ego×∞ 「エゴノカタマリカタマリノエゴ」
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ark Fallin' artistic diceiver. Fallin' artistic diceiver. "too l…
BIBLE 今夜、華のように舞降りてくる 誰にも触れられない はずの扉に舞降りてくる どこにこの心は逃げればいいの? 誰にも触れられ…
black box 曖昧なハコがあって そこでキミを待ってる 「ホント」のフリで 「まんなか」で腫れ上がる そこでキミを望んだ 「ホント」の…
Creation -審判 逃げまどう 子供達...着飾った知的生命体... 審判は下る ひとつだけ残された 進化の果てに... 舟は放たれた 瞳を…
Cry for the moon Cry for the moon 心、閉ざして Cry for the moon 誰も入れず Cry for the m…
endless loop doko made mo ikeru you na hirosa dake moteamashite mune no…
erasure 迷い込んだ 艶めく影の中へと 溶けこむ彩は堕ちる瞬間を望んでた 狂いだした 謎めく貴女の中へと 溶けだす指は 悲鳴をあげ…
ever 蒼い夜の途中 感覚もないままで その腕に抱いた 空白に気付かず 「時」が引き金をひいた 鳴り響くキミの音 僕だけに届いた…
from zephyr… remember... キミが いつも求めている remember... 温もりは 僕の手になかった remember.…
hide and seek 息をひそめて 殺めた 双子を 巧みに隠す 心 見つけて "絶望を知りすぎた フェミニストが支配する 痛みにあふれた 世界…
insomnia 不透明な彩 未完成な優しさ どんな瞬間も塗り変えられていく 歩きだしていた 不安はなぜか無くて 退屈が 今唄いはじめた …
Jesus phobia 「明日、目が覚めませんように..」 繰り返す毎日に祈り続けた夜を 朝が笑った... いつか みんな 泡の様に消えてしまえ…
Original sin 苦し紛れ嘘をつく 砂の城崩れていく 温もりは膨れ上がる 「アナタを壊してしまう」 feel so slight "hea…
Over flow 何かがまたひとつ壊れていく音 窓の外だけが流れていく... 僕をささえる白い壁 放り出した無気力な腕を噛んで 生かされて…
Pa・ra・no・i・a 月もない砂丘 「クツをとめてよ!」 ブザマな夢が形を成して... erode...僕は腐る脚を踊らせている unwan…
Promise 傷口あわせた約束 次の朝に戸惑う僕 水鏡映る夜には 三日月 爪の感覚 時の雨はいつか あなたを壊してしまいそうで 震えな…
Queen どうして「非現実」(ここ)に いるんだろう? いつしかあなた苦しめてた どうして「非現実」(ここ)に いるんだろう 空の…
VICE 褪めた瞳の子供と 幸せそうな僕 ナイフさえもないの? 約束の終わりに 禁じられた覚醒? 瞳を閉じれば戻る? ナイフさえも…
「密室」は情熱の部屋 Making"pleasure"情熱は Making"pleasure" 密室は僕だけの部屋 情熱は淋しがりやの部屋 「…
うわのそら ふわり ふわり 夢も希望もうわのそらで にじんだ青い 磨硝子の向こうの出来事 足りないアタマ 止めたままで 黒い 瞳は泳…
さなぎ そしてキミはサナギになり 臆病に外を眺めてる それが宇宙?キミの宇宙? 奇麗なとこだけ切り抜いた 水槽のなか 入れたんだ…
