Paranoia
Maanam Lyrics

Feel so heavy,
I am burdened by something or some situation that tires me out and drains me, making me feel broken and hopeless.

So heavy and so weary
This problem or situation has become unbearable, making me feel exhausted and depleted, both physically and emotionally.

My arms are aching,
This problem or situation has become so overwhelming that even my physical body is affected by it, causing physical pain and discomfort.

My head is breaking open
I am mentally and emotionally at my breaking point, unable to cope with the weight of this situation and the pressure it puts on me.

All these people,
There are many people in my life who are a part of this problem, and they are all looking to me to fix it or help them in some way.

They all want something from me
These people have their own agendas, and they are not necessarily looking out for my best interests. They are expecting me to sacrifice myself and my wellbeing to help them.

My heart is aching,
I am deeply hurt and affected by this problem or situation at an emotional level, to the point where it is causing me physical pain.

Slowly disintegrating
I am falling apart and losing a sense of myself as the pressure and stress of this situation takes its toll.

Paranoia
I am becoming increasingly paranoid and anxious about this situation, fearing the worst and not trusting those around me.

So cold
This paranoia and fear is making me feel isolated, alone, and disconnected from others.

Night has fallen,
The darkness of the night mirrors the darkness and despair I am feeling inside.

There's just the moon and me
I feel like I am alone in this struggle and that there is no one around me who understands or can help me.

Dragging myself
I am struggling to keep going, to keep moving forward despite how difficult everything is.

Up this dusty tower
I have no choice but to climb this tower, face this challenge, and hope that I can emerge on the other side somewhat intact.

Body's covered,
This situation has left me feeling exposed and vulnerable, like my body is completely exposed to the elements and the world around me.

My body's covered in dew
This exposure has caused me to become raw and unprotected, leaving me exposed to the elements and the world around me, unable to protect or defend myself.

So much has happened,
I am overwhelmed by all of the events and situations that have led me to this point, and I am struggling to keep it all together.

So much has happened to me
I feel like I am a victim of circumstance, and that all of these events have happened to me, leaving me feeling battered and broken.