tries to fill them with the shattered pieces of words. She tries to blame others for her miserable condition but eventually realizes that she is suffocating in love.


The song then takes us to a vague memory of a young girl who is still trapped in that moment. She is unable to run away from her painful past. The girl's life changes, and her page fills with lies as her surroundings change. She is still suffocating and being choked by love. However, she decides she will not give up, and even with a hard heart, she will fight to grasp the future. She takes a deep breath, opens her eyes, and says goodbye.


Line by Line Meaning

やあ まっさらな私
Hello, I am an innocent person with a clean slate


やあ まっすぐな瞳
Hello, I have pure and direct eyes


やあ まっしろな心の奥 wake me
Hello, deep inside my heart, there is a plea to be awakened


やぁ 消せない傷跡も
Uh, there are some scars that cannot be erased


Uh 鳴らないソの♯も
Uh, even the soundless notes of a G Sharp


そのままで このままで
Just let it be, let it stay like this


Wake me up to make me
Wake me up and revitalize me


数えてく blank space
Counting these blank spaces in my life


埋めてく言葉の破片
Trying to fill the void with scraps of words


笑々馬鹿にされた 誰かのせいにして
Trying to blame someone for being ridiculed and laughed at


愛に首絞められる 私の呼吸
I am suffocating because of this love that smothers me


あの日の
That day


曖昧な鼓動
My heart was beating ambiguously


幼い少女のまま
I am still a young girl inside


記憶はいじらしいほど
Those memories are still so precious to me


逃げだせない
I cannot run away from them


変わってく my page
My page is changing


増えてく嘘の場面で
As the scene becomes filled with more lies


知らないうちに染まってく oh babe
Unknowingly, I am being influenced by them, oh babe


負けない
I won't lose


曖昧なほど
Even when things are ambiguous


開かない 硬い心でも
Even when my heart is shut tight and unyielding


震える手で掴む 未来
I will grab the future with trembling hands


目と目合わせ さよならを
I will look you in the eye and say goodbye


All I can do now is pray, babe
All I can do now is pray, babe


このまま日が昇らないで 暗い夜が続いても
Even if the night continues without the sun rising


このまま願い続けて言うの
I will keep on wishing and saying


思い描く 明日はくる
That the tomorrow I imagine will surely come




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Eill

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@kage8759

声がホンマに大好きです✨

@user-bt9bx2kk3l

eillちゃんまじずっと応援してるCDおめでと!♡

@syk_06

えいるちゃんの曲で1,2を争うくらいに好きです、どこにも無い唯一無二の世界観が声と映像も相まってドキドキします。大好きです

@user-rf1lc6zi1o

ドラマチックな展開の曲と、映像がマッチしていて素敵です。

@user-ikumo

カッコよすぎ✨✨
いつか沖縄でLiveしてほしい~🎵

@mato6058

eill’s music is so good :,) i love her voice

@jjamlee

진짜 내 스타일 노래다

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めっちゃかっこいい

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独特の世界がすごい好き😂

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かっこいいい〜〜

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