ゆめはまたゆめ 慰めのことばさえおもいだせず 掌は冷めたままでぶらさがってる 背けた瞳は伸びる 影のスピードにのって 永遠をみつめていた…
アネモネ アネモネ...きりがない はかない 風に揺られて でもね 意味がない? 夢 今夜も見ていた 明日の手前には いつでも冷め…
エゴノカタマリカタマリノエゴ エゴのカタマリ カタマリのエゴ この世のすべて この世の素敵 エゴのカタマリ カタマリのエゴ エゴのカタマリ カタマリの…
ハッピー、ピープル わがままに欲を広げすぎた街で キミとキミの「ホント」を聞かせて あのソラを焼き尽くしてしまう前に ボクとボクの「ホント」…
プラネタリウム 靴を履いた「けもの」は星の螺旋を 真っ白な壁 描いた 大空の彼方 黒焦げの彼方 靴を履いた「けもの」は 「アイ」を叫んだ…
プロトタイプな凍えた雨と、痂だらけの羊達 キミにふれるすべてよ ただ優しくとどいて マトモなままではいられない ここでは誰もが キミにふれるすべてよ ただ優しくと…
不眠症 不透明な彩 未完成な優しさ どんな瞬間も塗り変えられていく 歩きだしていた 不安はなぜか無くて 退屈が 今唄いはじめた …
人間・失格 I'm here"Fool's paradise" from A to Z"Foolish Game" Count up…
冷たい太陽 雨音がさらっていく ざわめきは時に僕に優しく 吸い込まれそうな 灰色の空に想い重ねて 戸惑いを止めて こんな小さな真実を…
時間軸上のアリア 小さな両手ひろげ すべてを受け入れて そのまま 何にも怖くないの? 「痛み」もないままで 傷だらけ 何故? キミも僕も …
月の素顔 下から見上げた 月は銀の素顔 小さな 小さな 光りを投げかけては... 「キミを理解りたくない」 足音と耳鳴りに息を止…
望遠鏡 覗き込んだ 遥かむこうに ぼくらはいるの? いつものように 僕らは僕らをけずって... 遥かむこうにぼくらはいるの? い…
沈黙 鮮やかな輝き 瞳を塞いで 終わりへと向かう音を壊せ 髪を振り乱し 見世物を演じて 身を焦がし続けて 感情のままに足を 止…
深空 窓に切り抜いた空は あおく ただの大きさをみせつけてる 銃声が響いても 笑い声が響いても 何ひとつ 見えないの 地球儀で…
理想郷 水を求め歩き 掌 すくう砂はあなたにも似て 許されない痛みを 深く沈め 嘆きを... それは同じ痛み? 僕を呼ぶ神々の声…
発情期 萎えた理性 欲望の華 咲き乱れる想い その瞳盗む 糸がもつれ動けない人形 僅か痛み消し去るキミ 呪縛の様な愛撫 その瞳盗…
白い闇 聖なる夜 静かな夜 誰よりも白く 面影さえ脆く Virgin air 壊れて消えた 聞き分けのない 時はいつの日も 救い…
皮膚の下で逢いましょう いつのまにか こうなってしまった この身体 いつのまにか こうなってしまった この心 いつのまにか こうなってしまった …
瞳をあけてみるゆめ 飾り澄ました街の片隅で今日も、 キミの側 眠ったフリをしてる 瞳を閉じてみるユメに何ひとつ もう、望むことはないでしょう…
空蝉 キミの声がする。 それは、耳の奥。 蝉が鳴くようにとても耳障り。 深く「キミ」のなかに生きて 「僕」」を繋ぎ止めていたね…
菜食主義者の肉食動物 菜食主義者の肉食動物 天使みたい 潔癖症 僕のカラダは雑食動物 汚れてると笑いなさい Hyper freak Hyper…
蟻とチョコレート 終らせましょう すべてを 終らせましょう ココロを開いて sweet sweet sweet ESCAPE.... 終わ…
食物連鎖 アナタの為 僕は餌食 アナタの為 僕は餌食 アナタの為 僕は餌食 アナタの為 僕は餌食 アナタの為 僕は餌食 アナタの為…



飼い猫 僕はキミの飼い猫 昇る 昇る 太陽よ 堕ちる 堕ちる 僕がみたそれは Genius... 空は Genius... 沈む…


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@NightmareCourtPictures

Hello. I’ve studied the wolfram model for the past three years now and i have enough background to answer this question.

Formally, computational irreducibility is a phenomenon (an observed quality of systems) where trying to understand what a system does is in the same problem space as trying to solve the halting problem.

In his book new kind of science, wolfram enumerates classes of simple rules (in particular the elementary cellular automata rules). He finds that these rules in the same rule class are capable of emulating each other with different initial conditions. He then proved near the end of the book that rule 110 is Turing universal. So by transitive arguments, any of these systems running rules can bump into an initial condition that allows it to emulate an arbitrarily complex rule, like 110, therefor all rules in the rule class are equivalent to the complexity of a Turing machine.

So the implication of computational irreducibility is that if you wanted to know what a system is going to do, that system could at any moment enter a configuration that allows it to emulate any other computable rule that exists…and therefor knowing when it halts is not solvable. The process of predicting this finite system is therfor irreducibly complex, that in some sense you need to have all knowledge of this infinite problem space in order to predict the system.

This phenomenon exposes what would be the principle of computational equivalence, which is that all rules are equivalent to the complexity of a Turing machine. That all finite systems are “connected” to this in infinite statespace and this has major implications and impact on what would soon become the wolfram physics model. The ruliad is this infinite construct (the space of all possible Turing machine evolutions) and the computational equivalence principle implicitly states that finite systems are equivalent to it. The way to understand this equivalence is that what ontologically exists only, is this abstract construct (the ruliad) and finite systems embedded in it are sampling it…viewing that object from its finite perspective and that’s where this observer theory gets its basis from.

I would suggest watching Wolframs 16 part new kind of science series that he published to YouTube. He reads the whole book basically and makes it easy to digest in line with his current day conclusions. Specifically in chapter 11 is where he brings together all the evidence piled up in the book to create those proofs.



@ready1fire1aim1

[The difference between 0 and 1 changed a year ago and why that matters]:

Both sides in the Religion vs Science debates use the Materialism/Empiricism version of logic, math and physics which say 1D, 2D, 3D and 4D are "locally real" and 0D is "not locally real".

Unfortunately for Materialism/Empiricism, quantum physics proved the observable universe is actually "not locally real" a year ago (Oct 2022 was the earliest article i could find). The immediate lead-up to this was the Nobel Prize proving quantum entanglement.

Well over 300 years ago Leibniz vs Newton competed for the title of "Universal Genius". We chose Newton, obviously, but an interesting point is that nobody ever proved Materialism/Empiricism... we simply thought it "ought" to be true.

The only proof that happened was a year ago when quantum physics flat-out disproved Materialism/Empiricism:
The observable universe is "not locally real" and that proves we chose the wrong guy, full stop 🛑.

Zero vs nonzero numbers are what we assign "locally real" and "not locally real" to. If zero is one thing then nonzero is the other. This is due to zero being "not-natural" whereas nonzero numbers are "natural".

The absolute version of the observable universe proposed by Newton simply does not exist and it never has (was never proven anyhow, just disproven).

Leibniz said 0D is necessary and more real; having no predecessor and 1D, 2D, 3D, 4D are contingent and less real; all having an immediate predecessor.

Necessary and more real = locally real
Contingent and less real = not locally real

Leibniz was correct and that means we're all taught contradictory logic, math and physics.

[What is the difference between Newton and Leibniz calculus]?

Newton's calculus is about functions. 

Leibniz's calculus is about relations defined by constraints.

In Newton's calculus, there is (what would now be called) a limit built into every operation. 

In Leibniz's calculus, the limit is a separate operation.

Study zero (not-natural) vs nonzero (natural) numbers since the difference between 0 (zero) and 1 (nonzero) changed a year ago.

Then:
0 = not locally real
1 = locally real

Now:
0 = locally real
1 = not locally real

It's about time the same tired Religion vs Science arguments we've heard for over 300 years can be updated (on both sides).

Holy guacamole its gotten so boring 💤.



@ready1fire1aim1

Contradictory: impossible to be true.
Non-contradictory: possible to be true.

❌️Contradictory Theology, Mathematics and Physics (knowing good; functions; limit built into every operation)❌️:

1. The Gen 1 character and the Gen 2 character are the exact same character (knowing good).
2. Zero is not fundamental and nonzero numbers are fundamental (Newton/Einstein calculus).
3. 0D is not locally real and 1D, 2D, 3D, 4D are locally real (Newton/Einstein physics).

⬆️ this is what we're all taught. Materialist/Empiricist version of reality.⬆️

✅️Non-contradictory Theology, Mathematics and Physics (knowing good from evil; relations defined by constraints; limit is a separate operation)✅️:

1. The Gen 1 character and the Gen 2 character are polar opposite characters (knowing good from evil).
2. Zero is fundamental and nonzero numbers are not fundamental (Leibniz calculus).
3. 0D is locally real and 1D, 2D, 3D, 4D are not locally real (Leibniz physics).

⬆️ this is what quantum physics proved a year ago and if Theology doesn't match Math and Physics then you're doing it wrong. Realist version of reality.⬆️

[🦄Materialism/Empiricism💩 version of Religion]:

Interpreting the Bible with the Genesis 1 character and the Genesis 2 character as the exact same character generates near 70,000 contradictions (see reason project) and requires heavy apologetics. A Bible interpretation which includes near 70,000 contradictions (impossible to be true) is what a snake-oil salesman would sell you. 🐍

[🦤Materialism/Empiricism💩 version of Science]:

The standard model of physics is Einstein's 3+1 space-time, which are considered locally real, where 0 is considered not locally real...been that way since Newton for zero vs nonzero numbers.
Problem is...quantum physics proved the observable universe (1D, 2D, 3D and 4D) is actually not locally real...and that was over a year ago.
(Yes, Leibniz was correct after all.) 🦧

[Layman's terminology of locally real vs not locally real]:

locally real = more real (Leibniz said "necessary")
not locally real = less real (Leibniz said "contingent")

[Closing arguments]:

The Materialism/Empiricism package contains within itself all the contradictions, false dichotomies, paradoxes and literally "life's biggest questions". It's been a year why is everyone still using Logic, Calculus and Geometry that is contradictory at the most fundamental level? Legitimate question 🙋.

If both Religion and Science removed their "Materialist/Empiricist-perspective shades 👓" (contradictory for a year) and put on their "Realist-perspective shades 👓" (non-contradictory for a year) they would not only cease to argue...they'd agree with each other (world first 🪙).



@ready1fire1aim1

[infinity and zero, theology, soul]:

in·fin·i·ty
MATHEMATICS

a number greater than any assignable quantity or countable number (symbol ∞).
(In counting numbers 0 is the subject where positive integers "1, 2, 3 and 4 etc" are the objects).

What is the meaning of zero in Webster's dictionary?

a. : the arithmetical symbol 0 or 0̸ denoting the absence of all magnitude or quantity.

b. : additive identity. specifically : the number between the set of all negative numbers and the set of all positive numbers.

Zero is the most important number in mathematics and is both a real and an imaginary number with a horizon through it.

Zero-dimensional space is the greatest dimension in physics and is both a real and an imaginary dimension with an event horizon through it.

Isn't⚡God⚡supposed to be outside of space (1D, 2D, 3D) and time (4D)?

Well, 0D is outside of space and time:

0D (not-natural) = dimensionless and timeless
1D, 2D, 3D (natural) = spatial dimensions
4D (natural) = temporal dimension

Read Leibniz's Monadology 📖 and consider that the Monad is the zero-dimensional space binding our quarks together with the strong force (it is). The other side of the Monad is Monos (Alone) and this side is Monas (Singularity) and there's an event horizon between them. So El/Elohim or Theos/Logos etc pick your language.

Quarks are dimensionless (no size) and timeless (not-natural). The two main quark spin configs two-down, one-up (subatomic to neutron) and two-up, one-down (subatomic to proton) could easily be construed as the male (upward facing trinity) and female (downward facing trinity) image that Elohim made us in during Genesis 1.

Quarks (no spatial extension) experience all 3 fundamental forces plus have a fractional electric charge⚡and that's why protons and neutrons (spatial extension) have electrons orbiting around them.

In Geometry any new dimension has to contain within it all previous dimensions. This holds true with it being impossible for atomic protons and neutrons (spatial extension) to exist without subatomically containing within themselves quarks (no spatial extension).

"Something (spatial extension) from Nothing (no spatial extension)".

A) The postulated soul, 👻, has
1. no spatial extension
2. zero size
3. exact location only

B) Quarks are mass with no size measured in Megaelectron Volts. Mass with no size is a unique equation in that it has no spatial extension.

Conclusion: A and B are the same thing.



@ready1fire1aim1

[Important point 👉 (dont forget)]:

0D (zero) is different from 1D-10D (nonzero) because 0D is a not-natural dimension whereas 1D-10D are natural dimensions.

0D monad (Creator event horizon)

1D, 2D, 3D are spatial (space) dimensions
1D line
2D width
3D height

4D, 5D, 6D are temporal (time) dimensions
4D length
5D breadth
6D depth

7D, 8D, 9D are spectral (energy) dimensions
7D continuous
8D emission
9D absorption

10D black hole (Destroyer event horizon)

It is impossible for anything 1D-9D to approach 0D or 10D due to their event horizons. 10D contains a placeholder 0 (not locally real) for its event horizon. Only 0D is locally real on this side.

The other side of the event horizon at the zero-of yourself (near horizon) is God.

The other side of the event horizon of a black hole (far horizon) is not God.

Anything we know about black holes (Destroyer) we know the opposite of that is true for monads (Creator), and we know some crazy sci-fi stuff about black holes.

It's a mirror universe with 0D at the center. This side (Elohim; Singularity) is contingent and less real (the natural dimensions anyway) and the other side (El; Alone) is necessary and more real (pretty sure the entirety of the other side remains locally real).

The zero-of ourselves (more real 👻) was made by the Holy Trinity (Deity; possessive; God's) in Genesis 1 which should not be confused with the Unholy Trinity (Deity; plural; gods) in Genesis 2-3 who messes with the 1D, 2D, 3D parts of us (less real 🤷‍♂️).

Elohim was "syncretized" to just mean El during the Babylonian captivity. To avoid this simply use the Latin, "unsyncretized", counterpart Deity for possessive (God's) and plural (gods) context. (Septuagint and Vulgate use Post-Babylonian captivity "syncretized" meaning of Elohim so mistranslate as Theos and Deus, respectively).

Gen 2-3 introduces the placeholder Elohim (not locally real) and their blind, foolish chief running amok. Plurality of bad guy that 'are' each other and 'are not' God.
Nephilim are sons of the false Elohim associated with Yahweh (the BAAL, or LORD, of the gods).



@ready1fire1aim1

[Monad in philosophy/cosmogony]:

Monad (from Greek μονάς monas, "singularity" in turn from μόνος monos, "alone") refers, in cosmogony, to the Supreme Being, divinity or the sum "I am" of all things.

The concept was reportedly conceived by the Pythagoreans and may refer variously to a single source acting alone, or to an indivisible origin, or to both.

The concept was later adopted by other philosophers, such as Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz, who referred to the Monad as an elementary particle.

It had a geometric counterpart, which was debated and discussed contemporaneously by the same groups of people.

[In this speculative scenario, let's consider Leibniz's Monad, from the philosophical work "The Monadology", as an abstract representation of the zero-dimensional space that binds quarks together using the strong nuclear force]:

1) Indivisibility and Unity: Monads, as indivisible entities, mirror the nature of quarks, which are deemed elementary and indivisible particles in our theoretical context. Just as monads possess unity and indivisibility, quarks are unified in their interactions through the strong force.

2) Interconnectedness: Leibniz's monads are interconnected, each reflecting the entire universe from its own perspective. In a parallel manner, the interconnectedness of quarks through the strong force could be metaphorically represented by the interplay of monads, forming a web that holds particles together.

3) Inherent Properties: Just as monads possess inherent perceptions and appetitions, quarks could be thought of as having intrinsic properties like color charge, reflecting the inherent qualities of monads and influencing their interactions.

4) Harmony: The concept of monads contributing to universal harmony resonates with the idea that the strong nuclear force maintains harmony within atomic nuclei by counteracting the electromagnetic repulsion between protons, allowing for the stability of matter.

5) Pre-established Harmony: Monads' pre-established harmony aligns with the idea that the strong force was pre-designed to ensure stable interactions among quarks, orchestrating their behavior in a way that parallels the harmony envisaged by Leibniz.

6) Non-Mechanical Interaction: Monads interact non-mechanically, mirroring the non-mechanical interactions of quarks through gluon exchange. This connection might be seen as a metaphorical reflection of the intricacies of quark-gluon dynamics.

7) Holism: The holistic perspective of monads could symbolize how quarks, like the monads' interconnections, contribute holistically to the structure and behavior of particles through the strong force interactions.

[Monad in mathematics, science and technology]:

Monad (biology), a historical term for a simple unicellular organism

Monad (category theory), a construction in category theory

Monad (functional programming), functional programming constructs that capture various notions of computation

Monad (homological algebra), a 3-term complex

Monad (nonstandard analysis), the set of points infinitesimally close to a given point



@ready1fire1aim1

"Some first follow the true Savior but then turn away to worship a dead man." - the revelation of Peter

THE WORLD RULER TRIES TO KILL ME

And then a voice of the world ruler came to the angels: “I am god and there is no other god but me.” But I laughed joyfully when I examined his conceit. But he went on to say, “Who is the human?”

And the entire host of his angels who had seen Adam and his dwelling were laughing at his smallness. And thus did their thought come to be removed outside the majesty of the heavens, away from the human of truth, whose name they saw, since he is in a small dwelling place. They are foolish and senseless in their empty thought, namely, their laughter, and it was contagion for them.

The whole greatness of the fatherhood of the spirit was at rest in its places. And I was with him, since I have a thought of a single emanation from the eternal ones and the unknowable ones, undefiled and immeasurable. I placed the small thought in the world, having disturbed them and frightened the whole multitude of the angels and their ruler. And I was visiting them all with fire and flame because of my thought.

And everything pertaining to them was brought about because of me. And there came about a disturbance and a fight around the seraphim and cherubim, since their glory will fade, and there was confusion around Adonaios on both sides and around their dwelling, up to the world ruler and the one who said, “Let us seize him.” Others again said, “The plan will certainly not materialize.” For Adonaios knows me because of hope. And I was in the mouths of lions. And as for the plan that they devised about me to release their error and their senselessness, I did not succumb to them as they had planned. And I was not afflicted at all.

Those who were there punished me, yet I did not die in reality but in appearance, in order that I not be put to shame by them because these are my kinsfolk. I removed the shame from me, and I did not become fainthearted in the face of what happened to me at their hands. I was about to succumb to fear, and I suffered merely according to their sight and thought so that no word might ever be found to speak about them.

For my death, which they think happened, happened to them in their error and blindness, since they nailed their man unto their death. Their thoughts did not see me, for they were deaf and blind. But in doing these things, they condemn themselves. Yes, they saw me; they punished me.

It was another, their father, who drank the gall and the vinegar; it was not I. They struck me with the reed; it was another, Simon, who bore the cross on his shoulder. It was another upon whom they placed the crown of thorns. But I was rejoicing in the height over all the wealth of the rulers and the offspring of their error, of their empty glory. And I was laughing at their ignorance.



@ywtcc

Observer theory seems to be a substantial departure from naive realism.
If the real universe is high complexity, and the theoretical universe is low complexity, and the goal is to simplify rather than describe, then I think we have entered the realm of idealism!
This is not a criticism, I believe it's the more creative approach.

Between this high complexity reality and low complexity theory is a wall of indeterminacy, where theory and reality interact.
This wall of indeterminacy is the shadows on Plato's cave. It's where theory and reality become indistinguishable.
It doesn't make sense for this wall of indeterminacy to ever disappear, as this appears to be what's doing the work of simplification!

We necessarily live in a universe that's partitioned by horizons of indeterminacy, around bubbles of partial understanding.



@Nonconceptuality

"SOLVED" hey?

Write down this solution in the response then.

I have already solved all of the important questions but no one is willing to accept the truth.

You can't find truth if you are looking through the lens of beliefs and assumptions that are incorrect

From my perspective it's EMBARRASSING to watch these guys flailing around in ignorance, taking it to be truth



@Nonconceptuality

​@gwills9337 OH?


I was raised Christian but it never made any sense to me. My mom would send me to Sunday school while she would stay home and watch televangelists such as Pat Robinson, Jerry Falwell, Jimmy Swaggart, and her favorite, Jim and Tammy Baker (I have been to the now deserted Heritage USA, not once, but twice). 


I went along pretending that conventional Christianity somehow worked until I hit 30, at which time I felt a irresistable drive to figure all of THIS out. I started reading books about other religions, some philosophy, and a lot on quantum physics. Three books read in sequence broke my mind open. "Why Christianity Must Change Or Die." by Catholic bishop John Shelby Sponge. "How To Know God" by Deepak Chopra, and "The Dancing Wu Li Masters" by Gary Zukav. 


I began meditating and found it came naturally and somewhat easily. My mantra became: "I intend to know the true nature of reality. I intend to know God." With great sincerity and reverence this was repeated. I met a Buddhist and started going with her to a Zendo. I called myself a Buddhist for a decade, but the entire time I was still reading/seeking. Although it made more sense than Christianity, all the pieces were not yet fitting.


Then I came across a biography of Ramana Maharshi and started listening to and reading his teaching. My seeking stopped. I knew this was the final teaching. I stopped searching and put my energy/focus on the practice that Ramana prescribed. It was soon after this that my wife divorced me. On two occasions I travelled 3/4s of the way across Canada to spend four months practicing in solitude at the Ramana Maharshi ashram in Nova Scotia. I experimented with Salvia Divinorum 


https://youtu.be/kp7iP7Ayj0k?si=V4AjlyJ7QWcM0lbZ&t=3


a dozen times. I bought a $10,000 float tank (sensory deprivation chamber). Due to my new perspective (Advaita Vedanta) I was kicked out of the Zendo and my Buddhist friend of a decade stopped talking to me. My brother and sister basically disowned me. My brother, who had been a professor at a bible college once literally yelled in my face "You're going to hell."


It mattered not. I was on the correct path and I knew it. 


I'm now 54 and have been retired from my old job of Wildland Firefighter for two years. My partner and I are in a perfect relationship (we have not had one fight in 7 years. She is also a "Nonconceptualist"; she understands what the voice in the head is). We live on 70 acres in a 6000 sq foot house on a lake in central British Columbia and are well on our way to becoming completely self-sufficient. 


My life is a miracle and it is because of the practice. I do know the true nature of reality. I know God. Turns out the mantra worked! Imagine that



@Nonconceptuality

@@gwills9337 I was raised Christian but it never made any sense to me. My mom would send me to Sunday school while she would stay home and watch televangelists such as Pat Robinson, Jerry Falwell, Jimmy Swaggart, and her favorite, Jim and Tammy Baker (I have been to the now deserted Heritage USA, not once, but twice).

I went along pretending that conventional Christianity somehow worked until I hit 30, at which time I felt a irresistable drive to figure all of THIS out. I started reading books about other religions, some philosophy, and a lot on quantum physics. Three books read in sequence broke my mind open. "Why Christianity Must Change Or Die." by Catholic bishop John Shelby Sponge. "How To Know God" by Deepak Chopra, and "The Dancing Wu Li Masters" by Gary Zukav.

I began meditating and found it came naturally and somewhat easily. My mantra became: "I intend to know the true nature of reality. I intend to know God." With great sincerity and reverence this was repeated. I met a Buddhist and started going with her to a Zendo. I called myself a Buddhist for a decade, but the entire time I was still reading/seeking. Although it made more sense than Christianity, all the pieces were not yet fitting.

Then I came across a biography of Ramana Maharshi and started listening to and reading his teaching. My seeking stopped. I knew this was the final teaching. I stopped searching and put my energy/focus on the practice that Ramana prescribed. It was soon after this that my wife divorced me. On two occasions I travelled 3/4s of the way across Canada to spend four months practicing in solitude at the Ramana Maharshi ashram in Nova Scotia. I experimented with Salvia Divinorum a dozen times. I bought a $10,000 float tank (sensory deprivation chamber). Due to my new perspective (Advaita Vedanta) I was kicked out of the Zendo and my Buddhist friend of a decade stopped talking to me. My brother and sister basically disowned me. My brother, who had been a professor at a bible college once literally yelled in my face "You're going to hell."

It mattered not. I was on the correct path and I knew it.

I'm now 54 and have been retired from my old job of Wildland Firefighter for two years. My partner and I are in a perfect relationship (we have not had one fight in 7 years. She is also a "Nonconceptualist"; she understands what the voice in the head is). We live on 70 acres in a 6000 sq foot house on a lake in central British Columbia and are well on our way to becoming completely self-sufficient.

My life is a miracle and it is because of the practice. I do know the true nature of reality. I know God. Turns out the mantra worked! Imagine that.



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@SB324

Stephen Wolfram is playing for keeps. This is a man who will be remembered.

@jimjiminy5836

Sounds like an 80’s vhs action hero.

@TheMarcusrobbins

He's crossing over into sage territory, like all the great minds. I think he's right, and he's rapidly assimilating vastly disparate aspects of human experience into the model. It's exhilarating to listen to. I think the scientific world is starting to take him more seriously too. It's the project I dreamed of vaguely in high school, only I couldn't because I was short 40+iq points!

@00TheD

Who?

@jayherring3227

A computer scientist/physicist absolutely at the top of his game and an interviewer absolutely at the top of his game. Thank you. Just a pleasure to hear such good questions presented to Stephen and listening to him answer. Kurt, it's clear that you are putting the work in for us all at home to sit back and enjoy such great conversation

@ineffige

I love listening to this man. It makes my brain think about what he said for weeks after I watch long interview with him. His theory is kinda beautiful

@gloriaharbin1131

Long live Stephen Wolfram! There is no telling what this man and his team are going to be capable of discovering and achieving.👍

@MIKE_THE_BRUMMIE

What truly incredible is his ability to hammer it home for those of us not verst in the mathematics.

We're so lucky to be alive at a time where such information is available...thank you TOE

@gloriaharbin1131

This was/is brilliant. Great questions and discussion Curt. Thank you so very much.❤

@JAYMOAP

Kurt you doing a great job keep it up . Also shout out to Stephen

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